oh and these two videos were to come up on youtube...as I began to search for that 'a journey home' children's book again.....

another 'point' upon the timer system...and a 'choice'...go figure...

https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=alfie%27s+home

a mkultra choice between the 'red and the blue'...do you think that it is a 'good' book or a 'bad' one etc etc...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1jLMlqydz4w

followed by somebody acting like the village idiot:

....now, the whole NWO 'commies for social good' village idiot act...is beginning to wear a bit thin with me...see previous notes upon the rowlings of this world...and those like ed gyde....see previous notes upon what he was really up to...at that #shoutshow....oh and I might add - have a look at what sarah turner had been all about...posing as a lesbian feminist activist at dartington...whilst in a heterosexual relationship...she was even to end up 'stealing' off of the LGBT community - by taking a 'des res' house off of them, in stoke Newington...where she then lived with her boyfriend.....

and what about my brother...the hair and the make-up and the 'gay' goth demeanour....most people figured that he was gay...even those that were to work for him at munro & forster...see previous notes upon those two young women, that ed was to take me out for a drink with....

anyway, getting back to that book....all I can do is to take the middle-ground and say that most of the gay men  that I have ever known....have had an 'absentee father' issue....and as far as army intelligence knew...once a man's sexuality has been formed in childhood..it is almost impossible to change it...see previous notes upon gill's Ashkenazim orthodox stepfather - and a loving father, I might add...even though he was a paedophile....his stepfather didn't think that it was wrong - paedophilia, that is (he was surprised that gill was to grow up 'mainly heterosexual' let us say - unusual for the joos in that community - go figure)...or beating his son with a leather belt until he went unconscious/tranced out....and so what we are really dealing with...are two issues here...

the issue of love...and the issue of sex...and it is important to separate the two....

....along the lines of....if you have had an absentee father issue, as a boy....and that as an adult you would much rather form a loving relationship with another man - than with a woman...then you should  be able to do so.

the issue of sexual abuse in the book, however....is an entirely different matter....paedophilia is wrong and children should be made aware that it is wrong...and allowed to seek help before their 'sexuality' is set....and that includes paedophile mothers abusing their young boys, I might add...all sorts of different 'sexualities'...can be 'set' in early childhood...because of physical abuse....

I can remember looking at jarman's work...and that 'question mark' over young boys....you see if children are not taught early enough that paedophilia/sexual abuse of children, is wrong...and as a result - they then grow up within this silence and secrecy cult...there is a possibility that they will do it to other children, as adults....

and so what am I saying about that book? the beginning is 'okay' to my mind....but the ending is not....see previous notes above as to 'why'...

love and sex are two entirely different matters and should be treated as such....

if you want a loving relationship with a person of the same sex...then there is no reason why you should not be allowed to do so....

paedophilia however, is unacceptable....sexual abuse and grooming of child PIE slaves is so evil....and that is what had happened to the Michael Richardson gang...not that any of them ended up 100% homosexual, in the end...but the idea had been to make them so - in order to take control of their sexuality - "population control" replies MI5 ONLINE...."brave new world"...oh and let us not forget....getting them under mind control so that they could be used as sex slaves, for the rest of their lives....I was to wonder, the other day...about CF and ROBERT WEBB...along the lines of....which is worse?....having to sit through the premier of your own film where 'it hadn't been pixelated out' let us say and not feeling able to walk out of the cinema...or being told that you had made a short sex tape and that it was now upon the internet....even you couldn't remember a thing about it...because you had been heavily under mind control, at the time...go figure.