...and yes, it's all beginning to come back, now...and yes, 'she' had been in attendance, too - dazzlenation...and then I ended up on the MI5 Russian course, at 16 years old etc etc....see previous notes/posts upon 'all of that'...go figure:

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and so in conclusion, I can now understand why 'ed' had been quietly furious with me...the time that I refused to go in, with the rest of them..."you should have gone" he spat at me, outside etc etc...but I hadn't....because I had intuited/remembered 'something' that was to put me off...oh and I can remember, now...dr jenny ramsey laughing that 'dad' had probably been to visit a prostitute - see previous notes upon his 'disappearance'...although with hindsight...when I think about it all, now...he had looked somewhat exhilarated, having turned up half-an-hour late...but upon hearing that I hadn't gone in...he was also to lose his temper...and so I would guess that he had been 'on a nearby radio desk', controlling events - at the time...additionally, I had 'known' to hide, whilst seated outside-with-a-book...crouched down behind the cars because a 'search party' was to come out to look for me...after the rest of them, had gone in...and that 'search party' had included eliza manningham-buller...as it goes, eh?