....and so why don't i 'take a side', dazzlenation?....because it is all about 'in-fighting' within the ill cult....look at what had happened to those boys, tempted by 'beer'....to then be repeatedly raped/hung upside down, until they went 'cold' - apparently 'lifeless' according to rimington at that SAS base, 1980...to then realise her mistake...along the lines of 'this one looks as though it's still got a bit of life, about him' - for scarlett, to then take the small boy down and anally rape him...i was to run out and be sick over the side....rimington was to come out of that room and clinically tell me that my 'reaction' had been somewhat mild...apparently, most of those MI5 russian course trainees had 'passed out' - having seen the reality of etc etc....the SAS were 'on guard' around the building...nothing i could do, to stop what was happening - and that is because this was MI5 and the MOD at work - guarded by the SAS etc etc.....see previous notes upon all of that....and yes, rimington had been a part of it all, make no mistake about that...did exactly the same thing to young children, in terms of aiding and abetting the abuse.....and so in short, that is why i don't take sides...i simply expose them all - for every little bit....that i can remember....and yes, i can remember the 'funny' times and laugh...but it is also important to remember....what it is all really about...see previous notes/posts...go figure.