...and what else?...well, this sunday morning...we are back to 'walter schmitty' again...or 'emu' as i now prefer to call 'lisa forster'....and the rembrance of things past....such as the chocolate box that 'emu' had presented to roz, in the CIA lab...knowing that she would share it with me, back in our flat....suffice to say, that i was to send it off to a trusted 'toxicologist-on-the-books' pronto....to find out, later on - that it would have almost certainly killed both of us....mcdonald then told roz and i, that we would have to leave...he would deal with lisa...he then married her...."in a bit of a shotgun wedding" replies MI5 ONLINE...anyway - go figure, dear reader...how insane was life within that environment?....along with the general idea of - 'chucky-dolls -at-work'...and er....what can you do...? "except leave"...well, both roz and i were then made 'persona non grata' because mcdonald appeared to have met 'the love of his life'...go figure.

...and so today, was all about lisa...her day in the flat?...go figure.

....anyway, this morning - M&S have a new range of 'purple/lilac' bikini briefs...ha ha ha...see previous notes upon CF and white M&S bikini briefs....and also lisa wanting to wear purple, at this stage in her life (having loved the poem that i had shown her - see previous notes upon mrs graham having shown it to me, first - as a teenager and telling me "i shall wear purple" after her retirement etc etc..."all hoping to be royalty - of the ill cult" replies MI5 ONLINE - is that 'it', then? i had been wondering if there was 'more-to-it-than-meets-the-eye') along with eliza manningham-buller's colour - lilac...

....and so this morning - i was 'directed' to have a look at the new bikini brief design 'in purple ('now she's in in purple, now she's a turtle, christine - the strawberry girl' etc etc (see previous notes upon that souxie song) this morning....and i was to think....a bit 'middleclass sleazy' in design....if you know what i mean.....mainly because one of the designs had that 'drugged blur' essence to it....and another had that 'dandelion shedding seeds' image (see previous notes upon what the prague rothschild had sent to me, in terms of a 'thank you' handmade card).....oh and see previous notes upon heroin slaves in terms of that 'drugged blur' design....hmmm...and so what was i to think?....well - simply, the following...that somebody who was not talented in design....had concocted a whole load of 'motifs' which suggested that they were the 'real thing' when they were in fact, a retrograde copy-of-a-copy-of-a-copy etc etc of somebody like the prague Rothschild - in terms of a 'computerised brain impression' let us say.....i.e. yet another 'idiot child' who had got their hands upon the technology of 'how-to-do-it'...and having scanned for more information...that 'man-who-held-the-door-open upon the groundfloor of the library - had been identified as a 'distant relative' of the rothschild family, by jacob rothschild - who was to watch what was to happen next, 'with interest'....go figure.

...anyway, i was to leave my flat...to go out shopping, this morning...to find another 'tampered with' waterbottle within my flat - with enough poison in it etc etc....whoever is supposed to be 'doing their job' around here - is NOT doing it - have i made myself clear?...and how would i know - without a toxicologist report?...well, so many years ago - now...i had gone down to one of their labs, with gill....to 'refine my sense of smell' let us say...to be able to pick up what isn't discernable, to the ordinary human being - in terms of sniffing above a liquid-in-a-container...rather like being able to 'see' laser rays etc etc...go figure.

...and so the ill - as in the 'chucky-dolls-as-run-by-leeza' are still trying to kill me off....but they do not dare to do it openly....i simply have to be careful....e.g. never to leave an opened bottle of water in my flat...always pour the water out of the kettle and rinse it out, before using....luckily it is not that costly....but there you go.

....oh and i might add that the real author of that DEATH OF AN OWL was another of lisa's....she had a whole stable of men - whilst under eliza manningham-buller and later on quasi-collie), at a certain point in time - mcdonald....and so what sort of a difference might that make?...all i know - is this...the 'fake author' was one of scarlett's....and he had been 'up to no good' in hull (along with ben graham et al)....and so 'no-good-all-round' eh?...which is normally the case...go figure.