...I can remember Caitlin 'in touch' after shanghai 2003...telling me that she had seen Danielle dax in concert...she loved the whole thing....'shopping with mummy to buy daddy a hammer'...I hadn't been to a concert....but it was to make me smile, all the same...the very idea of BOPPING around to 'joy division meets ladybird books' had a certain appeal, let us say....the darkness of our childhoods...the abuse....as jarman and others, had said about their young lives...at that point in time, you want to commit suicide...but afterwards...your past begins to fascinate and amuse you...as you dig it up....to examine what had 'fucked you up' so badly....in order to heal...go figure...mkultra victims have 'more than most' to dig up....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zqhym59ypUI

"walking in the valley of the saviour"

I don't know why...but this is adding up to something that I was thinking about, this morning...about the referendum...for example - if the UK decided to leave the EU then we wouldn't be hamstrung about chucking out Norwegian intelligence, would we? norway would no longer be allied to the UK via the EU...would they? that sort of thing...the pros and the cons...however, of course it would make more sense -  financially and economically to find a legal loophole to do so without leaving the EU...I then thought about what I had found out whilst at the CIA lab, about immigration to the UK...the newspapers were all talking about roumanian gypsies and islamics....but the hidden government files said 'mainly catholics from the far east'...along with a few EU countries....and so what can you make of any of it? if we are not given the full information upon which to base our vote...then we are...."pissing in the dark" replies MI5 ONLINE...and you can bet that the 'powers that be' have only allowed a referendum because they figure that it will go 'their way'....anyway, the MOSSAD had been online earlier to make the following observation:

"david Cameron is acting like Pontius pilate"....an interesting metaphor....so who is going to be slaughtered as 'christ' then?