OTHER NOTES:

...I am very sensitive to emotional blackmail nowadays...having been the victim of it for so many years...to then come across that film about 'suicide' on the timer system...and naturally, it was enough to make me 'blow my top'...I am still living 'on a wing and a prayer'...the ill are still ill - they haven't paid a penny back of the money that they stole and they have not apologised or attempted to make amends, in any way...as this matrix game continues to play out....

so the GAF were behind that movie...presumably hoping that I would 'answer the call'...in terms of making them feel 'better' about themselves...letting them off the hook...in case they really did decide to leap off of a building - that sort of  thing...well my answer to that is simple: when you have done something wrong, you admit it, you apologise, you make amends and then you move on...what you do not do - is go into a hysterical and childish fit of emotional blackmail....in order to try and make the other person 'let you off' what you have done...go figure...