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...and what was to happen this 'christmas eve' morning? well the 'zebra' signal was up, in a couple of significant places...maybe more...meaning what, precisely? 'farrell' basically...or another of those 'performing zebra alters' see previous notes...anyway, clacton rebel group had been expecting him to turn up, at some point...but not necessarily in 'deranged vegetable alter'....which might be the case...if so - his first point of contact will be the manageress of the CRUK shop...who will phone ling, to ask her what to do...and together, they will hopefully 'manage' the situation....

"that's exactly what happened" replies MI5 ONLINE...oh i see...the above was to happen, the last time that the program ran....and you sent him packing?

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this morning i was to remember ling telling me to watch "at least the trailer" of a 'farrell film' called 'DUST' or something like it....all about a mexican woman...played by selma hayek....and having watched the trailer....i was to remember jade laing green with envy "she's prettier than me"...in short, hayek had been put through a similar sort of hell, to myself...impregnated by farrell...and after the 'satanic abortion' - she then tried to commit suicide, by drowning herself - in the sea....

anyway, having watched the trailer.....i realised that i didn't have to watch the movie - having got what the 'real life context' was all about...and all i can say is this...there is no 'schadenfreude' operating here, at this point in time....although, normally i take a certain amount of pleasure, in listening to 'the misfortunates of others' - those who might have had it 'as bad' or even worse than myself....those whom i do not particularly sympathise with....or in retrospect, should never have sympathised with, at all...those like jade laing, helen rodway-williams, helen browne etc etc...but this case, was different...pure horror....yes i knew that farrell had been told to impregnate as many women as possible....in order to 'earn' his drugs, from the ill cult....but i hadn't been given a list of names, the names of his victims....

....and now i know of another woman, who had been given that sort of almost incalculably evil 'treatment' - at the hands of the 'chief sephardic rabbi of jerusalem', along with amadeus and his satanic princesses...those like jade laing and petronella....

ling knew all about the above...that is why she had asked me to watch "at least the trailer"....well the trailer was to contain certain images...that were to remind me of what the ill had been up to...'so many years ago now'...i can only hope that hayek was to recover from it all, as quickly as possible....and as far as i know...from the images relayed back so far....and toddy was involved....'a mexican woman' doesn't stand for any of 'that sort of thing' - and from anybody....whether hayek was originally mexican or not...toddy had a certain stereotype in his head of 'that type of woman'....who will not take shit from any man....and 'revenge' is always on the cards....if 'that type of man' abuses her....

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ask_the_Dust_(film)


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was farrell 'that type of man'? well actually 'no', is the answer...he hadn't been as a little boy and he hadn't been in his twenties...but once caroline hughes had got hold of him, in totnes...to program him as her "pretty little toy monkey, on a string....up and down you go....clashing your cymbals together"....

caroline had programmed in a 'trigger'...she used to pretend that she was using an invisible 'yoyo' in front of him, whilst intoning the above....

and well, 'after that one' - he was 'never quite the same again' was he?

caroline was 'one of those women' who enjoyed being a 'dungeon torturer/madame'....one of those who took it..."way too far" replies BI ONLINE.

maybe that is what had scared her upperclass 'hunting shooting fishing' 'music student' ex-boyfriend at dartington, off?