This morning, I woke up to remember GILL and HULBRUSCH verbally attacking me about the 'photo-session' that they had concocted around a 'halloween wedding' for SOPHIE ECCLES-WILLIAMS. GILL put it to me that I was 'jealous' of his relationship to her and that is why they had been told to go and arrange that wedding. What a LIE. I went berserk at the pair of them...and to my cost, at the time I suppose...I simply YELLED that GILL's sick gay husband MARK R was to blame and gave them an earful...and they realised their mistake and went rather quiet after that one...of course I had overstepped the mark, big-time...it was fullscale war with MARK R after that one...

I knew how GILL felt about me - never doubted it for a second...and if I had done, I would have walked away. SOPHIA loved him - she didn't love her 'friend' in the same way...she had always been around to support GILL (who tried to protect her in his way but not much - she was simply around and always 'there for him' since about 8 years old, breaking her heart over him) and I truly felt sorry for her...such is life.

She didn't deserve any of it...and at that point in time - I wasn't powerful enough to protect people from the PRINCES or OBAMA and MARK R for that matter...it was the PRINCES who murdered her, in the end - at EATUM HALL.

My greatest danger in life was MARK R...but TODDY was powerful enough to ensure that he couldn't kill me off...so I could work undercover until I could break ROCKEFELLER control of the dimensions...and TAG the lot of them.

TODDY was also powerful enough to protect me from TOMLINSON but that was an even bigger struggle...see previous notes...however, once we had got PROJECTOR BASE island down (the US MILITARY destroyed it) - TOMLINSON's power was on the wane...and that put MARK R in the ascendency...so various ROCKEFELLER bases then had to go and so on...