...and this morning, after having down a full scan of my laptop again...to find 'that trojan' again....see previous notes....

well i was to click on CLEAN PC upon MSE....and after 'so many hours'...about 3 hours - MSE was still trying to 'clean' this laptop...

anyway, i was to decide to get rid of my unnecessary picture files and documents upon this laptop....in fact, i was to get rid of 'everything' apart from two picture files - the most recent of all....dump it into the recycling bin and press 'delete'...and guess what? almost immediately MSE returned its old 'green' number (previously 'red') and 'your computer is being monitored and protected'.....

...see previous notes upon gill telling me "delete everything - all picture files and text files - as soon as you have used them - you know why"....and i had known why, so many years ago now....upon a historical basis...initially, the ill used to hack the text files upon a given 'target's computer'...but then they got a bit cleverer....and began to embed pictures/images/snips-from-the-net with their trojans....

....i do not know which that particular trojan targets (documents or pictures)...but the message is the same...do NOT keep anything upon your computer/laptop - in documents or pictures....keep it on a memory device....take 'whatever it is off' - immediately after you have used 'whatever it is' before going back into the internet....

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...well what can i say? but that i was to explain it 'visually'...in a certain numbers of photos...that i was to take, this morning...go figure....

"stenson and the 'seeding'" replies MI5 ONLINE...."the incredible morphine man"....

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oh and another thing....stenson had talked the GAF into the following....sounds stupid but there you go...

anyway, the basic score had been 'this'......the ill had been hoping to kidnap and then send to 'powergen-shirley'....those whom they had deemed to be 'happy couples'...the ill had then planned upon attempting a sort of LOBSTER game, with those like myself...those who are 'happy-to-be-single'...in an attempt to 'get us back' into the ill cult game of 'finding a partner'....they had misjudged me upon 'that account'....i.e. they had figured that farrell would be the 'one' to get me back under their control....and if that didn't work...then gill was to have a go..."even though, at the time - he had told stenson that it wouldn't work - she'll never fall for it" replies MI6 ONLINE....too right.

i would never ever have a physical relationship with either...both men had eaten their own foetuses...their own children - and at the time - really didn't really think....that 'any of it', was 'wrong'....

....and the children of how many women, you might ask? - because it wasn't just me....not by a long chalk....go figure.

anyway, i do not suppose that their 'mindset' has really changed, since that point in time...'too psychologically damaged' you see....

what else? Let me see...and then there is 'intelligence' work...intelligence agencies and how they operate, across the globe....or have done, for some time now....let us say...

it is all 'very sad' but as MI5 toby was to explain to me...in short, it is impossible to 'live on both sides of the mirror' and conduct a relationship with 'the same person' on both sides...."the 'hidden element' and the 'civilian element' - best to keep the two, apart...because you know too much" replies MI5 ONLINE.

....and as a consequence i am more 'wary' of gill than farrell...gill had prefered satanic princesses/robot sex dolls with 3/4 pinplugs in their rotting brains....

....hidden from the civilian element - "but known about by the masons who had advocated it in the first place - stepford wives - they had all voted for it, in the main"

....and therefore even though i would like to count gill as a 'friend' nowadays, in relation to 'intelligence ops' - over so many decades...i cannot do so because you need 'trust' to form a friendship....and i could never ever trust that man again...knowing what he 'likes' and what he doesn't 'like' in relation to women.

"the same goes for farrell"...how true...but at least he doesn't want to make you into a 'complete and utter robot'...he just wants to make you into his 'obedient dog'...go figure....

is there a difference here?

yes there is....but 'not really'....not from where i am standing....both are equally despicable but for different reasons i.e. farrell wants you to be 'semi-human' i.e. obedient upon 'triggers' like a dog - to be devoted to him and nobody else...whilst gill doesn't give a shit whether you love him or not...

...because in the main, gill doesn't care whether you are capable of love or any other human emotion - in fact, he would prefer it if you didn't 'feel' anything, at all - whilst servicing him...go figure.

"why doesn't he just go to prostitutes?" replies MI5 ONLINE....hmmm...i suppose that it is because this is all tied up with the NWO and ill cult moguls wanting to create BRAVE NEW WORLD...."a mindless slave race"....

...."gill being one of them"...yes, it is ironic - isn't it?... see previous notes - i.e. gill having his testicles radiated/sterilised, at that bristol centre.....in order to become a 'satanic sister' - just like jade laing....go figure. See previous notes upon petrol nell and her brother...she had wanted 'so much' to be just like him....to have no 'i'...no 'consciousness'...no 'intelligence'...no 'intelligent thought at all' in her brain....but scarlett just wouldn't let her go, would he?

....as it goes, eh?...as it goes....

anyway, this is a 'roundabout' way of saying...that if the ill had managed to kidnap me, and drag me back to that 'powergen-shirley' building for a reprogramming session...which appears to be something along the lines of "you are a dirty-pus-ridden...disease infested IN-SECT of the ILL cult - that is harming the whole HIVE/ANTHILL"...."we will clean you".....

i am reading off the 'scans' here, upon the networks.....anyway, let me continue....

"you are ALONE and LONELY because your loved ones have spurned you....your friends and your family....the GAF have found others....you are only worthy to be a 'dog' now....a dog....whose dog do you want to be?...FIND AN OWNER!....FIND AN OWNER!"

...stenson wasn't bright...but he was an arch-sadist.....the idea behind the above...was that the ill would put me in an electronic dog collar and make me crawl around the floor.....in relation to repeated electrocutions....and within the ill cult's own 'faraday chamber' at that powergen-shirley base ....and that apparently i wouldn't be able to 'turn it in my favour' as i had done, in the 'gherkin' see previous notes....i.e. turn the robots-against-each-other..... see previous notes upon the ill cult receiving commands to kill each other and then the last one, committing suicide....no wonder, they have left me alone, and for so long eh? and yet now....almost-braindead-but-not-quite-stenson...develops a 'foolhardly idea' that he can write frequency programs....go figure. maths was hardly your strong point, stenson - was it?...but then 'science' wasn't either - 'picking daisies' was 'more your type of thing' and your mother's, i might add...."who had had a hand in that edinburgh hospital - behind the scenes" replies MI6 ONLINE.

...anyway, stenson's idea was that i would be tortured 'out of my mind'...my soul 'captured by the faraday chamber' that they had constructed, in terms of frequency field equipment.....on the floor....and begging for a 'new master'....and out of whom, you might ask?

well obviously stenson had figured that i would go for 'one of the GAF'....ha ha ha...how wrong can you be?

naturally i wouldn't go for anybody - never mind 'those two'....but even so...the very idea.....

after everything has been said...MI5 toby was completely right....leave your relationships/teamwork within the military, after entering the civilian world.....and try not to take those 'military team relationships' into the civilian world - in terms of creating a 'partnership'...."and certainly not a 'love interest' in your life" replies MI6 ONLINE...how true.

what else can i say? i might trust CF a little bit nowadays (he appears to have helped me far more than gill - see previous notes) ....and i would never ever trust gill again....not after what has gone on - and over so many decades...never again.

...all i can say is this....after the GAF have apologised, made amends...given back the stolen money, (particularly, in CF's case - see previous notes upon the 'harry potter' money)....i feel that it would be 'right' to 'make friends' again ...

.....and i would welcome that 'outcome' - because emotionally, that is all i want - to make 'real peace' again, between us all...

......but not until then...you understand what i am getting at, here?

"it's never going to happen" replies BI ONLINE

yes, that is what i had thought...and so the whole 'horror' continues...go figure.

....it is all so needlessly destructive and stupid.

...i.e. 'at the drop of a hat' - the GAF turn against me....and try to engineer a way, in which to make me into a 'robot doll' or mkultra 'slave dog alter'....go figure.

"just to say that they have won"...replies BI ONLINE...."they are not bidding on the highest terms"....

you mean, that they are rather like inga and her ingabot?....bidding on the lowest possible and then trying to 'fix the race'.....in their favour?

...and the race is?...to prove that they are better than me - in some misguided sort of way - 'cleverer' perhaps....

oh, dear God.

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...that brings me onto 'kangaroo alters'....

a prague rothschild 'joke'....recently seen in the latest edition of VIZ....the 'letters pages'....a supplement.....

in short, 'little colin' had found an immediate connection to a certain 'hub control office'.....after learning that kangaroo alters = greyhound alters (chasing the rabbit) = greyhound child alters = extremely sexually abused children, with piles, on smack/crack.....

read VIZ to 'work it out' that is all i can say....in relation to what that PIE organisation used to do..."fill every child's head with nonsense - dr seuss-style" replies MI5 ONLINE.