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oh I know what this is all about 'rent-a-kid'...an or-kid.....see previous notes upon the GAF forcing me to make a decision...to play medea or madame butterfly....

mr putin was the only man who really knew me...who had bothered to take the time to understand me - my family - my background and my history....we have been against slavery, Nazi/mkultra mind control slavery, Nazi eugenics and Satanism, for generations...do you sick stupid fools really think that I would adopt the 'madame butterfly' approach to your increasingly insane antics? you shouldn't have forced me to take that decision, should you? but you did...and I now lay the entire blame at your feet.

...and yes I must be a bit schizoid...treating the GAF as my 'little boys' and saving them, every so often...but they were so much worse...so much more schizophrenic...to try and entrap me into the ill cult again...and by extreme emotional blackmail...see previous notes upon what was to happen in Israel 2007....and mr putin's counsel "there was no consent given" - which hides a multitude of sins - if you look at what had actually happened there, and why...see previous notes.

OTHER NOTES:

i mean to say...sometimes i really do not 'get' the GAF or their masters/mistresses....for example, farrell must have known that the CIA lab was part of the 'newlook' SOE...in relation to blowing up ill cult SIS experimentee underground bases, instead of WWII bridges/railway lines/trucks etc etc....martin gill certainly did - he had been our manager at 'green tower'.

...do you see now, why i am non-plussed as to why the GAF were to corner me in such a terrible way?...and in israel 2007....see above....

...see previous notes upon that multi-million/billion dollar 'underground base' in ohio....an ELI LILY one, i might add....the state didn't know about it...nor the county...and so when it 'blew up'.....the ill had no idea what had happened but no cover-up was necessary because nobody had officially known or registered their 'very private enterprise' in the first place....and anyway, they were to figure that it must have been something to do with the lighting/heating/wiring/vents system etc etc...an accident basically...which it hadn't been - see previous notes upon how the CIA lab used to get away with it...to tell the SAS and british army about it all - pass on the information and details - to then assist them in blowing up similar ill cult underground nazi-eugenics-experimentee bases within the UK and getting the mossad to help them to do it, i might add - see previous notes upon a military 'drone' that was lent to the british army in order to check one UK underground base out...

of course, john scarlett was to find out about what the newlook SOE were up to, in the end....and we had been up to it for decades, i might add...let me see - how long have we been doing this, gill?....i shall put it this way...upon the other side of the mirror...it has been my life's work, in a sense...and i can truthfully say that the harry potter books are 'nothing', by comparison....

scarlett was to then re-think the engineering behind his next HH 'hen-house' buildings in High Holborn - see previous notes...in which to keep the next brood of 'chicks'...i.e. good-looking, talented young men - mkultra slaves...'daisies on the chain'...with microchipped penises....see previous notes....do you see how it goes and what we have been fighting, all along?

...and that is why i cannot understand the GAF...in relation to what was to happen in israel 2007....both of them knew what i had been up to...and for my entire life...did they think that it would make any difference at all...if the nazi 'experimentee children' from a eugenics lab - were from my own human eggs? of course it wouldn't do, at all...would it? anybody who knew me - would understand 'that one' - wouldn't they?

...and besides, i do not see myself as 'medea' because of what happened...that is the last thing that i think of myself as....because i am 'not that', put simply.

i have faithfully looked after 'my boys' as in the GAF....and in a really perverse sense...them creating 'nazi eugenics experimentees' out of my eggs and their sperm...is like having 'frankenstein's grandchildren'...and that is well, out of order...in my book...but in how many others' books? i wonder....

anyway, I am no 'luddite'...I do not stand in the way of the progress of medical science...I simply stand in front of the ill cult slave-drivers, looking for a way to create 'total robots' in terms of 'biological robots without souls'....

....whilst cultivating 'crops' of 'engineered babies with souls' - from human sperm and eggs taken from the rebel group - in order to experiment upon those 'stolen babies/children' - to find a way, to try and stop the rebel group 'with souls' -  from interfering with their  ill cult agendas....and that is why those two children had to 'go' - it's that simple. regrets, I have none...je ne regrette rien. it would have been worse to let them live - to then be experimented upon by the 'inhuman' let us say....and mr putin knew it, I might add - the whole picture.

OTHER NOTES:

...and so...let me see...my discussion with david dabydeen....in relation to the novel BELOVED (1991 - the handsworth afro-Caribbean centre, b'ham, UK)....anyway, he was to opine, - that he would have behaved like the mother, in the novel....the one who turns into a 'medea' - because no escape was possible....I was to argue that escape was possible - your children might be brighter than you and able to do so...and that history was to prove me right....black children and adults had escaped from slavery and would continue to do so....but in the light of more modern events...with MKULTRA and microchipping....it would become increasingly difficult....see previous notes.

all I can say, in retrospect - about the whole topic...if I had been allowed to conceive my own children and then birth them, naturally...I would never have given them up and I would have fought to the death for them...

...and the above means - that I would never have been turned into a 'medea' - unless I had been subjected to the following:....

.....'twins' birthed by another woman, in another country - from my eggs - but without my consent or knowledge, at the time etc etc - see previous notes....I mean to say - who in their right mind - would put up with that? without taking some sort of prior action - even if the woman in question, couldn't stop the ill at the time and neither could i?