OTHER NOTES:
....this evening i was to remember what had happened in harwich...after i had come back from israel....and moved into that flat in eagle house, west street, harwich...with mcgowan 'round the corner' let us say...at 'the house of hock'...oh and let us not forget the appearance of ....."bella lestrange" replies MI5 ONLINE, laughing...yes but it is really not funny, is it? petrol nell and her baby-pickling barrell etc etc - see previous notes...and it really wasn't a laughing matter for the local 'head of station' was it? he was to send an emergency alert out on the networks "i'm down" after the ill had broken into his home and tortured him into an NDE....and that is the point that i want to get to...he had had 'the house down the lane' from the house with that wonderful 'passion flower' bush by the garden wall, in harwich....now CF had bought that 'passion flower' house - as i shall now call it...having been told that it was a safe area, with the 'head of station' a bit further down the lane...anyway, as far as i know...CF was to escape mcgowan and petrol nell's clutches...unlike the head of station, i might add...

...and what else? well MI5 had left a note upon the timer system....CF had once taken the harwich train from liverpool street....to then be picked upon by a 'mad woman' also on the train....the whole encounter was a bit like...well, see previous notes upon me meeting a 'rosemary west' type...whilst i was a student at essex...on the london underground...circa 1983....i was to tell eliza manningham-buller all about that encounter - see previous notes...in short the woman had tried to persuade me to go home with her...she had picked on somebody that she had thought was a vulnerable character...buller was to laugh about how it would have turned out very badly for that 'rosemary west' if she and her partner had tried to attack me...i was to retort that an unexpected blow to the back of the head would have meant that i would not have been able to save myself...despite all of that 'intelligence' training etc etc...i was upset by the fact that buller didn't appear to be taking my report seriously...

anyway, CF was prepared...after the woman had begun to harangue him...he was to state loudly "why do i always get the mad one, sitting next to me?" which was to make most of his carriage, laugh...smile etc...and the woman was then to back off, somewhat....and where had she got off the train? that is what MI5 had wanted to remember, i suppose....because they were to follow through...somebody was to go and check out that woman's house...to find human body parts....although at the time - it wasn't possible to continue the 'operation'....this was because it was something around picking up the whole network 'in one go'...rather than simply 'getting' one of them...these cannibal ill cult robots....because if you pick up one of them...the whole lot might disappear into the woodwork, as a result...so which station had it been? it was outside of london...but before manningtree...go figure.

having remembered the above...I can hardly believe what we have all gone through...and over so many years....I was then to look at homeland security in the USA...yes they are warning the public about the possibility of 'zombie attacks'...which is tantamount to warning people about those like petrol nell and her network...at least being a 'zombie' is not 'cool'....in relation to popular culture...unlike 'wannabee vampires'...sure, some people like to dress up as zombies but it is not something that anybody aspires to as a 'lifestyle' is it?