http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3MbXcef8JQY

'love me two times baby' - is that what you used to say to me - GILL? before leaving me in memory-dump?

not 'heavenly' eh?

'but RUE and MEANFUL of the western dream'

or what that 'mean and rueful of the western dream' - i always used to get these things 'mixed up' didn't i?

was i a bit 'dyslexic' as far as hearing was concerned? under mind control and drugged, that is.....

the word 'rue'....i can remember the word 'ruthe' in a poem....read out by our 'teddybear' student teacher at 6th form......i had said 'if you can be ruthless then surely the angel in the poem can melt with 'ruthe' as in the opposite - pity?' upon my saying that....he had begun to shake like edward heath....and rock to and fro.....within a silent class...and laugh himself stupid until he cried......none of us knew what was going on but everybody liked him and so we just waited until he could contain himself after that 'laughing gas' moment.....

was the poem LYCIDAS?