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i was to watch BRIDGE TO TERABITHIA last night, on BBC iplayer...to realise why i hadn't particularly wanted to watch it again but knew that i 'had to'...

mcdonald and co, had 'thrown everything' into it...every single 'nuance' and reference, in relation to what recently happened yesterday...regarding that 'flight over clacton'...and what had happened at dartington, 'so many years ago now'...relating to my year there, as well as what varro had been up to - with the writing tutor....

mcdonald was to term it "5 GO MAD IN GREENLAND" with a reference to that CIA base - see previous notes....

let me start at the microcosm of it all....'ben and lou' were to become a couple, whilst students upon the art course 'art and social context'...later on they were to get married...see previous notes upon that 'shaman's hut' that they were to erect upon the grounds for their 'wedding night' party...to then be given an ultimatum by the college, to 'take it down or else' almost immediately....

well before they were to get married....caroline, dibbens, mckintyre, dews and myself were all 'down by the river' in the grounds, one sunny day...having found a knotted rope, hanging from a bough...we were all to 'have a go' swinging into the middle of the river and back...apart from dews, who was to fall in...to then thrash around shouting "i can't swim!" until he realised that it wasn't that deep and it was 'okay'...to then stop panicking...we couldn't stop laughing, on the bank...

it was as if something bad always seemed to happen to dews, whenever he was with us...i can remember feeling a bit guilty, in that way...i suppose that farrell was the 'same thing' ...'accident prone'...see previous notes upon that particular 'gang' all making a run for it across a field...'some of us' ran into a barbed wire fence hidden by the undergrowth...having not seen it in time...whilst the rest of us were to make a break for it...lower down the field....

...and yes i know that it was like 'going back to childhood' again...even though most of us were in our twenties...caroline had been a psychiatric nurse and dibbens had been in the marines - liaising with the CIA, in germany...but what did that matter, eh? once we had been 'enrolled' onto a dartington college course....tallant was to tell me, at the end of our last term "i've gone mad"...she was serious....the programmers had sent her mad....too much had happened...see previous notes upon that 'duncan and the bleached eel' event - and that was to happen in our first year....and well, by the end of our third year...you can imagine what sort of a state, we were all in...

let me go back to that sunny day 'swinging from a rope'....i was to spot some small fish, swimming around in the shallows...they looked a bit like 'sticklebacks'...the fish that toddy had let loose in one of those ponds, upon blackheath...as far as i can remember 'billy smart's circus' had had two kinds of fish, that year...goldfish and sticklebacks....michael richardson's gang were told that they were the 'sticklebacks'...whatever that was supposed to mean...funnily enough, years later on...dibbens was to 'get it'...STICK-EL-BACK/BACH? he kept repeating the word, and chuckling...upon the bank of the river dart....

anyway, 'ben and lou' then turned up...they had taken 'some kind of mushroom' that they had found in the woods...and were tripping...lou was to explain 'something'..."off with the fairies" somebody was to say, as the pair of them, eventually meandered on down the bank....lou had told us about her 'fantasy world'...which she was to call 'greenland'....because it was 'green' like a fairytale forest....on top of that...she was in touch with somebody from 'greenland'...the country....who was to give her instructions....

in retrospect, i know what the above was all about now....lou could 'see' the icecream-coloured frequencies...a rare talent...after dartington, she was then taken up by the ROYAL ACADEMY for a 'very special post' let us say...that involved radio/telecommunications work....

lou had found that CIA base in greenland, upon the frequency channels -whilst tripping on 'whatever' with ben, in that dartington estate forest....lou was in contact with a member from that CIA base....in greenland...but she had no idea 'who he was' at the time...for his own part...he was to describe her as a 'little girl in her fantasy world'...which he was feeding....so as not to be discovered....

....some time later....the same 'gang' was to encounter 'ben and lou' tripping in the forest again...except that 'this time around'...we were to watch from afar...as varro's gang jumped them....the rivalry between thomson and varro must have been quite intense...and varro had decided to settle it once and for all...to then find out that ben and lou had taken something 'rather nasty'...they were both to pass out....my gang, was to approach.....caroline and dibbens were to take a look at ben, who was on his back, gasping like a guppy fish...varro poured water into his mouth, from a bottle..."we'd better take him to hospital"....

now, roz was with varro's gang at the time...and lou didn't seem to be affected as badly...because she then got to her feet but fell over, soon after...roz helped her to stand...lou could walk to the medical centre up at college....

as it happened, nobody had a radio/mobile phone upon them...and so dibbens was to say of ben "we can't leave him here - we might never find him again"...he then improvised a stretcher out of tree branches and a large anorak tied across them....'alister and louise' were to appear in the glade, at that point in time....and the men were to pick up the improvised stretcher and take ben off....caroline and i, watched them go....

so what had ben and lou taken? lou's 'greenland friend' had told them to eat 'some kind of fungal moss'...poisonous....so obviously he had had enough of his 'game' and had decided to kill them off....in case, what he was up to, on that base...was ever found out...

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what else? i am not sure if this fits or not...but 'something terrible' was to happen in the bathroom of ben and lou's rented accommodation....varro's gang was to jump them again and torture ben's genitalia....all i can remember about the event...is caroline outside, having a laughing gas attack and stating "corn on the cob means coc..." there was a field of corn, not far away from where ben and lou were living....

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...additionally, the 'fairytale painting' on iplayer of the magical world of TERABITHIA....and i might add that it was lou who had thought up the above name for her 'magical place'...the place that she could escape to when 'real life' got too bad....well, that painting was one of duncan's - i can remember it, in his workspace at college....he had had a similar 'magical place'....and so did i....i was once to show lou a poster, that i had bought on carnaby street....it was similar but only a landscape...no creatures upon it....lou was to say "that's where you hide"...she understood it all, immediately....

anyway, I now 'get' that FREAKING NEWS competition, surrounding 'into the picture frame and out again'....early childhood FBI programming around 'hiding' within your fantasy world, within your head...a picture in your mind....whilst under threat.


the odd thing about duncan's painting...was his explanation of it..."i dream about that building...it's not exactly the same but similar"...and i wonder now...if he had been dreaming about that golden domed church in the russian compound of ein kerem...because i have a strong feeling that this is the case....

...the funny thing, about seeing that painting again...is the 'stickleback' costume of the 'butterfly - decapitated creature' or that is what it looks like in the film...because the insect's head appears to be floating above her body....

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so what has this all got to do with that 'flight to greenland'? i know that it is connected but i have no idea where the plane was bound for....

i could suggest various things...greenland, ein kerem, dartington....or perhaps a 'really bad trip' ending in a crash?

additionally the knotted rope...'a hung parliament'? how many people have been 'sent to greenland' eh? that emerald city....or golden-domed building....who knows...

all i know is that farrell had been 'on the plane' during one of those 'greenland flights'....gwyneth paltrow had also been on it....along with cameron diaz...oh and gill was on it too...along with roberto cipolla.....the lead actor - the little boy in the film was chosen to look very like cipolla when young and intentionally so - anyway, what had they all done to deserve it? a mixed MKULTRA slave group as usual - of the famous and infamous, along those with a low media profile or almost completely unknown....

...anyway, paltrow had a 'secret number' for mcdonald, to be used if she was in terrible trouble...colin was to 'get a signal' on his mobile and text to that number...they were all then rescued...go figure...

...and what happened yesterday, in relation to me picking up on a similar 'greenland' flight? i have no idea...this is all about capaldi and his 'other team' who were working on the above...and coding it all out, accordingly - to be picked up later on....see previous notes.

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campbell, dews and denise....were far more inclined to graphic design than 'fine art'....they all liked to draw very stylised 'fairytale' images....

at his degree show...dews was to show me his stylised and fairytale painting of a little girl in a field of flowers...to then say "that's you"...well, it didn't look like me as a little girl, at all...he then appeared to be confused...he was to tell me "she talks to me in my dreams sometimes...i had thought that it was you..." - well it hadn't been me...so who had access to a tannoy system, then? quite a few women around...roz used to use the main desk up at college...but who knows eh?