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this morning - quite a few more images came back...of the hollidays deciding to help mangan to pretend that she had written HOP SCOTCH AND HAND BAGS....yes she had been brought up in catford....but in a massive house - a bit like the HOLLIDAY's own 'second-home' (or maybe 15th? and what about their mansions and estates - not to mention their hotel chain around the world)...

MANGAN's family home in CATFORD was a bit like the holliday's house in IPPLEPEN....it was 'huge' and very well-to-do.....

and upon that note - THE ANCHORAGE in ipplepen was all about the ill and their satanic cult.....the ill try to program in an ANCHOR of satanism.....they attempt to program it into you as a child and later on as an adult.....you are a ship with a 'satanic anchor'....and when the ill want to 'ground you' they pull out the anchor.....from the SS ship...the BRITISH ROYAL ship, that you were programmed with.....

I am trying to condense notes too quickly here and it ends up being 'too condensed' and losing the meaning that i had intended.....

rimington.....i had 'seen' what NIKKI and others had 'seen' about her.....she was mainly interested in women and not men....she followed MANNINGHAM-BULLER's orders and loved them - not a thought of resistance in her head...'men have to be controlled/used as slaves'......the FABIAN way.....

what does the above mean to me? it means that you can be 'interested' in rimington as a 'woman-identified-woman' - see her book HOP SCOTCH AND HANDBAGS.....

but on the other hand - she is as interesting to me as MARK R being gay.....zero interest upon my part....because they were both SATANIC FABIANS.....

SATANISM is their anchor....picture yourself as a ship bouyant upon the ocean and then this dark and deadly 'deep seagreen' anchor below you......

what can i say? you can be 'anything you like upon this earth' but if you have THAT anchor pulling you down....."the rebel group will find you out and measures will be taken" replies BI ONLINE.

mark r wasn't a 'male-identified-male' or he wouldn't have put GILL through so much abuse to 'make him gay'....

surely the term 'female-identified-female' means 'love' and not sex? and therefore 'male-identified-male' should mean the same.....

mark r didn't want 'love' from gill....he wanted obedience and a sex slave.

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in short MANGAN is from a family - just like the HOLLIDAYS....the super-wealthy elite....and FABIAN...which is no doubt why mangan had ended up rather like 'beth lazroe' working at KARLOVY UNIVERSITY as a photography lecturer.....

LAZROE's only collection of photos - in the late 1990s - comprised of two reels of film - one was of 'stones on a beach' and the other of that grotesque CR ossiary - bone collection...none of the photos were any good, in terms of photo-journalism exhibition standards and yet somehow she had 'got a job' at that university and a very prestigious one at that.....

mangan ended up working at the Guardian...these people like to be seen to be 'doing good' in society but if you really know what they are up to...it is quite horrifying.....

i am now beginning to view this class of people as a sort of 'extremely dangerous organism' that adapts to survive....and the ROYAL PRINCES as well as their aristocracy - had followed suit .e.g. as 'krusties' in totnes....the basic idea being:

"get to know the lower classes because if you don't - how are you going to run/control/manipulate/pull the wool over their eyes? you need firsthand information upon 'what they are like' in order to take power over them....and bend them to your will and in order to do so - you have to live amongst them - which, let's face it - is more fun anyway - than living in a windy castle...."

so LUCY MANGAN outed, then....what next?

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interesting...that ROZ had put in that 'hypodermic needles' reference - into rimington's book 'hop scotch and handbags'.....

you see i had gone to nursery school in deptford, in the 60s....knew lewisham and catford rather well....and 'homeless men' was a key issue during the 60s....mainly ex-military and traumatised beyond belief....and 'going blind' because they were all drinking meths....that purple tinted alcohol.....which as a child - i had been horrrified by.....my mother had explained it all to me....why everytime we walked down the high streets of those areas....deptford/catford/lewisham....at around 8.30am and just before the shops opened....you could see half-bottles of meths around and tramps sleeping it off....or even drinking meths in shop doorways - before the shop opened for the day....you see those shopfronts protected them from the wind....and quite a few tramps used to use the 'WWII bomb-site' at the end of st austell road - only recently developed - see previous notes.....you see the cellars were still 'intact' underground and that provided the best shelter of all, at night....

what i had never seen before, within that area of south london - whilst growing up as a child - was 'hypodermic needles' because that wasn't an issue in the 60s and early 70s....toddy and his crew were into 'pills'...acid tabs...'mother's little helpers'.....rum and alcohol in general (mainly cheap spanish wine)....so the idea of HYPODERMIC NEEDLES within that part of south london was an ANOMALY....

i am not saying that people didn't 'inject' now and then, in the 60s....but it is not like.....well, 'how it was' for ROZ upon moving to BRIXTON in london - in the 80s.....that was her first experience of london - a country girl from KENT.....as a teenager. 'hypos' and heroin.

so what am i saying here? that brangan must have read rimington's novel before deciding to put her name to it....because she was 'clueless' basically....even though she had 'grown up in' catford 'to an extent'....probably to the same extent that CATHY WALDEGRAVE had been a 'poor art student' in exeter.....

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hypodermics....i now know what had been used to 'get' beresovsky.....let me explain....i was to think long and hard about 'hypos' and how they had surreptitiously made it onto the market - instead of being 'only available' to trained medical staff.....

i then thought about my mother - at that 'alternative office' to the large ARDLEIGH SURGERY.....and how a woman who had NOT been trained as either a nurse or a doctor "the only one there - in that office" had taken a sample of her blood....i was horrified....i would never have allowed somebody unqualified to do so....

so there has been a 'change in the law' then?....because my mother was to tell me that 'anybody can take blood nowadays'....

i then began to think hard about the whole situation....i would NEVER allow anybody less than a trained nurse to take a sample of my blood.....why?

HYPODERMIC SYRINGES are DANGEROUS....why are they dangerous?

because if you take an empty one, say....it is a needle attached to a plastic vacuum.... pull out the plunger and inject them, with the needle - push the plunger in - and inject their bloodstream with AIR - and they could be dead of a heart-attack WITHIN SECONDS.

guess what had happened to beresovsky? and why nobody has been able to find out 'how he died'...in relation to blood samples relating to poisoning etc.....you see BI only thinks about 'poisoning' in relation to suspecting russian intelligence, as being up to 'something'....

but really, that is not 'intelligent' is it?

you can kill somebody quite easily by using a 'hypo' with air in it.....and NOBODY can say that the heart-attack/stroke was caused by 'just air'.....because even if you pinpoint the pinprick of the syringe.....'air' is not deadly, is it?....and it is unlikely to be traced - if you are not looking for specific evidence around the fact that an 'air bubble' caused it.....

air is not poisonous to breathe in - BUT IT IS when injected into your bloodstream....via a 'hypo' - i rest my case.

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i then thought back to 'healthcare assistant courses' at ipswich college.....you see i had once been treated to a very long and patronising speech from a 'really thick' young female assistant - who had memorised a long tract about 'homeopathic remedies'....her eyes were glazed as she recounted it.....in a newly opened CHEMIST'S near to where i was living, in ipswich at the time.....

she was trying to push me to buy a 'homeopathic remedy' instead of aspirins for my headache.....and had spent a very long time - reciting 'everything that she had memorised' in order to try and sell me a particular homeopathic product....i realised that it was a 'mind control event' and that the woman wasn't 'right in the head' - hence the glazed eyes....so i was terribly polite and asked a lot of questions - after she had finished her 'sermon on the mount'....

i was to find out that she had taken a two-year course in 'healthcare assistant' - at the local college....but that didn't qualify her to be a nurse.....that was 'way above her station' (she had failed the entry requirements to do a nursing course) and yet she was 'reading me the rule book' and trying to avoid selling me aspirin as if she were an extremely officious doctor in his/her surgery....

anyway, i was to find out that she had failed to get a place on a nursing course.....and instead, had taken this 'healthcare assistant role' because it was 'going places' - the career/promotion structure was 'sky's the limit'....

privately i wondered about that one - you see i could remember the OLTON chemist's.....the manager there, had told me that he had a DEGREE in chemistry....that didn't mean that he always knew 'what was in the products sold at his shop' but it meant that he had a 'fair idea'.....he was also to tell me and this is circa 1996....that 'times were changing' and that you no longer needed to have a CHEMISTRY DEGREE to run a local high street CHEMIST'S.....i was appalled - but 'polite' as usual and went back home - up st bernards to tell my mother....she also knew of this new 'ruling' but said that it was 'okay' because the dangerous drugs were handled/prescribed by doctors and the chemist shops had to abide by whatever they said.....

however the above didn't assuage my fears.....you see, if you appoint a real 'chemist' with a degree in chemistry as manager of a chemist's - then that is a 'second check' within the system to make sure that everybody knows 'what is what'....if there is a 'chemical spill' in a chemist's backroom - then somebody with a chemistry degree - will basically know how to deal with it...the products are chemicals after all....

and you shouldn't have a load of people - managing and running a shop that know nothing about chemistry- should you? it makes common sense, doesn't it?

...and yet that seems to be the case nowadays? i have no idea as yet....but the fact that a 'healthcare assistant' ......actually i do not even know if the woman had that qualification....my mother had simply said 'not qualified' - either as a nurse or a doctor.....

anyway, the very idea that 'anybody' can 'take blood' with a HYPO -in an office - isolated from the main surgery - with no 'backup' from staff who actually know who to deal with 'medical emergencies' - is 'asking for it' isn't it?

i can see why that practice might have adopted such a foolhardy procedure....firstly that the 'whitehall quasi-doctors' used to use their 'other office' for mind control purposes.....

secondly that it SAVES MONEY....even though they are all making money 'hand over fist' at that surgery....

you see...i was to ask 'healthcare assistant' at that ipswich chemist's - why she had opted for that course.....well it was either that or office junior and she couldn't type.....however as 'qualified healthcare assistant'.....she could earn up to double what 'her friends' would make.....and what i was making at the time as a temping secretary, i might add.....her salary scale ranged per hour - from £6.50-£8.00....mine was £5 ph.

anyway, i then began to 'think about it all' a lot more....to go 'wide' as NIKKI used to say....'go wide and see it all'.....

and so i looked at IPSWICH and all of these new CHEMIST's that had recently opened up.....so willing to take your money....when often as not....a change of diet or a bit of exercise would do most people 'much more good' than another course of 'crazy dazy pills'.....

really - these chemist's were cropping up all over the place....and so much money put behind them....immaculate facades.....rather like how everybody would want their local hospital to look like ' from the outside' and 'from the inside'.....

this is a GREEN TOWER and insidious enterprise - i am sure of that....a green tower enterprise to make 'take your money for fake pills which might actually kill you' look 'so nice - in all of these new and rather 'french-looking' chemist's......

rather than 'support your local hospital because the trained staff within it - will do what they can to save your life - and if anybody can - they are the ones who have the skills and training to do it'....not your local 'zombies' from a healthcare course.....who have been told to 'sell whatever' over the counter - in relation to 'sales reps' on their collective back.....

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that healthcare assistant in ipswich....circa 2001.....i was to 'taunt' her slightly....having gone into 'dumb blonde' mode.....and asked her - what she thought of arsenic - having promoted the homeopathic range so firmly, in her own chemist's.....

she hadn't a clue....i replied that BOOTS have their own range of homeopathic medecines and 'arsenic' is one of them.....taken in small doses it is apparently 'theraputic' - but in large doses, of course - it can kill you.....i finally got a 'sign of life' in her glazed eyes....she suspected that i was taking the piss....but having not heard of that BOOTS range - she wasn't sure....and that 'bullygirl' look in her eyes, retreated to 'okay i cannot hardsell to this woman with the product i get a commission out of'....

"what can you say of that woman in the end?" replies gill - interested in the above.

well she was as thick as two short planks but not that thick....she had chosen a course that 'got her above the average' in terms of hourly salary as a 'first job'.

she had also been 'mind control programmed' in relation to having an excellent memory - for the stuff that she had to 'sell' over the country.....she could recite a huge amount of stuff but without remembering what she had said - because she hadn't understood it in the first place.....if you do not understand it in the first place....have simply memorised it.....it is highly unlikely that you will be able to take on board questions about it.....oh i see, those chemist's were a MARK R venture....BIG PHARM at it's worst.....covering 'both sides'....sell you chemicals that 'don't work' and homeopathy that 'doesn't work'.....

let me analyse it a bit further....she could answer questions on 'trigger words' that she accentuated in her 'long speech'.....

for myself - it was rather like looking at a long paragraph on the internet...a paragraph that she was reading out 'word for word' and then myself - clicking on a highlighted word within the text....she would then 'read out' the following webpage.....the following linked webpage paragraph....but it was so 'abnormal' as to be untrue......perhaps MARK R left off in relation to that one, for a while? who knows?

all i can remember is him saying 'it doesn't work - not natural enough'....