let me see...let's attempt to set the record straight here...in relation to 'village idiot'...or VI for short, as i will now call her....VI and her attempted blackmail of robert webb and his wife...regarding the mkultra abuse of his children...

...having just had the cctv back....VI had been quite right...a mkultra programmer had paid a call to webb's house and that programmer had attempted to blackmail webb - force him into mkultra programming his kids...webb - who was to reply"all right, all right...i'll do it"...but unwillingly, i might add....not a 'fan' of mkultra, eh robert?

...but then the michael richardson gang, never was a 'fan' of mkultra - were they?....mkultra programmers used to get beaten to death by that gang of furious pre-school children (and when we were a bit older too, i might add)...either that or the mkultra programmer in question - used to beat their head against the wall until they went unconscious...or attack themselves with a carving knife - see previous notes...anyway, 'that sort of thing'....

oh i see..how do i explain the 'next bit'?...before, even before watching the next bit of cctv...well, i should have guessed what was coming...and why robert had been loath to admit to having been blackmailed by a mkultra programmer...which then led to him doing a bit of mkultra programming upon his kids, in the garden...whilst being spied upon by VI 'in the bushes' with her camera....

...and what can i say but that VI had done what she had done i.e. exposed webb for mkultra programming his kids ("only the one time as far as we know" replies MI5 ONLINE "because then...")...she had exposed him for the right reason but for the wrong motive...i.e. she didn't give a shit about his children...she just wanted money...and to 'earn it' by being evil...in order to gain favours and go up the ill cult system of abuse...go figure...

...what else? well webb and the rest of the  michael  richardson gang, are very much upon my 'fairweather friends' list...obviously they didn't give a shit about me...until worked upon..."persuaded".....by MI5.... to lay a clue trail of sorts....

...and so where did you find the body of that mkultra programmer who had originally threatened webb?...at the bottom of the local duckpond/millpool?

what else?...well, obviously webb will state that i am 'delusional'...and point to my 'mental health' welfare benefits package - as justification, in relation to the above......sure - i'm as delusional as they come (do i need to point out the note of irony 'in-the-text', that i am using here? in relation to humourless ill cult robots - misinterpreting what i have just typed? oh dear - yes i do - having had 'problems' with 'that one' before now)....go figure.

...what else? oh yes...an article that i hadn't bothered to look at on yahoonews, recently....an article link upon yahoonews, that was to refer to a new 'bot' on the web...a program that you can install....a 'bot' that has been trained to pick up 'irony' in texts written by humans...go figure.

i bet it doesn't work, that well...'not really'...eh readers?

consider the following sentence...

'i bet it doesn't really work that well'...in relation to the above...where the 'not really' is left hanging...how is a 'bot' irony detector program going to translate that?...and yes, i have had a look at 'all of this' before.....to laugh about it, to gill...."you see how it wouldn't work?..." etc etc...

humour....robots just don't get it....all of the nuances of human speech along with texts-typed-by-humans...."put it in speech marks and the robots are clueless" replies MI5 ONLINE...yeah, something like that...it's a bit like hypertexting but not...."meta-texting"...

i have typed apostrophes around the word 'get' for so long...in relation to it's uses as a verb...'i get it'...'i understand it'...

i have typed the word 'jew' in as 'joo' (see previous notes upon amadeus texting me 'who is a joo and who is not a joo?)...and that is because certain 'bots-on-the-web' wouldn't pick up...go figure...work out the equation.

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anyway, in relation to VI (run by norwegian intelligence operative kate wood, whilst working for a division 'between' M5 and MI6)...well, attacking the CIA/US intelligence, in general and trying to curse them all with cancer, was probably a bad idea...in relation to 'not knowing that much about maths'...and "doing it for all of the wrong motives" replies MI5 ONLINE...go figure.

....and where did helen browne enter the picture from?...."whitehall" replies BI ONLINE...i see...well, i don't really but anyway - that was the end of kate.

....except to say that proverbially speaking... 'on masonic paper'...it is 'okay' to run two families if you have fallen in love with two women and want to marry both of them....if you have the means and 'wherewithal' to do so....

....until that is...your 'pauper' daughter...finds out about your 'princess daughter' in later life and then...dependng upon the 'character' of your 'pauper daughter' and..."a whole load of variables" replies MI5 ONLINE...well, the whole thing might turn 'rather sour' mightn't it?

...and end up in tragedy....see previous notes.

"castles in the air - compared to mud huts on the ground" replies MI5 ONLINE.

what do you mean? helen browne had lived in a 'mud-hut'? a dr mudd affair? there is more to this, than meets the eye....

kate wood hadn't lived the 'good life' exactly - had she? not after that horse-riding accident....and then...well, who knows eh? "fitted with a pinplug"....well, that was to happen to helen browne, too - in the end..."she had been forced through it"...see previous notes...."not the same variety".

...oh i see...you are talking about those who had had 'some resistance still left in them' are you?

anyway, that is why i was to reply to MI5 jon that it was 'all bad'...whichever and whatever way you looked at it...and that our generation had been more sinned against than sinning (and those to come)....in relation to so many things...so many factors...generationally-speaking.

...and of course, that is why i have been given so many 'leads'....so much information...to 'out' as much as i possibly can...and from all sides...upon my current blog.

...whilst trying to pick my way through a 13th one ill cult game...which appears to be 'never-ending'...an ill cult game which involves - trying to avoid getting murdered, at worst (some days)...or mutiliated (bobby's mob and their radiator metaphor)...or simply 'jumped' by the ill - to then be forced to take 'brain-destroying' drugs...not to mention 'break-ins' (that 'fear' at night - see previous notes - thank goodness i now have a chain upon my door) as well as 'things not being quite the same in my flat' after somebody has let themselves in etc etc....and this is all upon a daily basis...you see - it isn't often that i get 'a day off'....in relation to 'no threats' at all - impending or 'about to happen'....go figure.

...but i endure it...because i want to 'wake up' fully...i want to remember everything....that i had once....that i had formerly known....and every day...brings back fresh memories....to assimilate...to add to what i am now piecing back together...rather like a jigsaw puzzle...go figure.

...and as i gain more knowledge (memories back).....i gain more power 'upon the networks'...i begin to get to the state where....the ill cannot attack me, anymore....or not easily, let us say....

What else? an anomaly....

....the UK ill cult have never accused me of 'false memory syndrome' isn't that odd? the psychiatric profession were to give 'that one' a wide berth...i wonder why? surely that should have been 'first on the list' eh? surely carney should have included it within his diagnosis.....but he didn't....he was to call my so-called condition....'delusionary'...that was all....i didn't suffer from voices/hallucinations....i was 'delusionary'...i simply had the 'wrong ideas'...that was all....go figure.

...the wrong ideas? ha ha ha...about what?...or rather about 'who'?

my fairweather friends, perhaps....? michael richardson's gang, for example....those who are living in their cotswold mansions or the equivalent - laughing about it all of it....something like that?

"'i can assure you, i'm not laughing...robert webb had told us" replies somebody at MI5 ONLINE...no, none of them would be - nowadays...would they?

i am not being 'sexist' here...but seeing as i have had the worst 'deal' of the lot...seated at gill's old laptop...in belle court...and having been the 'only girl out of that gang'...do you see how it goes?

"it's a man's world..." the refrain from a poignant popular song....is now going through my head...how does it end? i forget now...maybe i should look it up again....

....and you might have thought of yourself as a 'male' - as a small child and in 'henry alter'....but nobody ever took you for 'that one' after that age did they? "they took you for a mug - particularly the MOD" replies MI5 ONLINE.

...and what do they think about 'girl child alters' then? "more of the same - if not worse" is the reply from MI6.

...green tower/the CIA LAB had 'grown up' child alters....add that one, to the equation.