....and what else, dazzlenation?...well, the curious thing about my 'upbringing' within the 'gyde' household...is that RH used to boast that he and ingabot were 'superior' to ed and myself....in relation to "survival of the fittest" etc etc...and his main reason for saying that?....apparently they had both weighed more, as babies (lol....they didn't even know where i had been born, never mind etc etc..."or who your real parents were" replies BI online)....anyway, RH and ingabot were also more demanding....and as a consequence, had most if not all of their demands met by their doting 'parents'....unlike ed and myself....the youngest and the oldest....which is why i had always thought that i had something in common with ed...remember grandma clayton and the 'scissors' cheat, to get out of 'telegraph pole' programming?....and so what is one to conclude, overall - dazzlenation?...well, that if the doctors (those like heroin addict/programmer 'jonathan miller' along with oscar 'n' sylvia)....not to mention the nurses like hanni gloor....had not been playing such a supportive role, let us say.....it is unlikely that etc etc....go figure:

Dazzlenation (tumblr.com)

oh and i had been looking at old photos of hanni, this morning - funnily enough, dazzlenation...and yes, some of them had been rather 'scary' let us say: