https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KSE4aDVQIoA

johnny depp might like to have a look at 'this one' too in relation to his pirate role....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KSE4aDVQIoA

and yet more MONARCHY butterfly programming?

and GUN METAL ear-rings...I am surprised that the ill didn't fit col the sol with them...oh I see - maybe they did...they had done, hadn't they?...it was just that he wasn't supposed to see those particular ear-rings again....see previous notes upon him getting to know his dad's 'hunting, shooting and fishing' gear...rifles, guns and bullets...because there was 'nothing else to do' in that windy castle, at the time...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=44v27irIdqk

what's the GFT...a bit like the NFT (national film theatre) in London?

anyway, the CRUK shop in Clacton, keeps on offering me a GIFT CARD and I keep on politely declining ha ha ha...see previous notes upon 'glavinsky' and his sister...and ill cult governmental databases....those 'lists' again....kaminiesky - I was to see a handbag in the window of a charity shop down rosemary road - the J shop?...had her name in it...with a whole load of bubble wrap (zygote slavery reference)....

EXIT THROUGH THE GIFT SHOP (a banksy movie)...see previous notes upon gill, McDonald, roz etc...all 'exiting through the giftshop' in Clacton 'so many years ago now'...a sort of ratline, I suppose...anyway, they all then disappeared for some time...that much is clear....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=44v27irIdqk

...and who gives you that award?

 

...let me guess...is this something to do with the 'after the Oscars' parties?

....and the ALL-RED?

 

...into the BLUE again? or 'blew it again' as gill once put it:

 

 

 

 

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=44v27irIdqk

oh I see...and the next video on the 'esoterickitten2' page....is all about trig....triggers...andy trig...oh I remember now...involved if not behind - the whole qui reverti/shepherds biznez at your local job centre...go figure...and yes I am smiling, as I type this - but it is no joke....you see that is why the whole horror program is so effective...people say "it's funny - it's just one big joke" and do not take the threat as seriously as they might do - to then end up dead - see previous notes:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wXO67ojJts0

oh yeah, I remember now...the CIA LAB and:

"I think that we should STIPULATE you being on time, colin..." to the rejoinder..."let's call him STIP..."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wXO67ojJts0

a walk back in time...in recent history...so that was when it all 'blew up' was it?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wXO67ojJts0

I am quite sure that I have read the old testament in its entirety, at some point...maybe more than once - I had attempted to do so, quite a few times....anyway - at present, I am at a loss to remember 'titus'...I wonder why...TIT-US? see previous notes upon tennant and swinton....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wXO67ojJts0

the levi-tick-us and mark r...along with this NIKE ticks...see previous notes:

oh I remember now...gill used to call himself the 'levy rep' in prague circa 1995....
replevy...a redeemer of sorts?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wXO67ojJts0

...and let me see...we are back to the old 'james bond' being programmed with a 'bond' aren't we? see previous notes:

http://www.bbcamerica.com/intruders/intruders-fan-qa-glen-morgan/

...and let me scan for further information:

a note upon the timer system...pattern recognition..."the actor is doing the same expression"....well, yes he is...now why would he want to mimic a photo of RAHMAN LUTFUR?...is rahman connected to this whole shepherd biznez? "he was a good friend of petrol nell's" replies MI5 ONLINE...well, there you go then....

 

oh and in relation to a fight within the psyche...rimington's backdoor keys had been hacked by petrol nell...go figure....and we had to patch it up later...after she had had a meeting with rahman, that is...

...and what about 'reverti'?

http://www.bbcamerica.com/intruders/intruders-fan-qa-glen-morgan/

having quickly skimmed the above page...I am not sure that I really get this...you have two souls...a new one pops in every 9 years and somebody walks around shooting people a lot...and the shepherds are a big deal and up to no good - therefore you should avoid them where possible?

 

anyway, so let me guess...the whole QUI REVERTI number is a timely warning...an exposure of a group who had been MOD 'nativity constellation' shepherd-programmed......and that the threat is actually real...in terms of 'mental robots' on the loose....at your local job centre? who call themselves the 'qui reverti'....those like mike Williams...those who claim to  be able to 'clone themselves through their mouths'...that type of loony? very dangerous indeed, then....

 

wait a minute...the CID had figured that we would be looking at local job centres next...and they have already found 'qui reverti' files upon the system...well, somebody has...I've just had the footage back...so this is 'within the system'...it isn't just a few Whitehall mules coming in to do their biznez for the 'home/hume' office....something around an ill cult operation entitled 'endemic' for some reason...

 

 

http://latindictionary.wikidot.com/verb:redire

let me see...French but before that - naturally latin...redire....got it....

the  IRE

...and the IRELAND eh sean?

and it's something about the 'red' team?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wXO67ojJts0

okay MI5 toby and anybody else from the prague Rothschild team who is 'still around'...what do you think of the words 'replevin' and 'replevy'....have you ever seen them before now? see previous notes upon the ill cult 'pledge' in 1980...on that MI5 Russian course....

 

anyway, despite the 'tears for fears' type of music...let me see...was spacey to chant 'shout it all out' at one point? anyway, despite that type of music...I have decided to take this all lightly....for example, yesterday I was told by 'sean' at the library...that I had 'expired'...not my card/ticket - me....go figure...if I have expired then I should not be able to be 'redeemed'....because in relation to the above...the whole 'tone of the piece'...being redeemed, doesn't look like a good idea - does it?

 

https://www.youtube.com/user/EsotericKitten2

I was to follow a link from 'intheknow7' to find the following...


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wXO67ojJts0

this is all about jade laing and her obsession with vouchers, isn't it? I'm not joking...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Martin_Scorsese

what else came up the other day, regarding Hollywood? an odd number...from the CIA lab....McDonald and co laughing at footage of martin Scorsese paying off aides surrounding OSCAR judges..."tell her that I said she had a bad hairdo, looked fat" etc etc....to ensure that he wasn't in the running at all...and for so many years...we are talking the 'mob' here and in relation to them not knowing what the ill cult did to you if you won an Oscar (Oscar nominations don't count)...nobody was able to talk about it afterwards, you see....and Scorsese had decided not to chance it...although he won one, eventually - didn't he? I cannot remember which year now...but I can remember watching the awards ceremony with 'all of the Hollywood stars' clapping him...and wondering...well 'you know'....what was going on...what are they thinking? "tough luck - they got you in the end" etc etc...something along those lines?

let me see...it wasn't actually an Oscar per se...a lifetime award?...which I suppose that most people reckoned was the same thing if not worse? but it was an Oscars ceremony and not an AFI job, as far as I can remember...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7lB2PG4fMBE

oh...here it is and it was an Oscar - eventually:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YbbzaS8rcak

...and jack Nicholson at that ceremony? despite being a very productive member of the rebel group...well I am left wondering why he chose 'this look' for the ceremony....he looks choked up behind his shades...

 

 

anyway, not pointing any fingers....but as far as I know this was col the sol's 'quick work' ha ha ha but don't quote me on that:

 

https://intheknow7.wordpress.com/

 

an insider's view of what really goes on after the Oscars....go figure.

 

 

 

so kevin and colin are now working 'in TV'...it's probably wiser, isn't it?

 

http://www.marbleclassics.com/oscar-statue-award-trophy.shtml

 

MY3 frontpage this morning...funny how kim's face is reminding me of a 'cancelled penny black'....

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Penny_Black

google has a new illustration and subject matter...queen Victoria...and I wonder now about my previous post in relation to that 'ban'...something around Victorian law?

i have no details around 'this one'...but i figure that it probably happened early on...before the filming of ORDINARY DECENT CRIMINAL for example...and all i can remember is the following:

being 'in the countryside'...and col the sol in a very young child alter...sobbing "you don't care about me at all"...shouting at gill and i...kevin spacey was there...and the group with him - appeared to be something around what i shall call the 'toddy/FBI/americans in london' group... i was to tell kevin that i would take care of little colin and that we had to get him to hospital..."he'll wrap his tail around me" and he was acting like a very upset monkey...as the group were to surmise..."i've seen one of those monkeys before" spacey was to show his mates, on his phone...and what is more 'little colin' was furious with gill..something around father figures not doing what they should be doing? such as finding a cure for his bone marrow cancer? it was a long time in coming, wasn't it? see previous notes...anyway, it was spacey who decided to do the undercover research into why that 'ban' had been imposed...gill and i had no idea how or why it had been imposed...but figured that the forces behind that one, would be massive...and might not take kindly to being exposed....

http://icanhas.cheezburger.com/lolcats/page/2?ref=pagination

I remember that pink laptop now...and the old "no, I just look like him" later on...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OqaJmE8h-hU&feature=player_embedded

the audio is more interesting than the vision....

...and a 'col letter':

http://www.cholesterolhdl.eu/

 

 

a 'new comment' and link...something around what rimington had said about that businessman in Indonesia? see previous notes:

http://brandonfifeuuy.pen.io/

and another one:

OTHER NOTES:

....the grey man's flat was lit up again this morning:

that M&S 'HOME' catalogue....they only have the red and white version of the towel that I was to buy - on sale....anyway, I was then to use 'pattern recognition' to note something...but I wasn't sure what....see above.

OTHER NOTES:

I was thinking about Indonesia again today...see previous notes...when I was to remember a certain tropical juice...produced by that very wealthy businessman's estate....

anyway, I then went and bought private eye and pineapple juice from sainsburys...to return to my flat and put together another 'ensemble' to try and work out - what I was trying to remember...and yes, I was to pick up quite a few leaflets at the local library....

and another ebay ad for SENSORS...

oh and the service delivery in Indonesia...something like that....anyway, I was to go to Clacton library today...to find this dvd - see above...waiting for collection....see previous notes upon that 'masterpiece exhibition' to be held in London this summer....

anyway, I tried to get the above dvd out at the self-service desk...but there was a 'query' upon my ticket...so I took it to the main desk...to be told by 'sean' - ad verbatim, I might add:

"you have expired"

really? I took the above to mean my card...he replied that this was the case...and that he could renew it for another 3 years, upon the system - which he then did.

MY3 this evening....

.OTHER NOTES:

...the mob and the CIA in Indonesia...checking out a very wealthy businessman's sanctuary...

...and upon the note of johnny depp in Indonesia...and a holliday 'two sides of the coin' number:

samba - big cat

simcha - zebra

OTHER NOTES:

...upon my notepad....the 'European song contest'.....

surely the Eurovision?

and now an MI5 note has come up " EURO tunnel vision".

what does that mean?

"I've been blowing things up all of my life..." replies BI ONLINE....with reference to that Swedish 'comic' film about a bomb expert in WWII - see previous notes.

look - you know my history...you know what the SOE were all about...you know the 'whole story' by now....I might add that the CIA and the mob like blowing up things to...particularly when dealing with gang warfare in south America - see previous notes.

and for the record - this blog is all about being a recovering mind control slave - whilst trying to stop the ill from stun-gunning/drugging me, torturing back under their control - in their many devious ways....even at your local job centre etc etc.....in order to get me 'on one side of the brain' again....and that is what I will not allow, if it is humanly possible....which it is, as far as I know...I just need to keep a high-profile blog on the go...and 'out' all ill cult attacks or potential attacks...as I go along....a daily diary, as it were.

....and I might add....knowing that the ill cult agenda was to study my 'egg' and the GAF's 'sperm'...in relation to 'starting at the beginning' and working out, step-by-step and in a scientific way.....how we had all 'as adults' as well as children -  managed to get 'egg on the face' of top ill cult mafia bosses....

....you might not think that the 'top of the ill cult' are that insane...or that 'thorough'....but they are....go figure.

...and that is why those two children...the 'twins' had to go....yes, I know that Farrell was very attached to them....and he will have suffered the most....but that is 'by the by' isn't it, gill?


I mean to say....if we want to go to the deepest levels of hell....Farrell had eaten my foetus - after I had been manhandled into an abortion against my will.....whilst thinking that it had been Gill's foetus....'his revenge' you see? having learned that it had not been gill's foetus and his own...farrell then arranged for the murder of the 'man responsible' - which turned out to be eliza manningham-buller's brother (see previous notes upon the beach house and the 'grave' dug)....do you see how it goes?

......and a note to 'get' those who are of the banking classes...who buy these films....who order these 'executions' and 'snuff movies'....the mob knows what it is all about....easy prey, in a way....


a hidden network....that the HOLLIDAY family had taken great pains to hide....the 'johnny depp network'.....

http://www.oldno3studio.com/c-4_13.html

http://www.soccer-cool.com/c-11_13.html

http://www.8081meridian.com/c-4.html

http://ozmparts.com/c-7_12.html

http://www.rentcourtonline.com/c-4_31_37.html

http://www.superserieswest.com/c-4_58_67.html

http://www.markotoolemusic.com/c-10_16.html

http://www.mandalasecrets.com/c-20_23.html

http://everythingstrathroy.com/c-53_54.html

http://www.shannonforsell.com/c-8.html

http://www.orchardviewbb.com/c-5.html

http://www.adoptanorchid.com/c-26.html

oh I know what this is all about 'rent-a-kid'...an or-kid.....see previous notes upon the GAF forcing me to make a decision...to play medea or madame butterfly....

mr putin was the only man who really knew me...who had bothered to take the time to understand me - my family - my background and my history....we have been against slavery, Nazi/mkultra mind control slavery, Nazi eugenics and Satanism, for generations...do you sick stupid fools really think that I would adopt the 'madame butterfly' approach to your increasingly insane antics? you shouldn't have forced me to take that decision, should you? but you did...and I now lay the entire blame at your feet.

...and yes I must be a bit schizoid...treating the GAF as my 'little boys' and saving them, every so often...but they were so much worse...so much more schizophrenic...to try and entrap me into the ill cult again...and by extreme emotional blackmail...see previous notes upon what was to happen in Israel 2007....and mr putin's counsel "there was no consent given" - which hides a multitude of sins - if you look at what had actually happened there, and why...see previous notes.

OTHER NOTES:

i mean to say...sometimes i really do not 'get' the GAF or their masters/mistresses....for example, farrell must have known that the CIA lab was part of the 'newlook' SOE...in relation to blowing up ill cult SIS experimentee underground bases, instead of WWII bridges/railway lines/trucks etc etc....martin gill certainly did - he had been our manager at 'green tower'.

...do you see now, why i am non-plussed as to why the GAF were to corner me in such a terrible way?...and in israel 2007....see above....

...see previous notes upon that multi-million/billion dollar 'underground base' in ohio....an ELI LILY one, i might add....the state didn't know about it...nor the county...and so when it 'blew up'.....the ill had no idea what had happened but no cover-up was necessary because nobody had officially known or registered their 'very private enterprise' in the first place....and anyway, they were to figure that it must have been something to do with the lighting/heating/wiring/vents system etc etc...an accident basically...which it hadn't been - see previous notes upon how the CIA lab used to get away with it...to tell the SAS and british army about it all - pass on the information and details - to then assist them in blowing up similar ill cult underground nazi-eugenics-experimentee bases within the UK and getting the mossad to help them to do it, i might add - see previous notes upon a military 'drone' that was lent to the british army in order to check one UK underground base out...

of course, john scarlett was to find out about what the newlook SOE were up to, in the end....and we had been up to it for decades, i might add...let me see - how long have we been doing this, gill?....i shall put it this way...upon the other side of the mirror...it has been my life's work, in a sense...and i can truthfully say that the harry potter books are 'nothing', by comparison....

scarlett was to then re-think the engineering behind his next HH 'hen-house' buildings in High Holborn - see previous notes...in which to keep the next brood of 'chicks'...i.e. good-looking, talented young men - mkultra slaves...'daisies on the chain'...with microchipped penises....see previous notes....do you see how it goes and what we have been fighting, all along?

...and that is why i cannot understand the GAF...in relation to what was to happen in israel 2007....both of them knew what i had been up to...and for my entire life...did they think that it would make any difference at all...if the nazi 'experimentee children' from a eugenics lab - were from my own human eggs? of course it wouldn't do, at all...would it? anybody who knew me - would understand 'that one' - wouldn't they?

...and besides, i do not see myself as 'medea' because of what happened...that is the last thing that i think of myself as....because i am 'not that', put simply.

i have faithfully looked after 'my boys' as in the GAF....and in a really perverse sense...them creating 'nazi eugenics experimentees' out of my eggs and their sperm...is like having 'frankenstein's grandchildren'...and that is well, out of order...in my book...but in how many others' books? i wonder....

anyway, I am no 'luddite'...I do not stand in the way of the progress of medical science...I simply stand in front of the ill cult slave-drivers, looking for a way to create 'total robots' in terms of 'biological robots without souls'....

....whilst cultivating 'crops' of 'engineered babies with souls' - from human sperm and eggs taken from the rebel group - in order to experiment upon those 'stolen babies/children' - to find a way, to try and stop the rebel group 'with souls' -  from interfering with their  ill cult agendas....and that is why those two children had to 'go' - it's that simple. regrets, I have none...je ne regrette rien. it would have been worse to let them live - to then be experimented upon by the 'inhuman' let us say....and mr putin knew it, I might add - the whole picture.

OTHER NOTES:

...and so...let me see...my discussion with david dabydeen....in relation to the novel BELOVED (1991 - the handsworth afro-Caribbean centre, b'ham, UK)....anyway, he was to opine, - that he would have behaved like the mother, in the novel....the one who turns into a 'medea' - because no escape was possible....I was to argue that escape was possible - your children might be brighter than you and able to do so...and that history was to prove me right....black children and adults had escaped from slavery and would continue to do so....but in the light of more modern events...with MKULTRA and microchipping....it would become increasingly difficult....see previous notes.

all I can say, in retrospect - about the whole topic...if I had been allowed to conceive my own children and then birth them, naturally...I would never have given them up and I would have fought to the death for them...

...and the above means - that I would never have been turned into a 'medea' - unless I had been subjected to the following:....

.....'twins' birthed by another woman, in another country - from my eggs - but without my consent or knowledge, at the time etc etc - see previous notes....I mean to say - who in their right mind - would put up with that? without taking some sort of prior action - even if the woman in question, couldn't stop the ill at the time and neither could i?

a new ad on yahoomail today...

...there is something else that I haven't dug up as yet about this one...a palladian mansion?

"the royals suggested it" replies BI ONLINE...and 'enuf said' upon that one then?

 

ah...daldry....remember our conversation about rickson as 'mr rochester' at that prague party 1995? did he escape the fire....and hobble back to jane eyre...something like that?

that helicopter shot...of the inferno...where the fire is burning brightest...poor daldry - they didn't do to you - what they had done to me, in Travelodge carpark...the unwitting snuff movie on somebody else's phone - whilst trying to play 'good samaritan' etc etc...

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-surrey-32527293

what extraordinary photos...you can get in 'that close' with a helicopter...and a zoom lens, I suppose....