.....and what else, dazzlenation?...well, remember the 'extractor fan' that MI6 younger had meddled with...it is attached to the ceiling of my linen cupboard...the one that 'peter' is coming round to replace, today...anyway, the one that younger had meddled with - regarding donna's flat and central heating etc etc....it hasn't worked in so long that i cannot remember precisely when he had tampered with it etc etc....anyway, the following clump was also to come up....and i can only conclude that mcgowan must have put a bit of weight on....lol....remember alice in wonderland 'fan' programmers?...well, my extractor fan was put down as a 'lost in space' number, by moore - who had accompanied younger, regarding the symbolic etc etc.....and of course i begin to wonder now....if this is really all about those MI5 files that rimington had managed to 'lose-in-the-system' - circa 1980.....lost in space - had certainly signified something like that, to moore...additionally, even though we had normally called mcgowan by his surname, at all saints primary school...a surname that hanni gloor could remember and for obvious reasons....his first name had been 'leslie'.....marr was to immediately make jokes about etc etc....i then told his gang that hanni had said that it could be both a boy's and a girl's name etc etc......go figure:
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anyway, i have been recently informed that mcgowan is about to turn up at belle court...on an 'extraction' number....now what could that be all about, then - eh?
oh and mcgowan's current address, is coming up, via a radio file - marines...ashmore road, greenwich:
and then a couple of other locations came up, dazzlenation...firstly this 'alien' job in gunnersbury park...planet 'drizzar' anybody?
and then this 'disraeli gardens' putney number...in relation to the garden bench:
remember 'divine' chapman and putney bridge etc etc:
anyway, just throwing things out there...an experimental school project, as far as i can recall...what could the kids remember etc etc....nota bene quasi-collie's insistence that the human brain tends to firstly identify outlines of shapes, to then etc etc:
kind of weird what you come across, isn't it:
"bluetooth" replies BI online:
and so yes, this is all more than a bit 'deja vu' - dazzlenation.....regarding the final location...and yes, mcgowan had said "there's a lily pad pond there" etc etc....go figure:
anyway, in a rather alternate universe, dazzlenation....remember moore running armstrong, who in turn had run oscar etc etc:
oh and they don't do SKY Q services...hyperoptics, anybody etc etc....go figure:
"a bit like an acorn" - litvinsky had said:
oh and i might as well add, as a postscript....those that had been in 4U - who could remember...and let us backtrack now, to the 1970s ...the first day of my 'induction' into their class....and yes, some of them had decided to remind me of etc etc......anyway, let me see the whole picture....and yes, timothy bolton, lyn wilcox, michael philpotts etc etc could all remember....anyway - let's roll back the decades to langley junior school....my first day....sylvia had taken me in, with her beloved son - RH.....we were both made to stand in mr montgomery's office - the headmaster of the school, whilst the adults discussed etc etc...during which sylvia had told montgomery, in no uncertain terms...and very loudly and vehemently indeed - what a worthless, idle, stupid girl...nobody and nothing etc etc...i had been to a school in paris and looked down upon british schools as a consequence etc etc...whilst her son 'humphrey' was a model of perfection....he stood by her, smiling...i didn't know where to look...RH aka 'humphrey' had violently attacked ms harmer at all saints primary - after she had shown him up for not being as 'capable' as his own year group and then put down a year....whereas, i had been something of a 'teacher's pet' and won the maths prize, at the same school, in london - having 'fitted in' without a problem....anyway, elliot put 2 and 2 together - to make 5.....in relation to sylvia's vitriolic tirade...elliott then went back to 4U in order to tell them that i wasn't a nice girl, at all and to act accordingly...i.e. i should be taught a lesson - seeing as i thought that i was 'better' than all of them etc etc....and the result?....well, who didn't approve of mrs elliott's advice, at that school?.... i.e. to take me down a peg or two or worse....which had then resulted in such bullying - by susan baker's gang etc etc....."extended to the whole class" replies BI online....well, not the boys, in the main (most of them, were to come out upon my side) - only the girls...and the bullying was terrible...likewise at home - extreme bullying by sylvia...psychologically cruel - knowing she had her 'target' in a bind etc etc...social services were always the threat, if i didn't comply to her bullying and threats etc etc.."you think i'm bad..." she used to gloat, with a ghastly grin on her face etc etc...."do you know what social services are really all about?" etc etc...anyway, as her mother, violet clayton - had once said - sylvia had been one of the most terrible bullies out, at combs village school etc etc........and in relation to what had then happened to me at langley juniors?...well, sylvia had made sure that etc etc.....apart from one child - who was then to befriend me...the most popular girl in the class, at that time...isn't it all so odd?....additionally, the only child who had admitted to being jooish, at point i.e. kathryn stocks (because of one of her parents - before, so many others, who were to 'come out' that is i.e. then decided that they were really 'jooish' too e.g. deb mcd - in relation to her father being a 'mason'...lighting a candle to lucifer upon a friday night etc etc)......anyway, remember where I had been made to sit (the first day at langley juniors) under the watchful eye of norwegian intelligence 'christine' and her bully-girl assistant 'susan baker' - not to mention the violently abusive 'jayne butler' - to my left.....not to mention 'deb mcd' - to my right, under the control of 'joy rich' (soon to be a holliday 'queen urania').....anyway, having remembered what had happened in montomery's office....how i had 'melted' in shame - burnt bright red, at such humiliation - at sylvia's hands....buried deep in my subconscious....because it had all been too 'shameful'....branded - by sylvia, in front of authorities that should have known better etc etc....and even before i had even begun at that school....do you see how it went?....and yet how easy it is...to get rid of that shame, later on...once you have unearthed the whole thing....as it goes, eh?
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