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....and this evening...i now know what i had to dig up...whilst 'under threat' again of another knife attack from 'col the sol'...because he would have been the thief/butcher in the whole candlestick maker scenario, wouldn't he?....and in relation to 'the thief'.... in point of fact, that is what gill and i had known...the ill had been hoping to use us in some 'fine art heist' because as scarlett used to say of us...as well as another duo - SAS scottie and his mate...our operations were always 100% successful...never failed...and as scottie used to say - it wasn't fair upon the others who wanted to 'have a go' relating to the most dangerous operations - but scarlett wasn't having any of it...he just kept on using the same old people again and again...is that why we all used to meet up, year after year...at the next templar castle event?

anyway, that is why gill and i had been giggling about wearing a balaclava and a stocking...put in as 'parkies' around the exhibition building...something like that? it had been 'something like that' - hadn't it? i can remember now...not that we had any intention of following orders but there you go..."and col the sol would have been in charge of the operation - which is why he knew so much about it in the first place" replies MI5 ONLINE...of course, he would...col the sol could always remember everything or at least 'more than most' at the end of the day - couldn't he?

...but what i am going to talk about next..is something that he wouldn't necessarily have been able to remember...i.e. buried trauma - as follows:

matthew parris and his 'friends from church'...i was to meet one of them, this morning in M&S...and i was reminded of what had happened to parris whilst in the vestry with col the sol...col the sol had taken exception to a statuette of the virgin mary...he had begun to talk back to it..."bawl at it" replies BI ONLINE....he had begun to shout "are you going to hit me again, with your ruler?!" to then start crying...stop...look up at the 'statue on a ledge' again..."as if he were being possessed by something"....yes somebody had contacted him via chip and was filling him up with 'something nasty'...additionally one can say that mkultra victims of torture/abuse can sometimes 'flip' when it all gets too much...they then begin to identify with their abuser....and that is what had happened to col the sol in that vestry - isn't it? he was then to give parris a beating...

...and now i know 'what had possessed him' when he 'went for me' with a knife...or rather who had possessed him...the spectre of MISS JONES (although as far as i know, she isn't dead) - headmistress of blackheath primary school...she was the one who had programmed herself in as the 'virgin mary'...she had had a statuette in her office and used to point to that before getting out her ruler or cane (the PTA were to stop her from using the cane)....and what is worse - i can remember her telling colin's mum to do the same...to conflate herself with the virgin mary before she chastised him...."we are on the side of the right"....and so to sum up - the two main authority figures in little colin's life were both female and violent...

heaven knows what 'col the sol' thinks nowadays...as he enters a catholic church...or even a catholic home...to see statuettes of the virgin mary....miss jones and his mum, watching him 'everywhere'?

...and what is even worse...is the whole talented team number around the '6-gin mary'...had they known the full implications - in relation to the above?

anyway, yes - i can remember miss jones going for me, with a knife...she was off her head upon drink and drugs, at the time...i was only a child....i can remember michael richardson shouting "watch out!"...

....hmmm...and what about gill telling me that i had broken col the sol's nose three times (i hadn't done but i'd certainly given him a nosebleed, a few times - and in self-defence i might add)...and well he kept on stalking me, didn't he? stalking, harrassing...and it all began with those few words "would you like to go on a date?"...to the answer "no"....whereupon he would become increasingly violent...in retrospect, i suppose that it was all about blindly trying to uncover the whole 'miss jones trauma'...all of those memories relating to childhood abuse by adults....mkultra programmers....

oh and even worse..."i'm spoken for...engaged....martin gill" to the reply "that bastard?!? i'll get him" and so it begins to get even more complicated as a 'repeat pattern'...

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...and to complicate matters even more...what about the Templars and their all-consuming obsession with gold? that is what I had been trying to dig up...whilst telling col the sol and gill that they might as well marry a green wheelie bin full of gold, at the altar -why bother with the woman at all? etc etc....see previous notes upon the Templars hiding the bank of England's gold 'all over the place'...the eldest taschmann's treasure map etc etc...

the Templars and their 'involvement' historically...within the dome of the rock...and no doubt, Westminster abbey...see previous notes upon the uncovering of the floors - in those buildings....