OTHER NOTES:

yesterday was something of an 'emotional angst' day....i was struggling to dig up something but i was unsure what....

anyway, i cleaned up an 'odds and bods' drawer that i have in the kitchen....to find some coins - i had put them away to remind me of a certain event circa 2008 and then promptly forgotten why i had left them there (the year petrol nell attacked me, her gang then went all guns to get me sectioned - she then involved local police)....so far so useful....one of the coins was unusual - in that it was a £2 coin with a scottish thistle upon the back....i also found some blu-tack and figured 'oh no, not pat andrew's bombmaking material from acorn villages ltd' see previous notes upon the ill keeping a whole stack of light-grey/blue blu-tack in a cupboard drawer....but luckily it was 'white blu-tack' so i must have bought it later on...but it was enough to make me think....well, how many narrow escapes i have had, over the years now....i then thought about the 'scottish thistle postcard' that i was to send, from israel....it was a joke around 'the eagle has landed' but i still cannot remember what that was about....a nazi reference....something around nazis....and that 'red ink letter' left by that 'blood bank dr' at the MI IMPERIAL HOTEL?

I then decided to have a walk around town...dug out my boots sunglasses to find that the plastic frame had broke...brilliant...i then dug out those rather strange 'masonic symbol' dark glasses and put them upon my head instead...to flashback to mcdonald having used them in the past....a bad idea to wear them then....i suppose...i was tracking and tracing his 'state of mind' at the time....those black sun glasses have a 'cross' on the side...and something like an eagle effigy within it....

anyway, perhaps it was important to wear them - they would definitely send out a signal of sorts....but was it what i wanted to give out?

so what happened? i was to walk up pier avenue and to spot two men.....and flashback to having seen them with mark r....in ARDLEIGH...they were 'doing his business' for him....

what were they doing in clacton? i have no idea....one of them was to tell the other that they had finished whatever they were supposed to do....

anyway, i then walked on to where the bicycle racks are outside of THING ME BOBS...to see a 'joke' bicycle for two....the rebel group had put it in....to remind me that mark r had decided to call his pair of 'helpers':

CIRCE and HELIOS

so you can bet that the bike had been coded out to the nth degree....'lady bird lady bird fly away home...' - it is 'disaster' programming in some way.....that cannister - what was that supposed to represent...the back of the bike looks a bit like a rigged up bomb....so what were the rebel group trying to say?