...and so what was to happen this morning? well after the 'deluge' had abated...after noah's ark had come to rest upon the top of magnet house, in clacton etc etc....yes, i am exaggerating massively...but only to extend my point...that it had been raining, dreadfully...this morning....however it was to stop by mid-morning....but the damage had been done...for example - a certain amount of stock in sainsbury's supermarket had been damaged by a leak from the ceiling - as i was to find out, later on - during a short 'walkaround-town'....in fact -the whole area, to the far right of the store - had been cordoned off...whilst staff worked on how to deal with it all....
oh and an oddity about that 'freak weather'....all of that rain....since 4am this morning....anyway, as dawn finished breaking...i was to hear a large thunder roll...isn't that odd?.....normally rain is preceded by thunder....it somewhat reminded me of that electrical storm, one evening - see previous notes...not that long ago....all of that lightning but almost no rain...go figure.

What am i tracking and tracing here? something around that MI6 'experimental'..."weather zone" replies MI5 ONLINE...oh so you had a look at that 'essex university equipment' after they had gone?....see previous notes...

"we certainly did"....the password protected 'voice of helen browne' "NEVVER!" (browne's favourite response, in relation to anybody trying to get her to submit, upon whatever account)... how funny....do you see why we just had to immortalise her in fiction...as 'patsy' in ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS? funny, the way in which things turn out...

oh i see...i am missing the point here...i should be talking about so-called 'weather stations'...'layers of the military internet'....and artificial intelligence...."how far it has gone" replies MI5 ONLINE..."an artificial brain"...password protected by the voice of helen browne "NEVVER!"...and nobody can remember the password...ha ha ha....go figure.

how did we set it up? well it was quite simple...i switched on the equipment...told browne to imagine a situation where she was being asked to submit...i switched on the mike to record her reaction...as above....perfect, just perfect...go figure.

oh i see...you wanted more technical info? well you're not getting any because i cannot remember a damn thing more - about any of it. Apart from gill laughing and laughing....browne then making a pass at him....gill telling browne to "watch it or else"....and browne laughing it off....

OTHER NOTES:

what else? well i was to visit WILKO's...in search of a box...in which to put all of those gifts/presents....see previous notes...luckily WILKO's staff were in the business of loading up boxes-for-recycling-in-store...and a very helpful assistant picked out a 'medium-sized' box for me to have...for free...so i didn't bother with asking at the local royal mail PO for a suitable box....i now have to find out 'what the rules are' for sending boxes...do parcels still need to be covered in brown paper....do you have to leave them open, as one assistant was once to tell me about a sellotaped box - in order for them to check what was in it etc etc....various experiences of the ROYAL MAIL came to mind and from long ago....and so let's put it this way...i do not know if their regulations have changed...and so let's hope that their website is user-friendly' in relation to those regulations upon 'how to send it' and in 'what shape or form'...i have the dimensions of the cardboard box and obviously i have the details of those presents...what else do they need?

oh i see...i can finally remember....this is all 'very clever' gill...you might need to know which box had been 'picked out for me' beforehand and then given to me, this morning ...go figure....

OTHER NOTES:

I had a look at those presents/gifts again...from so long ago...one 'squishy package' didn't make sense...what had i put into it?...i opened a corner...that silly GIRAFFE soft toy from LLOYDS pharmacy....see previous notes....

i then took it out..."it's mine" i thought...why should i give it to my parents, who will then  give to my siblings and their children....do i owe any of them, anything? i like it enough, to keep it...

...and that was when i was 'hit' by deluge of memories....little colin had coded himself in, as that giraffe...so it hadn't been about the eldest taschmann after all? see previous notes....upon the symbolism of 'that one'....

i already have 'black halloween spider' soft toy...coded in as 'martine' gill....see previous notes and photos....so hell, why not gingerish giraffe soft toy, eh?....the GAF, in short....

anyway, i then realised the following....having seen the footage involved.....jeremy clayton had wanted the 'giraffe soft toy'....well thank your lucky stars, little colin...that i have decided to keep that 'giraffe' soft toy....uncle bobby had thought that he might find it at my parents' new residence but he didn't....he had been expecting a certain 'packing case/cardboard box' hadn't he?....how funny but also how sad....and how sick...if i had sent that 'soft toy' to my parents...."it would have done something upon the networks"...it would have done....i would have been giving up control of 'one of the GAF'....jeremy clayton would then have taken control of CF....to run him as...well CF...how would you feel - to end up like flannagan? or worse...in high heels, naked apart from pantyhose - trampling an icecream cornet.....do you see why i do NOT want to go near any of my family, at this point in time? immediate family or extended...do you see how it goes?

alternatively 'little colin/CF' is a 'nightmare unto himself'.....and i am quite sure that gill is even more aware of 'that number' than i am....
....and that is why i was to devise the following in order to cheer gill up....remember "meet leah - gill's sister, she's just flown in from NY"

the whole 'dubrovnik number' - gill?....the time when you had to dress up in a red taffeta dress and paint your nails...smoke like a trooper, whilst wearing that ginormous 'joan collins' wig etc etc....

...well, what about "meet emily, colin's deranged half-sister, she's just in from clacton and...."

just thoughts in your ear, darling...if you still have the power to write 'future scripts'.....i.e. those actually that come true.

"keep him in check" replies MI5 ONLINE...yes, i 'feel' that is the right thing to do, with 'little colin', at this point in time.

photos from today....go figure:

 

oh and I was also to watch the following upon iplayer....to then remember CF telling me NOT to 'fall foul' of sarah holliday in relation to that 'trek' across china....at the bit where she came across those all of those emperor's 'horses'....and without wittingly having done so - I had done, already....."horsemeat?" quite tasty, to my mind...sarah had been horrified....she could no longer continue (with me by her side) bearing in mind that sarah was a cannibal - along with the rest of her family -those  who ate human children 'on the quiet'.....but NO, you couldn't eat horses - that was not allowed.....go figure.....