OTHER NOTES:

i forgot to take my camera out today, martine....i wonder why...anyway, i didn't bother to take any photos...although a 'red and blue bottle' signal had gone up in the back of travelodge...and yes i now 'get' that this had been a reference to experian....and also of course 'the red and the blue pill' etc etc....

MI5 ONLINE were to spot the 'comic duo'...yes those two...driving that car...who then 'followed the tape' i.e. the returned LE WEEK-END dvd back to the library...until 'turned around' on the system...and made to go back to that cafe...where the ill normally have somebody seated, drinking milky coffee....that cafe near to M&S....

what else? well theTALLANTED TEAM ONLINE....were to tell me that today was entitled 'no happy endings'....for those who wish to live the dream...and it runs like this....

french intelligence were to find out that 'american banker with passable french'...was actually a german industrialist and part of that nazi organisation....he was to end up with his two chips burnt out (one in his brain and one in his neck)....with his tongue cut out...thrown out of a car upon a deserted road....a warning to his entire network, i would guess....

next up...emet had wanted to 'live the dream'...in a very simple and innocent way...he had wanted to retire a happy grandfather...he had an adopted daughter...with a pin-plug in her head...he used to visit her and her family...her husband and children...at an idyllic cottage in the country...the children used to go apple-scrumping etc etc....until the entire lot, got razed to the ground...went up in flames....courtesy of russian intelligence.....as emet was to tell his friends later on "don't you see? i had bought the dream sold to me by robots...and now i am living in the real world...which is so much more interesting...." - his friends however, didn't get it along the lines of "the price was too high"....well you see - that is how it is...nowadays....once you have gone against the general tide....there are no 'happy endings'...particularly not for those who wish to live the dream, sold to them by robots....a study of CF's entire life - should make that one, pretty clear....

do you see the emotional blackmail going on here? i understand it only too well...having looked after and protected ingabot for most of my life....look at what was to happen to scarlett...the child that he had loved the most...the one with a pin-plug in its head...murdered by eliza manningham-buller...scarlett was to take the whole thing to an international 'intelligence court'....his grief was that 'strong' regarding the child that he had loved the most ....the one who had needed the most help - the one being used against him....do you see the amount of extreme emotional pressure...."to do the wrong thing - to abuse your position of power" replies BI ONLINE.

anyway, I now 'get' why emet had shown me a poem that he had written about a young girl that 'everybody had loved'...the one who had died in mysterious circumstances....a poem that he had shown me in the MI imperial hotel....I was to ask him questions about her...but he evaded answering....I then puzzled over it...and eventually came up with 'it must have been about roz'....I now know who it had really been all about....