gill - do you want me to handle this 'brusquely' or sensitively?

THE RED ARROWS....

in short, I can remember now...16 years old...moshe dayan telling me "have you met feschotte yet?"....down that military corridor....an Israeli airforce intelligence corridor.....I was then taken to meet him....he looked up from his computer...said 'hello' and then turned back to his work, again...

...gill - the man that you were in contact with 'quite a bit'....whilst at green tower....he was somebody that you could 'really chat to'....Israel-based.....a friendly but coolly so....sort of.....older man....who intrigued you, in relation to his opinions upon things....I can remember MARK R suspecting 'something was up' when he was to find out that you had spent nearly 3 hours chatting with 'that man online'....yes, the two of you had much to discuss....and as MARK R was to realise....purely innocent....just 'shared interests'...."the jealousy number was high with MARK R" replies MI5 ONLINE...oh you are telling me...and with CF, I might add....you just 'look at another man' and they are 'on your case'....

but in this case, gill...even though you didn't know it 'at the time'....that man, had been your real father.....go figure.

you see - for so long - I have been trying to 'work it all out' about gill....yes, I knew that his mother had been a French nun - linked to French intelligence....but who was 'feschotte'? perhaps there had been 'more than one'?

'the three sisters' as in Colette, sophie and Emilie had all said that, at some point.......i.e. that they were 'married to him', at different points, in time....and yet only Emilie had the papers to say that he had officially been her husband...so what had been 'going on there then'?

the name feschotte and the ID had been bandied around a bit, hadn't it? I will not go into 'this' more than 'that'.....


suffice to say "have you met feschotte?" down an Israeli airforce intelligence, corridor....I was only 16 years old....I could vaguely remember the surname but not well....it was familiar to me....I had no idea, at the time....I honestly didn't....but then I had no real idea about  my extended swiss family, either....at that point in time.


....and so I had met 'feschotte' in 1980...a kindly and friendly man...at his computer....that was all....

adopted children always want to know who their real parents really were....well, sometimes they do.....and I do not know if gill ever spoke about it....because he never talked about it to me....but then I was his link to his 'French nun' mother - who had more advanced technology....French technology at her fingertips - than MI6 did, at the time.....he never talked about his father....but I 'know' that at green tower...somehow things came 'full circle'...you see parents are 'funny' in that way....if they are in 'intelligence' and upon highly secretive operations.....gill had been in contact with his dad, 'as a good friend' and for quite a few years.....do you see how it goes?.....and also how painful it is? what can I say except that if your parents really, really love you...they come back...they make contact 'somehow'....and it isn't an 'alien thing'....bad joke, okay....

....and upon 'little colin' and his 'terrible mother'....calling gill a 'guttersnipe' in the 60s....well, that was so cruel....as hanni was to say about the English - and could be applied to colin's middle-class mum....see previous notes....

ergo.....the swiss family were probably a far better class - than 'little colin's class of people' in relation to his middle-class birth mother...think about it....

you want to talk 'class' and getting Ingabot and weale up the british class system, little colin? think again...."because we will pull you down" replies MI6 ONLINE.....oh good....on my side, for once...only cathy's brother had been, previously i.e. MI6 john.....see previous notes.....