and then even more bizarrely.....zagami entered the game...his 'partner'...a woman that he had loved at the time and maybe still does....was 'useless' at practical things....she had once lost something down a radiator and been unable to get it out....

today i was put through two tests....how to do the above....which was easy - with a small metal 'hook' tied to a bit of string....

and secondly, the 'red team' - as in donna, rick and shirley had tied a whole load of KNOTS/NOTS in the blind that i have, upon my living room window (i can remember them saying 'make it easy for her').....who was supposed to undo those knots/nots?

helen gyde - run as a stepford wife by her husband weale.....

well helen is as blind as a bat....so naturally she was pleased to learn that i was to do the above and not her.....but NOT grateful....she still hates me, has hated me for all of my life....the consequence of a lifetime's indoctrination from her mad norwegian mother...INGA SACHS....

it is difficult to come to terms with 'remembering what helen is all about'....because i have defended and protected her - for all of her life....

for example - at her wedding in neuveville.....the day after, weale had organised a treasure hunt....helen's 'only friends' at the wedding - had been her office colleagues - who all hated her....they were then to compose a 'poem' about helen....as part of weale's treasure hunt....to read it out to a large group of the wedding party....suffice to say it ended with helen being eaten on a barbecue.....as a 'butterfly' and SPLAT!

i was so angry and defensive....protective of my poor, fragile sister...who had never done anybody any wrong - had she? So i marched up to the woman who had read it out....and was 'terribly polite' to her....thank you for your poem....

my intercom has just gone off....

anyway, i thanked her sternly with a smile upon my face...whilst acting like a member of the military....cautioning somebody....

and my intercom has just gone off again....

somebody has held the button down so that there is a continuous ring...naturally i will not answer it....