OTHER NOTES:

'tell the truth' BI ONLINE?...an interesting one...i am reminded of that masonic 'gearstick' gesture to get mind control slaves to 'tell the truth'...i.e. wobbling an invisible car gearstick, around a bit - whilst projecting 'being in charge of a car'....seriously - uncle bobby knew the gesture (but then he had been a master of his masonic lodge, twice - according to my mother)...so did sue macmanus' dad...and he used to work for the MOD, i might add (so had linda ford's father, i might add)....and so did that locum senior psychiatrist at peter bruff - dr carney....allthough he used to see it as more of a 'magician's trick' - as he was to tell his junior colleagues...

anyway, this morning i was reminded of toby macklin (brother of richard tomlinson - they shared the same mother but not the same father)...let me take you back to prague 1994....toby and i, were to strike up a friendship almost immediately (being single, whilst most of the others at that British Council DTO, were 'attached')...he was to tell me about his family history...i was intrigued by his account of 'mo the cleaner'...see previous notes...you see, i 'knew but didn't know' what it was all about...i.e. something that had happened, when i was much younger...i.e. 'run as mo the chinese cleaner' after roz had been run as 'mo the chinese cleaner' in toby's london home...to 'open the gates' of the chip in the head of toby's father...who had been head of the forestry division, in government - at the time...or 'something like that'...

...to continue....toby was to talk about 'mo the chinese cleaner' as a stalwart of his young life...."she was always there...when we were not....(toby and richard)....she looked after my father....we'd get home and there would be mo...." etc etc...

i was to ask toby quite a few questions about the above....who was mo, where did she come from? what agency? how old was she? etc etc...to receive almost no information at all...apart from something around "i don't know...she was always 'there' - that's all...."

i began to get a little irritated but chose not to show it....i then asked toby for a physical description...to end up 'showing my irritation'....something along the lines of:

"and so toby...you cannot tell me whether she was tall or short?"

....lots of presuppositions were forming in my mind, around 'feminism and that type of man' who doesn't notice women, at the best of times - but particularly not 'the servant class'.

roz was tall...in comparison - i was short - go figure.

poor toby...he had simply been telling the truth...telling it 'like it was'...and yet, because i didn't know the contextual background (hidden from me and for obvious reasons)....a context - which had been all about mind control, drugging and doubles...along with 'mo the chinese cleaner' - which had been an 'original idea' by scarlett and toddy....well, do you see how it goes?

my front alter, clearly wanted to know...and yet i couldn't access my own memories - of being made to be 'mo the cleaner' on an operation...

....and whilst sat in front of toby...as a 'blue-eyed blonde'....he must have been having similar difficulties...."don't i know you from somewhere? we must have met before...." - to which i was to reply impatiently "i would remember you - i never forget a face" and it was true, God help me - i had only met his father, beforehand - at toby's family home, in london, whilst posing as 'mo the cleaner' ....etc etc.

....and so what can i say - about the above...except that when somebody is telling you the truth...it might sound a 'little mad'....for example...in answer to my questions...toby was to tell me that at times, 'mo the chinese cleaner' had been tall...and at other times, she had been short....

i then inquired as to whether she had 'grown up in his family's service'...he was to reply emphatically "no" to then reply that she had been 'old' and almost past retirement when she had been hired..."so she was old?" i inquired further....to the answer:

"well, no - sometimes she looked quite young..." - go figure.

the upshot of it all was...that because toby had told the truth, at the time - circa 1994... that i was then to figure (in my 'front alter') that he wasn't as 'intelligent' as he appeared to be ('a screw loose somewhere' etc etc)...how wrong was i? - given that assumption, because....as the passing decades were to prove, toby had the intelligence and initiative, to do things that were 'well beyond the call of duty'....do you see how it goes?

anyway, if you want to deal with this whole 'mind control/drugging/doubles' culture - in relation to interviewing recovering MKULTRA mind control slaves....you have to get a grip on, or at least an idea of....the contextual background.

...and i can only hope that i am providing some 'pointers' in relation to the above....upon my blogs....as a recovering mkultra mind control slave/military remote-viewer.

"it's all fucked up" as somebody at BI was to say, 'so many years ago now'....but it is all 'there' if you can unravel it.

OTHER NOTES:

last night, i was to see two ambulance employees, putting on their plastic gloves - to go into rick's FLAT 4....and then 4 police officers were to walk into the flat, later on....i could hear rick saying "it's all right - i can still walk"....

so what had happened?

i have no idea....all i can deduce is that if the police were involved...it was a 'crime issue' and rick might have been attacked or something like that....

rick, donna and shirley....i was to meet 'all three' in belle court, early on....as soon as we had all moved in....i was to remember them (from previous 'operations'), quite quickly....'rick and shirley' had been recruited by amadeus' 'toilet' activities, let us say - see previous notes upon drug-smuggling programming....whereas donna was 'rather like myself'....she had floated from 'camp to camp' within the ill cult hierarchy i.e. MKULTRA monarchy control of 'intelligence systems'.....sometimes with the MOD.....sometimes with MI5, as a computer programmer....sometimes with the taschmanns etc etc...."i can be all things to everybody" beamed donna, not so long ago....

i can remember making friends with donna - at the south of france templar castle - and advising her...('him' at the time) that this was a 'safe strategy'...."don't get pinned down" replies MI5 ONLINE....which donna already knew all about - teaching your grandmother how to suck eggs? oh i remember...that is what i was to comment, at the time....