and it's VAUXHALL CALLING isn't it?
dear old peter....and his grandson....well if you really care about him - get him into hospital now and get a deprogrammer in....before somebody knocks on your door in relation to 'mr yacouba'...
i can remember once getting gill into hospital in relation to heroin...it is so scary to see 'the one you love' addicted to any sort of drug....but i suppose one gets used to it, in a way...if you think that they can handle it...however, once his nose had started bleeding...even in a 'child alter' i knew - this isn't right...he is strong enough to detox...to get well again...
what about myself? too much alcohol/nicotine gum/food....etc....well it isn't as bad as crack/heroin/coke addiction...i woke up this morning after having 'picked up' what peter's grandson was going through 'in a dream'...and it was so terrible....you see they all know what it is like to come off those drugs...particularly if they have been upon a cocktail of them...mixed with psychiatric drugs which are 'just as bad' in a way...and of course they are terrified....see previous notes upon COLLIE's dirty tricks department (also run by ELIZA who used to come in for a morning now and then)...the BI office above liverpool street station...they were all told that the drug that they were given every morning was crucial to their survival - if they didn't take it, they would die...and for the weekends, they were told not to drink alcohol but given pure heroin/coke to take, instead...you see how it goes? they were all run as 'drug addicts'...
funnily enough - as far as i know...the worst drug to kick in the long run....in the longterm, is nicotine....i can remember being terribly emotional around that one....whilst in china - and being unable to buy nicotine gum....whilst resolute about 'not smoking'...
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