So what had CF noted about MALICK upon location? ....that whole 'stopping a shoot' in order to 'shoot a bird'...well, guess what...MALICK was not only a cannibal but a soul-trapper....a practising satanist....one of the worst....go figure.

....i was to watch YOUTH last night, to remember the following....MI5 toby watching the scene where the conductor is sitting on the edge of the woods...pretending to conduct 'nature' all around him..."the tapping of the woodpeckers" toby was to exclaim..."i'm sure that's important"....the cows in the field...the 'dairy'....the 'satanic conductor of nature'....and the 'mossad'....

remember mcdonald as 'a farmer who owned a dairy'? this is all about the ill cult and their human eggs/sperm trade....

remember the mossad as the 'woodpeckers'...sharon had identified their role, immediately at the PP jerusalem prison musem...pecking at the woodenframe of the window..."that's me!"....of the carpentry room...the taschmanns had formerly identified as the carpenters, in that room...listening to the tapping of the woodpeckers outside...

and so that leaves us with the 'satanic conductor of nature'...conducting all around him...woodpeckers...cows in the field...etc etc...

next up...i can remember MI5 amazed and appalled by that scene in an upper room...somewhere in venice....the wife of the conductor....in the film YOUTH...is she alive or dead? no gravestone...the daughter appears to think that she is still alive...various answers...."he had her stuffed"...."catatonic?" etc etc...

this is all about MALICK isn't it?

let me go a bit further...kate holliday had known something about 'MAL-LICK'...the BAD LICK and then acted out an odd scene, in front of LUCY MANGAN and myself....lucy was a deadhead...probably worse than the holliday sisters....see previous notes upon the MANGAN family in korea...and the HOLLIDAY family in china...at least the chinese had a chance...go figure.

anyway, i can remember thinking about what great aunt colette had taught me...i was to walk up to the mantelpiece and touch the dust...to then tell kate and lucy that it was normally mainly composed of human cells....kate drew her finger down it and then licked it...to laugh and make a cannibal joke...not that 'tasty' you understand...the BAD LICK...kate licking her finger....i walked out of the room...to overhear lucy telling kate not to trust me...i appeared to know too much...lucy could obviously remember but kate couldn't at that point in time...go figure.

....had kate met MALICK upon the other side of the mirror - at a cannibal rite? you bet she had...either that or one of his family...go figure.

....what else? well i can remember franco-in-touch-with-me....talking about what had been found in an upper room...in venice....'forensics' had been called in...a closed operation...even he wasn't allowed to know, as yet...what had been found...why a police investigation was involved and why forensics were in there....go figure...

all i know so far is that 'stuffed bird at the window' is an answer, of sorts...to what MALICK had done in that room...and to his wife...

she looks like a 'stuffed bird at the window'...as if caught trying to escape...her face contorted in pain/horror....'catatonic'? i don't think so...because i know that wasn't the intention behind that scene...besides who would let patients with that sort of 'mental disorder' near to an  open, upperfloor window, eh? who would leave them there in a catatonic state?...doesn't make sense at all.

...if you watch YOUTH to the end...to see sumi playing a 'woman-in-scarlett-pink' at the mike....this is all about women forced into slavery....their minds butchered...microchipped...experimented upon....the chipping away of the soul and soul-trapping see previous notes...personified by that 'stuffed bird at the window' scene...go figure.

what had forensics found....well there was more than the remains of just one body...that is all i know so far...

what else? 'the tapping of the mossad'...a pun around surveillance work - in relation to what the mossad had been up to....and i can go a little further upon 'that one'...the mossad had told mark r and his 'green tower' monkeys to torture me into believing that i was going through the menopause at 40....because apparently it would be 'better' for me, that way...the torture didn't work...and i 'came on' as usual, afterwards...with that horror, buried deeply in my subconscious mind...to add to 'all of the rest of it' regarding zygote slavery...go figure.

anyway, i now begin to 'get' who or rather what 'class of insane satanist'...had been in control of that horror...performed at haddassah hospital - see previous notes upon enforced inpregnation and then enforced surrogacy etc etc....sharon and the mossad had had no idea....pull MALICK and you should be able to get some idea of who those evil, sick and twisted people, are...go figure.

in 2003, the chinese were to investigate....i can remember them 'not thinking much of gill'...they had rightly ascertained, that to a large degree...gill was being run by a satanic/nazi japanese sect....however they thought the world of CF...apparently he was the only one who was 'all right'...they loved him..."he makes us laugh"...go figure.

what else? MI5 were to see the director of YOUTH as "more of an art director"...i.e. the plot/script appears to be at tangled 'mess' of disjointed 'happenings'....dabs of this, dots of that...what green tower had found out about the 'real history of WWII' for example...hitler mark II in 1943...a hollywood actor...the original hitler had been taken out by hoag, in switzerland - see previous notes....oh and that 'dr day'...'the last of the day' references...lots of stuff that doesn't really belong, together and yet is somehow connected...a bit like overturning a sewing basket, i thought...it all falls out on the floor....off-cuts of material included....