....and what's new this monday evening, dazzlenation?...well, i'm still on 'dental' and you appear to still be upon clamp's 'white rabbit' residence upon manningtree high street....lol....anyway, my gums are healing up from those two extractions but that upper tooth (next to one of the extractions) is still wobbly and 'throbbing' which means that it will have to come out upon wednesday....although i anticipate some 'resistance' from the dental crew, to 'that one'....remember how tomlinson had known about those two upper teeth...perhaps they represented programmers-who-gave-you-pain....more than likely...both were below infected gums...franco had injected you-know-what...a nasty little 'lump' high above that 'throbbing' tooth, which has resulted in a cyst of sorts - a reddened swollen patch of skin - at the top of my upper jaw.... oh and then there's that lower tooth, the one that 'satanic sarah' had deliberately sabotaged by giving it an unnecessary filling, near to the gum...a filling that fell out some time ago...that tooth is now rotting and infecting the gum..."it will have to come out" she had said - drilling into a completely healthy tooth....and then sticking a small ball of 'white stuff' onto it...which fell out a week or so later....and at the time, i didn't bother because i couldn't really afford to go back to the dentist...and it wasn't giving me any pain and it didn't -  and for over a decade, i might add...until, now that is....set off - once those two 'upper teeth' had begun to flare up etc etc....and so in short, at my next dental appointment - aya wants to do 'tooth restoration' of my front teeth (composite bonding) and in a later appointment - quite a few fillings....but what i actually need done is 1) the extraction of that upper tooth 2) 'fixing' of that decaying lower tooth, below....before anything else.....extra work, in other words....which means extra cost....my credit card limit looks like it can handle it...however, when it comes to bridges, later on...i will need an upper and lower bridge....because my credit won't extend to 3 replacement teeth.....bridges appear to be much cheaper.....hmmm....the HSBC was to send me not one but two letters about a 'personal loan'...offering me £7,000 to £15,000....i was to wonder 'why'...probably because i haven't been in debt, before....a good credit rating, according to 02 who checked it before etc etc.....anyway, i have no way of paying off any of this debt...and having bridges will probably require a loan....which will be on the 'never never' as they say, rather like the credit card - dazzlenation...but honestly what do i care...as toddy had once told me...."old age is all about pain management, honey"...precisely what it is.....go figure:

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