...oh and whalley had wanted a particular mention of the following...and yes, i can remember how puzzled some of us, were...after reading the following......something around the abuses of it....along the lines of you are too drowsy to do anything about it...you feel the pain....and afterwards you cannot remember anything about the entire event...hmmm...guess why the following passage had brought back such a terrible reminder of zygote slavery etc etc....and yes, i can remember the times that sylvia had given me a certain pill....which i used to pretend to take....for her then to laugh her 'wicked child' laugh and tell me that i was 'delirious'....she would then tell me that i had flu and a high temperature....and to go to bed, which i used to do without saying a word...not 'delirious' at all...more a shrug of the shoulders because i was dealing with sylvia in 'mad child' alter etc etc.....hmmm....i can remember sue telling me that she would be too terrified not to take the drug, that her mother used to tell her to take....but was eventually convinced to do so....memory is power......go figure:

Twilight sleep - Wikipedia

oh and there's more....if we're still looking at child abuse and drugs....there is a small boy called 'daniel' who is often running around travelodge carpark...his dad tends to leave him in the car - whilst he chats with the papa john's boss.....hmm.....some of the staff are worried about daniel's behaviour...."is he all right in the head?" etc etc....anyway, the woman in charge of daniel - yelled for 'seconal', this evening...something that sylvia used to carry around in her handbag.......daniel tends to race up and down shouting 'nonsense' stuff...for example - the other evening...he was having a terrible time...."the israelis murdered me!" he kept on bawling...until papa john staff forced him to get back into his dad's car....now, in days of yore - you might say that the kid was possessed....nowadays, well he is more than likely to be chipped up/drugged up and channelling....heaven only knows what....picking up something on the airwaves, at any rate......as it goes, eh?