yes i can remember the 'struggle' now...to 'wake matt up' via a covert frequency 'line-in'....in order to get him out of 'cat/kitten alter' and off the floor - off his hands and knees....what did emet's desk want to know?

"where the hell he was...." replies NASA online.

i see...so once you had 'made contact' and been able to convince him that he could stand up....and that he had a pair of opposable thumbs "that bit was too difficult" replies NASA.....

anyway, so he got up - on his 'hind legs'....looked over the edge....saw the skyline.....and then nasa...i mean 'cia networks contacted by nasa' then had to work 'extra-hard' to work out where it was, in london....to then pinpoint him upon that rooftop....on FOURNIER STREET....

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so we are talking about 'sound and vision' via microchipped slave networks....and how sometimes you didn't 'have the vision'?

nasa replies that it had been blocked by scarlett's counterploy....how does one put it? nick cave and the bad seeds 'my beautiful world' LSD programming and then 'black and white' contact lens so that the world becomes 'so grey' and your brain has to adjust....run on an 'lsd mind set' but readjusted with 'make the world seem grey' stuck-on contact lens....

well, come on - BI online - how can you condense the above? i am finding it a little difficult - at present....

"look at your own situation" replies mcdonald

well, when they 'fell off' and i saw them....fall off, one by one...in fact, one of them fell out, whilst i was at the bathroom mirror in my manningtree flat....i picked it up...realised that it was a contact lens....i have always had 20-20 vision and wondered what on earth it was...it couldn't be a contact lens and couldn't have fallen out of my 'one of my eyes' and yet that was what appeared to have happened....however - because i didn't wear contact lens and nobody had used that bathroom and basin, recently apart from myself....i was struck with the 'quietly but deeply disturbing thought'....."but it is a 'contact lens - why is it here - why did it appear to drop out of 'one of my eyes'?'" - and the subsequent deeply buried memories attached of ill cult abuse at that 'DOLLAND & AITCHINSON' shop in clacton - began to rise up from the deep...and of course, when 'trauma' is activated....you breathe deeply and then suppress it all, whilst looking at your reflection in the mirror...no memories are allowed to surface...in order to protect your 'adult front alter' and your sanity....

ill cult 'glued on' lens.....scarlett's MOD project - according to emet at NASA....

....and so, anyway,  it had all been a huge mystery....you see i kept the flat clean, very clean....it was a rented one....i cleaned the bathroom basin and bath, everyday after using them....as well as the toilet....'like i do now' at my CHP flat.....i like things to be 'clean' especially in the bathroom....

and so my mind began to 'nag'.....

"i keep everything clean...nobody had been in that flat....in that bathroom recently....so why had there been a contact lens in the basin? it couldn't have been mine...i do not need glasses never mind contact lens...."

"i have the only set of keys to this flat....is it possible that the estate agents or owners of the flat had come in and managed to 'lose an eye contact lens' in the bathroom?"

"well according to UK law - nobody is allowed to do that - once they have rented you out a property...they are not supposed to 'let themselves in upon the quiet' - that would be illegal - they have to ask you to arrange a time and day...."

and upon that thought - i let it rest....obviously it had been 'somebody else' who had let themselves in (who had got the keys to the flat)....because that was not my 'contact lens'....

so it had to be somebody entering the flat illegally - didn't it?

somebody who had obtained access to the keys....that worried me further....

and then i thought 'well, nothing has 'gone' in the flat- has it?'.....

the flat had a CHAIN UPON THE DOOR and i always put in on, at night....so i figured 'i am safe here'.....even if somebody has an 'extra key'.....i am safe because i can always 'put the chain upon the door' when i am 'in' the flat....

....even if - obviously i cannot 'put the chain upon the door' when i am out....but if nothing has 'gone' in the flat - even if somebody had been 'in there'....i can 'write it all off' as a minimal threat....

you see i have been used to 'surveillance' all of my life....well, almost....

and so yes, MCDONALD this is a long and rounabout way of saying - i didn't guess 'the obvious' - that the 'contact lens' had been my own - but not to 'help me with my sight'.....it was in fact to 'cloud it'....to readjust colour frequencies....

and you are now asking me why?

well - once both of those 'black/white and grey adjustment' contact lens had dropped out....my brain began to re-adjust.....

and yes mcdonald-  that was called the 'onset of my persistent delusionary syndrome'.....

my brain began to re-adjust to 'normal' - in relation to my 'sight'  (basically if incoming signals are correct - my brain would correct itself to them, as the british army online are now saying) - and i began to 'wake up' fast as NASA had known that i would do....

to then 'spout a load of crazy rubbish upon the internet' as the ill knew that i would do.....but not 'crazy rubbish' to those like NASA.....or any 'elite' running an intelligence agency....or anybody who knows about MKULTRA or ill cult 'mind control programming' in general.....