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I LOVE HUCKABEES...further notes....the 'interconnected-ivity' of things....see previous notes upon varro's gang and caroline hughes, in israel...along with MI5 jon and bruce...and dibbens i might add....varro and dibbens were jokingly pointed out in that PRIVATE EYE front-page tableaux...as two men peeping round a pillar "peeping toms"...just above joseph's head....

the 'firefighter' was also to remind me of varro, a bit...before he had been cattleprodded out of his mind, i suppose....

what else? i can remember gill laughing about the interconnectedness of everything in relation to that BLANKET metaphor....

i was acting 'dumb' at the time and didn't get the basic metaphor...and it wasn't explained to me either - gill just sniggered, he was the 'clever one' and i was the 'dumb one'....nota bene that colin and i, had played 'dumb' all of our lives, in relation to 'gill the clever one'....act dumb and hate each other...that is what we had decided to do...and from sixth form college/ solihull school....well, it fooled the tudor grange 'witches'...."that's col - he's thick"....

i was also to fool gill's gang...in THE MASON'S ARMS...with colin to my left and gill to my right - gill's gang were seated around a small round table, in an alcove...a song was playing "i could have died in your arms tonight..." to which i then added loudly "it must have been something you ate" and turned to look at 'col'....i do hope that i didn't give him a 'complex' about having bad breath because he hadn't, as far as i can remember...it was simply a way of showing gill that we didn't get on....gill was then to get narked with me....('natch') and then told me to change places with colin....so yes, even at that early stage...as teenagers, i had been replaced by farrell, in gill's affections...

...the trouble with 'closing down pockets of memory' which are sometimes called 'alters' or 'different personalities' but they are not quite the same thing....is that what you had decided to do, in order to go undercover e.g. 'act thick and hate each other' sometimes becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy, later on....

....and so obviously it was difficult for me to 'trust' colin - after having become one of emet's pentagon team....additionally, having remembered that toddy had once given me a 'tiny tears' baby doll - in the 60s...and told me "that's colin"....press its stomach and it cries real tears....a consumate actor, 'in training' for most of his young life....well, do you see how it goes? in general, i just decided to go with 'the tears are fake'....and rightly so, in relation to 'so many things' including varro's MOD horror....in sweden - see previous notes.

in moments of extreme annoyance, at the CIA LAB...i used to remark, with sarcasm "oooh, tiny tears"....unless the context suggested otherwise...the death of somebody close, for example.

....to then find myself 'on the same tree' in greenwich park....with colin, somewhere at the top of it...acting as 'aerial' and viewing a particular network...the royal 'bedchamber' network and beyond - see previous notes...whilst i sat upon one of the lowest branches....well do you see how it goes?

let me now backtrack to the BLANKET metaphor....well it extended quite a bit....and to this english phrase, as far as i know...."born on the wrong side of the blanket"

BORN ON THE WRONG SIDE OF THE BLANKET basically means 'an illegitimate baby'.

now put the above into a SIS context - SIS and the monarchy system....and the royal genome project....and all of those 'cuckoos'.

now conflate the 'blanket metaphor' of connectivity, in the film I LOVE THE HUCKABEES...with 'born on the wrong side of the blanket' and what do you get?

lots of things, i suppose....but what first cropped up, in my mind....was the following:

the 'interconnected network' are not necessarily my network....i might or might not have been 'born on the wrong side of the blanket'...who knows? see previous notes upon all of those mainly middle-class blackheath parents 'under mind control' and the children that they were to have...and 'call their own'...or not as the case may be, in relation to andrew marr/michael richardson, see previous notes....

'bez' ('happy mondays' fame - the 'creative one' who knew what commandos do, on practice runs - and was to create a 'dance' around it -with his 'goggles' on, but nota bene - no history of him having been in the military) well, bez was to report something 'similar' in relation to the street that he had lived on....and the working class community around him, as he grew up...anyway, most people were to assume that bez meant that things were 'freer and easier' down his street, than in most communities...but not necessarily so, eh?

..the 'interconnected network'...the first thing that cropped up in my mind was that i was 'not under the blanket'....because the blanket symbolised 'those under ill cult control'....

'we are all one, and the same....and the borg'....the blanket metaphor....

"easy meat for those like gill and the sephardic network" replies BI ONLINE.

gill was always the 'clever one'....farrell and i, were not....i can remember saying to colin "it's easier to act dumb because you can get away with more...." perhaps he overplayed that one, a bit...now and then....i certainly did....but the 'trick' worked...if anybody suspected anybody...gill was 'first in line' even if the 'really clever ruse' hadn't been his....

"he'll always get blamed" farrell was to surmise and so agreed to the 'whole act'....and that was an 'agreement' struck in our late teenage years....go figure.

OTHER NOTES:

....I LOVE HUCKABEES dvd....let me see...i was to watch a trailer upon it, first....HOUSE OF FLYING DAGGERS...

the remoteviewer as 'soldier'...the RV.....

the blue and the pink....

the soldier is seen in royal/navy blue in one shot....and then 'the pink' is seen later on....his 'love'....the pink silk, shooting out of her sleeves, 'like daggers'....

...i wonder now.....the boy and girl child alters....the SAS and their 'geisha' programming....

and why, the chinese 'boss' of that 'kimono' company...had decided to add the 'pink tie' to the navy blue kimono?

dark blue and pink - RV soldier....'geisha' SAS alter....

OTHER NOTES:

...a note that i have, upon my pad...which didn't fit in anywhere else....

'vur sprung dur technik' or something like that - see previous notes upon that car advertisement....why the nonsense german - according to hulbrusch? a joke around 'swiss german' perhaps?

i don't know....all i know is that after thinking about the above....i was to look at that WILKO frame....and laugh "stepping stones"....toddy had once advised me...the best advice in all of the world...that when in doubt, i should simply treat michael richardson's gang as 'stepping stones' in order to achieve my objective...to bring down that satanic baby-eating cult....

OTHER NOTES:

...and the next note upon my pad, which didn't fit in anywhere else....is something around:

LIZ TAYLOR vs BARONESS TRUMPINGTON

'who did it with more style and aplomb'?

i.e. give the 'V' sign to all and sundry, in public....

LIZ TAYLOR in her 'private carriage' on a london railway station....after emergency surgery at a london hospital....with her G and T in front of her, whilst wearing the many jewels/diamonds that 'the love of her life' - richard burton, had given her?

...or BARONESS TRUMPINGTON in the house of commons....

liz taylor caused a sensation in the press for 'that one'....i can remember grandpa clayton talking about it, 'years afterwards'....and the press didn't appear to mind - at the time, according to all reports....

you see to be a real diva...you have to have a sense of humour....the 'clement poesys' of this world' are nothing, because they take themselves too seriously....you have to have 'it'....rather like joan collins....another 'real diva'....a sense of humour about yourself, your life...the whole thing....or else it will break you....

...from the macro to the micro...what am i trying to say here about my own life? the GAF were to act as 'divas' in my life....martine and coralee....they could have broken me but they didn't manage it...despite trying to murder my babies....both of them tried to destroy each other's babies...and managed it....to leave me an emotional and physical wreck, every time....but i survived it and i found my 'sense of humour' to get me through....to get me through all of it....see previous notes.

you see, it was a jooish orthodox vs jesuit/catholic play-off upon this sick ill cult system...which was to result in the 'woman caught in between them' being progessively destroyed....as well as her babies....as the years went by....

although i have to say that 'religion' wasn't really part of it, at all...not for any of them....it was simply a 'war' upon a computer game system....watch EXISTENZ to 'get it'....

the babies, foetuses...from every microchipped female...were fed into the SIS experiment....the royal genome demonic project....

and FOX in HOLLYWOOD knew all about that number, didn't they?

....even MARK R was to 'breathe'..."they're the worst"....

see previous notes upon mike williams 'getting it' in the 1980s...."that cracked egg, don't you see it, helen (rodway) - don't you get it?" the cracked white egg....that is sometimes a part of FOX's screen 'intro' advertisement, even today.....the white eggshell image, to the right of the screen....surrounding the right of the FOX building - the building which is projecting floodlights.....

'in your face'...egg on your face...an ill cult joke around the fact that the so-called 'illuminati' always put it 'straight into your face' - if you can 'read' what is being conveyed, that is.....