....and yes, now i can finally remember what that 'gecko' job, had been all about - dazzlenation....in short, how the holliday family used to abuse me - regarding the ill cult system of rewarding anybody who had been tempted to follow their example (and then followed ill cult instructions, as to 'how') - with 'harry potter' million pound bonuses, waiting in the wings....."if they were successful" replies BI online....and yes, i can remember that meeting with sarah holliday in 'blisland'....whereupon she was set up, let us say...to reveal 'how-they-did-it'....which is why 'geckoland' has just been revealed...."a financial scam" replies BI online...."and the scammers - start up companies"....anyway, this all fits into a larger picture....when we move from frome to clacton....and that is because over the past few days, another 'scammer' has been operating outside of morrison's supermarket...he only targets myself, out of all of the other shoppers, walking out of the exit....and so a rather 'brain-damaged number' i would say....let me explain....he might have the generic 'look' of dr tony smith/paul dibbens/floyd-on-fish (which would suggest 'intelligence')....lol....except, that he is a lot shorter than all of them...and so reminds me mostly of that fir-king-twat upon the 'bus-to-greece'....regarding the whole stredwick 'red fez' number etc etc.....in short, that short bloke, who had shared that generic 'look', let us say....anyway, he runs the 'shelter' desk outside of morrison's and so things are not always as they appear, are they - dazzlenation?...for example, the new security guard was 'worried' about him...to then report back, inside - that the man wouldn't move on....to then be told that he was 'allowed' to be there...i wonder why?...the new security guard looks like a nice sort of chap, who wouldn't take offence, unless provoked....and that is where the following comes in....every time that i walk out...accompanied by quite a few other shoppers, in front and behind....'shelter'-scammer-desk-bastard targets me...doesn't say a word to the rest of them...which is why i am calling him 'brain damaged' and not just stupid as f***...and that is because if you were 'clever', you would say something - to the rest of them, wouldn't you?...so that it wouldn't look like you were targeting a certain individual etc etc....and when i walk past, looking the other way i.e. the direction in which i am headed....he then begins to swear behind my back...and yes, the "c***" word, is the one that is used - most frequently....i have never ever said a thing to him...no eye-contact, either....the only reason that i was to find out exactly what he looked like, was....after entering the shop, this morning - he was to gaze through the windows...trying to locate me and that is when i got a good grip on his facial features...to then realise etc etc....all part of the ill cult game...no doubt, he has been promised a huge amount of money, in order to etc etc....whatever his instructions have been etc etc....go figure.

oh and the above, is all coming on the back of something that i was to remember, recently....for the 'full horror' to sink in, this morning....the difference between 'immeuble' and 'meuble' in french...a bit cryptic but anyway....and in relation to a certain meeting with matthew, bethli and hanni - in artos, interlaken 2008.....regarding what hanni and the rest of the ill cult, had been lying about and for so long....the fact that italian-swiss matthew had painstakingly made me some hand-made furniture and had it sent over to england....for the sick and the stupid to then steal it....and then tell him that i was such a 'good-for-nothing'.....such a terrible person....that i hadn't even bothered to thank him for it....anyway - after realising what was up, at artos - i was 'in shock' at the time, turned to hanni, who had turned blood-red with embarrassment, as a consequence...hanni then told bethli and matthew, that it was all 'in the past' and that she wouldn't talk about it....roll on the years....the furniture that was apparently 'donated' by friends, according to sylvia, in this belle court flat - 2009...."still lying" replies BI online....nota bene the use of the word 'donated', in order to make me feel guilty....as if i were in need of some sort of 'charity' ...whilst in reality, those sick and stupid, brain-damaged parasitical satanists have been feeding off of me/stealing off of me...trying to treat me as a 'lesser mortal'...as a slave, no less and every single year of my life...."they had been forced to return it"...but without an apology or an explanation....go figure.

....and what is worst of all, dazzlenation....you can see that they are still at it, in terms of what happened this morning etc etc....lol.....and yes, you might ask why i would laugh about it, when i am so annoyed and that is putting it lightly etc etc.....and well, remember roz - telling me...."do not mourn me, avenge me"...because this is all about revenge now, isn't it?....and what i had put in place, as well as so many others - upon the  timer system...which is all now playing out....remember 'evil-will-eat-itself' in prague?...along with 'fried bats'- indonesian market-style/burnt-at-the-stake-beforehand....not forgetting the 'terminal-swim-in-the-sewers' which is still in operation, i might add - any takers?...or 'shot-in-the-head' if the miscreant had been deemed to be too stupid to etc etc....and that is why i take it all so very seriously, dazzlenation...although i can still find the 'gallows humour' in it....for example - bungee-jump-time....hung over a swiss bridge with no ankle supports?....i'm laughing....and that is why i am saying that 'whoeveritis' running that 'shelter' job - has got to be brain-damaged, amongst other things....go figure.