OTHER NOTES:

...this morning, i was to meet up with heather kempson's latterday colleague...the one that used to work for the police and was affiliated to MI5....heather used to keep her 'on a tight lead' in relation to...well, see previous notes....the woman in question was to say "it doesn't matter - because i make good in the end..." - in relation to this 13th one ill cult game...

...and so many people, changed sides...from the ill cult to the rebel group and back again...back and forth, didn't they?

anyway, i was to meet her... at the number 5 till in M&S this morning...she was to greet me 'like an old friend'...to then give the man behind me...an even 'warmer' welcome, along the lines of...."hello DAVID..." and yes she was talking very loudly, at that point in time...M&S was almost deserted and her voice carried...."NOT COLD ENOUGH, FOR YOU - DAVID?" with a merry grin on her face...."IT'S FREEZING...I'M FREEZING IN HERE" etc etc....

well it wasn't that cold...quite mild, actually....but i took her cue....and then turned to have a look at david, behind me...to then read off 'david's bag' by his side...it was a plastic one with polar bears upon it, within an icy landscape....with COOL OFF printed upon it - in bold....

"he's even got a bag, with polar bears...with COOL OFF upon it" etc etc....and that was apparently all she needed to know...checking the bag, as he put it upon the counter....to then fill it quickly with 'whatever he had been wanting to buy'...as she checked it through the till.

so what was going on there, then?

COOL - OFF

COOL - ON

COOLIN-COOLOUT?

i really have no idea...at first i thought that the joke 'must be on me' and all a stunt...i was reading things into 'nothing'...

...but then i thought, haven't i been made a fool of, enough? what would be the point?

finn macool...ireland...how does one say it...of fable and legend...the irish equivalent of hercules - to the greeks...or something like that....

...and the giant's walkway, for some reason...you see i can remember talking about finn macool to mark vizard circa 1994...who really hadn't heard 'all of the stories' and didn't seem to be interested to know them, either....i had read a book of irish mythological tales....but then by 10 years old, i had read every ghost story - to then turn to myth and legend, across the globe - and read everything available, in the b'ham library system....

OTHER NOTES:

...and now i 'get' what this is all about....the ALGAE/ALL-GAY list....put simply - the woman above, had been treated just like myself...added to the ALL-GAY list...what 'credentials' do you need to join, as a woman? i have no idea, believe me....anyway, 'little colin' was still at large - and 'a nightmare' according to the CID..."just like his father - violent"....

...in short, 'little colin' was recruiting 'GAY-SHAS'....so the woman in question, had been an author? see previous notes upon prince william's SHA literary theft society....

i know that scarlett's police had been 'used' whilst under mind control - to collectively write many best-selling detective novels....but i hadn't known that this particular ex-MI5/police operative had been amongst them..."or penned her own stuff" replies MI5 ONLINE...so what had she written then? that she hadn't been paid for - as 'par for the golfing course'.....

...the GAY SHAS....read 'GEISHA' programming...the woman in question was to escape and then turn up with 'face paint' all over her face...something that she had apparently not 'realised' at the time....and was horrified to see...having rubbed her face...to then look at the palms of her hands....

HELP! I'M A FISH....relays on the basic message...the woman programmed as gay-sha/geisha was then reprogrammed as an 'add-on' with 'the worried babysitter'...whom 'sarah turner and robert webb' outwit....etc etc....to then shout at the parents...(col the sol was to tell kirwan 'that's us, isn't it?' whilst watching the movie)....that their children had gone missing...go figure.

"....and it is always our fault" replies MI5 ONLINE....exactly my point, within the above....and i used to identify with it, entirely - until they declared me 'mad' - and that was to mean....that nowadays, i have thrown off almost all shackles.

you see, if you're mad - what does it matter what you do? 'within reason' that is - and i am always 'reasonable' aren't i?...always 'open' to listening to 'the other side'...'give and take' etc etc...i know quite a few people 'just like that'...we get by - that is all i can say.

...anyway, in summary we are looking at the MKULTRA 'all-gay' list and their agenda....which wasn't good, to put it mildly....i can remember their group mission statement...which went along the lines of:

"we get society to accept that we were 'born gay'....we then get the 'age of permission' lowered....to 14 years old...we then say that we knew that we were 'like that' at 8 years old...then 6 years old...ha ha ha...that baby has beautiful eyelashes - he's got to be 'one of us' hasn't he?..." etc etc...

little colin at his laptop (as an adult)....along the lines of "....i'm a little GAY (that's what my programmers had told me, as a child)....she rejected me....i'm a little gay - and i don't like girls who don't want me - i don't like them at all....when i'm little...i don't like being told to go away...i hate it...i hate women....i hate miss jones....i am gay" etc etc....do you see how 'confused' child alters, can be?