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...this morning, i was to remember walking along the road with CF...he was white-faced....i was to reassure him "i'll protect you" in whatever way i could do...later on MI5 toby was to ask me..."and what did he say to you?" (as a response to that promise)...well, nothing, basically...he didn't try to reassure me about anything..."you see?" toby was to state....all 'one-way' i suppose...with me doing all of the work...a bit like my relationship to gill, i suppose...

and this morning, i was to remember that CID man...the one that i didn't trust...telling me about that 'heirloom diamond brooch'...apparently my mother had met uncle michael in oxford...before going to that jewellers...see previous notes upon that brooch - given to me in 1980....apparently a russian heirloom but actually something that rimington had picked out at an auctioneers...you see, after having suffered 'the worst' in terms of mkultra torture...the victim is normally presented with a 'diamond'....."normally a ring" replies MI5 ONLINE.

anyway, seeing as i didn't particularly trust that CID man - who appeared to be trying to insinuate something...i was to simply reply that uncle michael was the biggest crook out and that it was lucky that he hadn't stolen the money from the sale of that diamond brooch....you see my mother had taken it to oxford, to be evaluated....to then return with a handwritten note from a local jewellers, that i had never heard of...saying that it was only worth £750...although in 1980...it had been valued in the region of £7-8,000....and by one of the biggest london auctioneers....i can remember the paperwork...all 'official' and above board.

...and so why did i let my mother handle the sale? i wonder now...i suppose it was because i knew that the ill would try to cheat me 'every single way' that they could do...and particularly in relation to money....and so i didn't bother to fight it...therefore when my mother returned from oxford with that handwritten note...i agreed to the sale....which my mother was then to handle.

later on, i was shown the "undercover operation cctv" replies MI5 ONLINE....uncle michael had taken a 'cut'...and there's more....still in oxford but later on, my mother and her brother michael were to meet up with jeremy and his wife....jeremy was to sniff that they could spend £7,000 in a day, so easily...it was 'nothing' to him, you understand...he was making a big show of being 'super-rich'....to his aunt and uncle.

anyway, the CID man didn't tell me what he knew, at the time...he simply said "at least you got some money (for it)".

...and there's more....my mother and her brothers, bobby and michael - had all ganged up on grandma clayton...they had murdered her...i was also to view the cctv of 'that one'...and why had they done it, you might ask? let us go back in time, now...grandma clayton used to input data for their program....and the holliday family had convinced her to put in...how shall i put it? a 'safety valve' let us say....which is what came into play, recently...and the little lizards of bobby's mob, think that it is simply a problem in relation to 'soft/hardware incompatibility'...they are so wrong...it is much more than that...in short, their program will never work.

....and there's more...my mother used to be given money, by rimington...in the 70s...every time that the ill managed to get me pregnant and abort me...my mother then used to go down to london and buy designer clothes...go figure.

...and there's more....once my mother had realised that the game might be up...uncle bobby had told her to ring up 'the dole' and insinuate that i was involved in a case of 'dole fraud'..."and blackmail" replies MI5 ONLINE...nobody has attempted to follow 'that one' up, i might add..."and it wouldn't be in their interests to do so"...because i have not done anything fraudulent or attempted to blackmail anybody. Oh and then there's the case of hanni's will...see previous notes upon the ill trying to screw with me 'upon that one'...ingabot was to threaten my parents...along the lines of the following....that any money, which was supposed to go to me - had to go to her, or else...go figure.

...and there's more...so many years ago now...my father had told me not to tell my mother certain things..."because she wouldn't understand"....however, it is not a case of 'belief' is it? it is a case of my mother not having deprogrammed...she still has demonic back alters..."she is still with the lizards - all the way".

...see previous notes upon that insane child alter coming out, now and then - especially if ingabot is mentioned...the "i am a beyootiful blonde" number comes out, almost immediately..."her tone of voice - dripping with evil".

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...and so having had a long hard look at the above...in relation to my own safety and security...it is best not to see any of them, again - isn't it? not even my own parents...because they 'go together' - i.e. if i arrange to see one of them - i invariably see the other, too....and my mother is not to be trusted, is she?

and i am now left wondering what sort of an idiot my father is...because ingabot, RH and ed (not to mention the rest of them)...have all conspired to murder him...and so many times...how does he put up with it all?

...often, when i talk with him on the phone...he imitates grandma clayton...inferring that my mother is a bit of a 'grandpa clayton' and that the relationship is similar....well, how true is that?....because the lizards will manage to murder him at some point...."it is only a matter of time"....

....and at that point - you'll prosecute, will you?

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'trustedinstaller'...that is what i have to talk about next, upon the timer system....

and we have to go back in time, again...to the 70s...and RH telling me that bill oddie lived at number 2 st bernards road...."he used to use the house"....RH was also to state that unlike his 'tv personality'...oddie was a really nasty piece of work.

...well, that much was true...oddie had programmed me with the 'oedema'....and he had also programmed CF with the 'rabbit hat/bobby pin'...which CF had been supposed to buy, at this point in time....to then murder me...in the style of that movie..one of his latest - to be released....i've already covered what that movie is all about, in my notes...roz murdering an MI6 agent/SC's wife in her bath, in a NY apartment....and then trying to blame firstly myself and then CF...unsuccessfully, as it turned out.

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'ICANHASCHEEZBURGER' and that french bulldog on a case....

i can remember being in the CIA LAB with hulbrusch and mcdonald...oh and mark r was present too...

i was to say..."it reminds me of being back at school...when your class or year is called into the sportshall for whatever reason...and then you are told to leave your bags and coats upon one side of the hall, by the wall"....what had they been discussing and what had i 'seen'?

they had been talking about that 'two-horse race' to the north pole....norway and britain....but it had been the french who had got there first....sometimes it is cleverer not to claim the victory..."depending upon the game involved"....

...i had 'seen' a glimpse of the future....it was really quite funny...a bit like that mound of 'bags' at the back of the sportshall....so many agencies were to dump their equipment at the same location, or near enough....at the north pole....which one's your satchel, mcdonald?

...and so what was that extended metaphor of 'french bulldog' upon what looks a bit like a picnic 'cooler' - all about?....can you work it out?

hulbrusch, mcdonald and mark r....."we sprung the latch"...go figure.

oh and why i didn't just say that it looked like 'a pile up of mainly black luggage' which has fallen out of a passenger plane - flying over the north pole, i don't know....it was simply that the schooldays/daze image, seemed more appropriate at the time.

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...what else? i can remember CF bringing the house down, at a dartington 'upon the other side of the mirror' performance night...we had a 'running gag' going...a double-act....we used to call it 'the dance perilous'....

...this was a pun around gill as 'perry' and being 'perilous' (also 'perry-less') - not that he had realised, at the time....perhaps he still doesn't know....anyway, he never guessed, so many years ago now.

...i can remember our 'danger in the forest' as being particularly well-received.

oh and the ill were to try and queer my pitch by adding a 'fake' to the above...they were to tell me that we had done a piece about 'tribbles'...go figure.

...and why is the above coming up now? it is because of that dvd...the whole JAMES BOND spoof....eddie izzard....doing his best to expose what MI6 had been up to...crack is mentioned, more than once - isn't it? "he was on it, at the time".

...which brings me back to...was his name 'bob'? that photographer at dartington...doing his 'interpretive dance' - in photos....anybody can do it....you just have to 'get into the vibe' let us say...."and you don't have to be on crack" - exactly.

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what else can i say but.....and with a tone of voice 'dripping with irony', i might add....

"well done bobby's mob...due to your stupidity, evil and general incompetence...you have managed to bring british freemasonry down, wholesale....with a program that doesn't work...and so none of them will be able continue their ill cult criminal practices...financial or otherwise...and for that, i think that you all deserve a medal of the highest order".

"....singlehandedly" interjects MI5 ONLINE

...are you sure.....that they weren't given any 'encouragement' along the way, let us say?....hmmm.

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...this morning i thought back to the HOLLIDAY sisters...sarah, who had been so thoughtful...socially and emotionally astute about her relations...sarah who had been locked in a cage, within the basement of THE ANCHORAGE by her 'oh-so-middle-class-parents' - not allowed a bed upstairs...and i am now beginning to see why...."the masons and their fear of remoteviewers/psychics" replies MI5 ONLINE...

....sarah, who was the one...that had called my parents "pigs" - exclaiming in horror...at their behaviour in their kitchen (solihull circa 1994)...like two wicked children, that morning (this was just after i had come back from poland)....anyway, my parents had been laughing and jostling each other...as they messed up the entire kitchen - and this was just after i had introduced sarah, to them ("ritual humiliation" replies MI5 ONLINE) - sarah was stopping off, at 14 st bernards - about to drive on to a 'weekend party' at somebody else's.....and a distinctly more 'grand' residence,....what else can i say about her social scene.....a social scene that had included the heiress of witham - see previous notes...

anyway, what had sarah been complaining about?....knives left lying in the melting butter pack - which had then been left out 'on the side'....with crumbs, pate and jam, mixed up in the butter....the breadknife had also been left out...my parents had taken slices out of a loaf - without a breadboard - on one of the kitchen surfaces....crumbs everywhere....eating with their hands...carrying food around the kitchen....force-feeding it to each other...my mother was to spit something out on the floor, laughing...it went everywhere....they didn't even think to 'mop it up'.

...and i, what could i do?....because i felt hurt...they were my family and i loved them....no matter what they were like...i replied "yes, yes i know they are pigs...and i have to clear up after them....but y'know - is that so bad? there are worse things..." etc etc (and indeed there had been 'worse things' - sarah's family were cannibals, for example - see previous notes)....yes, my family were 'pigs' (all of them behaved like that - my siblings were worse than my parents)....and looking through sarah's eyes....i had to agree....to then, later on - that morning.... make a slightly snide remark about sarah and her family...which was to sting sarah...who, after a while - worked it out..."i see - you are upset, that i had called your parents - pigs?"...i replied that i was upset...because...."well, y'know...i can call them that...but if somebody else does...it hurts....do you understand...?"

my family....i was then to think about the prague rothschild's family...perhaps he had had a certain 'sympathy' with me? i wonder now...a ghastly family but 'terribly funny' - that is what he had basically said...with the emphasis upon 'terrible'...and the same could also be said of the holliday family....and to the nth degree....see previous notes.

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...MI5 were to mention CINDERELLA at one point...the irony is.... that as a child, i had disliked that fairytale and as a consequence, i had formed no identification with that 'fairytale role'....and so, in short...i couldn't see what was being done to me - by my own family....see previous notes...."i'm no cinderella - what d'you take me for?" ...."i don't wait around for a prince to rescue me...." ...."i have to do it all for myself, by myself- always have done"....etc etc....in short, i was indignant at the 'very thought'.

....and looking back on it all now...i suppose 'that much was true'...a cinderella without a prince....a cinderella who has to 'do it all herself' and not rely upon a prince - because let's face it - no 'good prince' ever came to rescue me from that terrible family, did they?...and just who did turn up, instead of that fairytale 'good prince'?....well that is a whole different story, now - isn't it?...and a nightmarish one....no 'fairytales' there, i can tell you. "gill, farrell..." replies MI5 ONLINE.

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'the dance perilous'...i used to love doing that 'number'....CF was uncertain about the whole thing - let me explain....you see, the whole comedy act had relied upon him 'leading' and me following, most of the time...although sometimes i led but not often.....anyway, we both used to do dance movements, in a similar style....classical 'fairytale' manoevres.....CF once tried a bit of ballet - and his fanclub in the audience, loved it - the whole thing - he was the star of the show (oh and he always appeared topless and in tight leggings - to show off his dancer's physique)....anyway, whilst walking behind him...i used to do 'other things' as movements but in the same 'style'....and sometimes he would glance over his shoulder to see what i was doing - but he was never quick enough....to spot 'whatever it was'....you see, whatever we did' it was all improvised....and that was the point, of it all.....we had a basic 'title' to the 'movement' but that was it.....

what else?....i can remember sitting with CF and mcdonald...planning the whole 'lose gill' objective (perry-less).....and having understood what mcdonald was 'going on about' but CF was still looking a bit 'lost'...i then said to CF....words along the lines of 'you know what john lennon had said about his time on stage with yoko ono and the 'avantgarde' movement?...something around 'the woman's screaming and so i just keep playing guitar, man - what else can you do?' etc etc.....well it's a bit like that, colin....you're the john lennon, of the piece....

...and why did the dartington audience love it?.....put simply "colin farrell" replies MI5 ONLINE...which is why daldry had said "he's more of a stage actor, isn't he?" all of those years ago now....they had all known that he would be a 'star' (within the acting world) - even whilst in the late 1980s because of his performances upon that dartington stage.....

however - today, his acting talent is somewhat 'lost' upon film (or the films that he has been in, at any rate)...."but visible in other ways - across the media"...that's naughty...but anyway, CF has never been in a movie that demonstrates his ability as a 'mover' (according to the dartington drama course) or dancer - in relation to 'interpretive dance'...but perhaps at around 50...he is past 'that one'...most male ballet dancers are retired at....let me see...what age?

"i am a MOVER" roz was to tell us all, at dartington...."we do not use the word DANCER anymore"....go figure.

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a new M&S brochure.....two sets of socked feet....

the 'pair' were to remind me of kate and sarah holliday....both tanned...always 'waxed'.....and one considerably smaller/larger than the other....

a bit like 'tracey (bobby's mob) and the other tracey' eh? see previous notes upon what CHP are up to....the smaller and the larger 'number' of what is maintained, is 'the same thing'....'smaller tracey payne', was a member of bobby's mob...go figure.

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...what else? well CHP are apparently going to do their inspection of 'cyclical repairs and a painting program' on tuesday....as in tomorrow.....2/02/2016.

....well let me just say this...if anybody knocks on my flat door, in an attempt to engage me in a discussion about 'whatever that one is all about'...i will not be answering the door - is that clear enough - for all of you?

...see previous notes upon bobby's tracey payne...the smaller one, that is....hoping that i would invite her in, so that she could then stamp on that radiator valve and flood my flat....go figure.

...if CHP wants to view that radiator valve...they will make an appointment - i will not accept any 'on spec'....views of my flat and the plumbing problems.....and that is final.

CHP will make an appointment and then send somebody round who is a 'bona fide' plumbing professional....that is all. they will not send round 'mi6 john and bigger tracey' to demand entry into my flat, in order to evaluate 'whether i have to pay for x/y/z' and then harangue me, in relation to 'whose fault it was' - they have been programmed to say that it wasn't 'wear and tear', you see.....see previous notes.

yes, i know that the CHP website being 'down' at present in relation to emails.....is a 'problem'....but i trust that what i have written above - will not be a 'problem' for most people to understand - other than 'total robots'....because the message is clear - nobody bothers me on the 2nd of february or else your name goes down on a CIA 'deletion list'....go figure. nobody rings my intercom, nobody rings my bell...nobody stops me and 'asks me for my opinion' upon the guttering etc etc.

...and yes, i 'know' that this is all about 'incey wincey spider' but anyway....you have all been warned NOT to bother me....2nd of february...go figure.