Monday, 26 December 2016

OTHER NOTES:

hmmm....having looked back upon my notes and posts....and remembered the following....CF's mother programming him with "you are the SOL...the son...the sun.....the sol-I-hull" whilst showing him a small, model yacht.....before he was sent to live with said 'aunt' in Solihull...in order to attend Solihull public school for boys....and so - well, I suppose that one can say that 'little colin' was to have an eclectic mix of 'family backgrounds' over the years....what else can one say? Probably did him a huge amount of good....so much so that he didn't grow up like the rowlings of this world....talentless little rich girls, programmed to steal off others....those with no understanding at all of what it is like to be 'short' of money - most of the time...to be poor...or 'on the breadline'.

....and he appeared to be happy and cheerful about it 'most of the time'...apart from - the time that his mother had most rued....the time that Richard harris had made him live in one of his old 'windy castles/manors'....with no friends of his own age etc etc and for about 6 months....with a bunch of adults...staff....caretakers/servants who didn't talk much, at the best of times....and so it was then, that little colin learned everything that was possible about 'guns' and 'bullets' in the kitchen of that hunting/fishing/shooting residence....because there was nothing else to do....nobody else to talk to apart from 'in the kitchen'...and if nobody was in there...he had a look at the guns and the bullets, on that old wooden kitchen table...examined them carefully...remembered every detail...item and code.....go figure.

little colin was such an 'innocent soul' in his way (apart from that 'sin-counter' in his pocket - an 'N' counter, perhaps?)...at 7 years' old...he was laughing about having been expelled from his latest school...presumably why his mother had been called 'back in' to sort it all out....see previous notes upon little colin at all saints' school, Blackheath....getting caned by the headmistress for blurting it all out....talking about what had really happened to that little blonde girl...at a certain 'elite residence' in Blackheath...go figure.

...and the 'dog house' along with the 'isle of dogs' - MI5? Yes I caught your meaning, immediately...to then note that it had been 'block of wood' who had entrenched it, in CF's mind....okay so little colin's mother had referred to 14 st bernards road as "the isle of dogs" in relation to little colin wanting to meet up with 'dougal' again....what she hadn't anticipated...was his 'Dorothy alter' coming out and seeing my mother as 'toto' because of her hair colour and hairstyle, at-the-time...go figure.

...oh and let's go a bit further, eh - gill? what about a drive up st bernards...over the roundabout and look to your left....hey, that's where little colin's favourite Alsatian lives....is that where and when....CF's mother had decided to 'arrange things'...in order for CF to be sent to Solihull school for boys? let me scan for more information...it had been, hadn't it?

dougal, toto...favourite guard-dog......and you wonder why CF had kicked up such a big fuss about me - referring to him as a 'baby-monkey-riding-on-the-back-of-a-pig'....go figure.

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