and the next bit is around shoe size....

now daldry had told me that he had been 'campaigning' for some time...to get high street stores to do 'higher than a size 7' in women's footwear...simply because -as he was to tell me - there were a lot of men who liked to wear women's shoes and they didn't want to pay the expenisve prices of 'designer shoe shops'....maybe it wasn't daldry but 'somebody else' who had been talking through him at that point in time but anyway - it was daldry who had told me about the above and i know it relates to gay men and 'girl child alters', in the main - liking to dress up a bit and have a 'girls' only' night...

in recent years...some chainstore shoe shops have decided to stock a size 8 but it it still very rare to find a pair....

for the duration of the 70s/80s/90s...it had been impossible to find a size 8 in women's shoes - in the chainstores...so has your average woman in the street - begun to have bigger feet all of a sudden? or did somebody force some chainstores to stock a size 8 in order to cater for a very small market (which they do not usually like to do)....or was somebody covering up something else?

so what is this all about?

at the cia lab - i had contacted joanna to find out what was going on....a general research project around uncle bobby/claytons/marshalls etc...she told me that the next time she saw me - that she would give me a clue....and that turned out to be in the carpark of the catholic church where ED and SUE were to get married...

i had warmed to joanna at previous 'family events' simply because she looked so vulnerable...standing by jeremy's side, wringing her hands - often as not...and looking terribly worried....always dressed beautifully and in the highest of heels...

joanna was to remind me a bit of amanda price at school...a natural blonde, terribly pretty....perfectly done make-up...and 'no stubble'...do you see what i am now getting at?

anyway, in that carpark she was to chat to me about shoes, whilst wringing her hands - in what seemed like anguish....she was a size 8....and she couldn't find shoes anywhere...she had to go up to london - those expensive shoe shops...i replied that she was tall, it was natural to have 'big feet' and not to worry about it - jeremy wasn't lacking in money....i was a size 7 and 5 foot 5 inches...joanna replied that she was the same height as myself but that she looked so much taller because of her high-heels...so high that she was almost on tip-toe...

anyway, this morning i remembered mark r sending in 'one of his detectives' and a policewoman...to interview joanna...in relation to her past....i have the images back of the following:

joanna was to claim that her parents had died in a car crash when she was 16....she had a photo of them...she also claimed that they had been americans although she had a british accent....and that she had gone to the same school as jeremy....the detective then looked at the policewoman, standing by the door and told joanna that she was tough enough to take it...jeremy had gone to a boys' school.....he then produced another photo of what was apparently joanna's real family....a couple with two young children....joanna recognised her 'real family' immediately and was told that they were under police protection...she replied that she had been told that they were dead....to then be told that the police were investigating jeremy's father....who had apparently been behind it all....

behind what? according to green tower and mark r....joanna had been a blond boy at jeremy's school - jeremy had had a crush on him....'joanna' had been heterosexual and had a girlfriend - and so jeremy's advances were rejected....

joanna was to tell the police detective that she didn't really have any memories before 16 years old - she had had a breakdown...and anyway, it wasn't so bad, being married to jeremy...all he wanted her to do was to dress up in high-heels....and walk around in front of him, now and then...

so now the whole thing comes full circle...that video - which jeremy had shot, for the british royals...the black stilettos and the icecream....

finding out early on that jeremy had wanted to 'come out' as a teenager but his father wouldn't let him...he was to say that he would 'arrange things'...which culminated in jeremy meeting joanna at a nightclub...

i have no idea whether or not mark r was telling the truth...all i can remember is him saying 'they'll never believe it'....

believe what? The above...or was mark r making the whole thing up?

all i know is that i got back the images of his detective and policewoman in the room, this morning - as above....