OTHER NOTES:

oh I remember now...that 'leaving party'...the one that uncle bobby's staff had all attended...those stupid evil pigs had given me an 'endoscopy type of drug'...and so I was walking around with 'glazed eyes'...under the direction of my mother...who was in 'chuckie doll I am a beyootiful blonde alter'....and so yes, that is why I can remember what had happened so well...there are always ways of seeing from 'under the rim' even though the ill think that you are in a 'Helen keller alter' etc etc...so what happened? Swedish intelligence were also there...they made contact with me...."they were appalled by the abuse"...they certainly were, weren't they? those two men 'around belle court' for example...they are such evil little cowards...they would not have dared to approach me...shove me around...if I had not been drugged...."they never made it anywhere in the army"....quite....and so they were to verbally abuse me, push me around whilst on that drug...thinking that they would get away with it...next up, Jeremy clayton was to take his double over to see me...'in that state'...he was also told to verbally abuse me...you know the sort of thing..."you ugly fat useless..." anything that came to mind...do you see how it goes?

...isn't it amazing what people understand as 'themselves' which they then project onto others?