and last night i had a nightmarish dream...which was very difficult to unpack, upon waking but i think that i've got it...what was the dream? it was about hulbrusch who was apparently dying of cancer....i 'watched' telepathically - he was struggling with a more powerful desk and then 'gave up the ghost'...at that point in time...somebody was to tell a whole group of us that hulbrusch had died half an hour a go...i looked to gill for support except that it wasn't gill, in my dream - it was hulbrusch and 'very much alive'...we put our heads together to 'work out what was going on'....the environment of our dream...well we were 'out in the open' - a park between buildings...it was meant to be midday but it was as if there had been an eclipse...as if it were midnight - it was so dark...anyway, i said to hulbrusch and mcdonald - let's go for a run on the beach to get rid of negative feelings...so 'in a child alter' then....and there, the dream ended...

i thought about who might have died and who i was really viewing....a borg mind would pick up a death, i suppose....perhaps steve jobs....our APPLE master....that was cancer, wasn't it? who else was skilled in masking themselves upon the network....the prague rothschild...matt smith...toddy....suddenly the image of a DUSTBIN came up and i 'got it'....

cancer- can sir

dustbin...recycling bins....trash cans....

jeremy's relative...that MER-KING in a dustbin in that room under the promenade....

the prague rothschild and his hedgehog mat, burning in a dustbin outside of his house...until SAS moran 'got him'....

the recycling bins of yesterday....

the small green recycling bin - that tomlinson had wanted to use for 'human organs'....

fema coffins - well, that is what internet bloggers tend to call them but you might also say that they were simply for 'environmental use' by the local council in question...

you see the conflation of dustbin and coffin?

and then i realised what had happened....matt smith had been at that ELIZA waco base...the one that US intelligence had stormed...and in his dying moments....he had made a loose connection....the image of a dustbin...and that is what i had been picking up....matt had been using a hulbrusch 'handle' upon the networks...