OTHER NOTES:

...yesterday evening (it was dark at the time) i was to look out of my bedroom window...to see a man smoking out of a top window in the back of travelodge...the window to the far left...which i had formerly dubbed the SAS flat...because they had used it for whatever purposes 'so many years ago now'...

now i had seen this man, during the daytime too...smoking out of that window...and his eyes appeared to follow me...well i suppose that as the two buildings are adjacent...it is always interesting to have a look at the residents of the next block...anyway, i thought no more of it until this morning...when BI ONLINE was to inform me that they had picked him as a 'johnny depp' lookalike...well, you could have fooled me...i suppose that it is difficult to find doubles for dep...?

oh and i was also to spot a similar-looking bloke...outside of tom peppers, yesterday...as i was walking back from the prom and 'round the corner' into the amusement arcade on pier avenue...

anyway, this morning i was forwarded on footage of depp playing 'devil's advocate' in relation to tempting roz to 'do what she then did'....i.e. follow her ill cult dream...a very difficult path according to depp (or lookalike?) but she might get away with it if she was careful....and what did she have to get away with? well it was similar to jade laing, i suppose...e.g. kill off everybody who had known her at dartington...that sort of thing...and that would have been particularly pertinent to roz - in relation to wanting to take the place of rene zellweger...and upon the note of rene zellweger's murder...'wolfgang and his thugs' had been responsible for that one...

roz was clearly rather like ingabot 'in that way'...run on a plug and somewhat autistic....when i look back on it all...both of them should have been 'in care'....anyway -in the end, i was to look after roz in much the same way that i had done, ingabot - as a child...whilst at the CIA LAB etc etc...the only exception with roz - was that she was an expert remoteviewer...which was to make it easy for her to 'knock people off' upon the system...gill,farrell and i - had a difficult time 'keeping safe' but so far, we all appear to have managed it...i can remember the time in the CIA LAB - that i had discovered what roz was planning to do - not all of it just the fact that she was plotting to murder me...i was terribly upset at the time...wasn't she supposed to be my great friend and team member?...i then told farrell...who went berserk at her...and i suppose that it was, at that point - that the whole thing began to unravel....

anyway, that 'gertrude' EU bank governor lookalike in the CRUK shop...well that was a reminder of the following:

...and no, her meaning had not been that 'johnny depp' was good for your health and should be made available upon the NHS....quite the opposite in point of fact....

....and in relation to the ill cult planning 'euthanasia of the masses' via the NHS...no joke...probably why marr was to take osborne to task, about where 'exactly' that new money funnelled into the NHS would be going....

'johnny depp' had been code for ill cult 'euthanasia' plans...something along the lines of "so you've lost your job at 30 years' old - with no hope of getting another one? lethal injection time...quick, clean, easy and nobody will know....then straight onto the montezuma's revenge body pile"....

OTHER NOTES:

...and upon the above note...i was reminded of that young woman who had claimed in the UK newspapers/media that she was going to have an abortion - so that she could appear in a british tv series...i cannot remember which one it was now but anyway....the tabloids could have been a bit more sensationalist about it...but were not, for some reason...i would have thought that a headline like "I'D MURDER MY BABY TO GET ON TV" might have sold more papers...however, that would really bring it home, to most people - just how far the ill cult have made inroads into british culture....and tante nini's 'enigma'...."it is so bad - it cannot possibly exist...but it does exist....hence the enigma..."

i was also reminded of gill and i, at dartington...in our final year....neither of us had wanted to become performers/stars/artistes...unlike the vast majority at that college....but then those who would prefer a career 'in science and technology' etc....well you don't choose that sort of specialisation, in relation to hoping that you will end up as brian cox, do you?

....becoming a famous artiste...even a painter or sculptor, nowadays...requires a public image...a media image and public 'star' persona....i can remember advising a young 'hopeful' decades ago now...along the lines of "do something along the lines of what hockney did...buy a gold lame jacket and wear a bow-tie for your degree show...nobody's work 'speaks for itself'...you need the photographers all around you...to kickstart your career...make a scene...give it attitude...." - and the advice was to work...that artist is now 'very famous' indeed.

those who want to be loved by many...adored by millions....one can only hope that roz was the 'only one' who would murder, in order to have her chance to 'live the dream'...roz was really bad news, wasn't she?....the more i think about it now...she was quite happy to agree to the demonic contract if it meant that only other women's babies were murdered and eaten...but very unhappy when it was then also done to herself...she had figured that it wouldn't be...go figure.

Did that young woman in the newspapers...famous for saying that she would have an abortion in order to appear on tv...win a fan base? surely not, i would have thought...even in today's climate...a lot of people would be repulsed, wouldn't they? even if it were only those using IVF and desperate to have children...i will need to check this one out on the internet....