Thursday 8 December 2016

...where do i begin today? at the beginning, i suppose and that would be gill telling me about the aftermath of that 'satanic jooish zionist princess' dinner party, held by 'former manager of the CRUK shop', clacton....
CF had attended....remember rama's dinner party where everybody turned up with something that they had made?...well it had been the 'same-sort-of-event'....however, in terms of certain factors...it was a lot 'posher'...for example, nigella was to attend as well as that LOBSTER actress etc etc....anyway, afterwards - CF was to go to bed with that CRUK woman...and during 'pillow talk'...he was to help her, in relation to a 'curse them with cancer' program, that she was in charge of, at MI6...CF was to tell her that he didn't care if i got cancer..."serves her right - she'll know what it feels like"...later on, gill was to tell me "he really doesn't care - he won't tell you that he has done it"...and CF wasn't to warn me about what he had done, i might add....and so if i hadn't been watching the 'tomato-box-lid' carefully enough (see previous notes upon andrew marr and his gang) - then i might have been hit by that curse....go figure. As it was...it has now rebounded upon everybody that was fooled by MS robo-cruk....in order to sign up for her MI6 network....go figure...."death within a year - from cancer"...and so what can one say....but that this is all a really GRIMM fairytale, eh - gill? oh and upon that note....i was to take out the film-on-dvd GRIMM TALES ....from clacton library, this morning....go figure.
anyway....well, there's gratitude - for you, eh?....i had to take a deep breath after watching the cctv of 'that one' - in relation to what CF and ms CRUK had done...to then ask for the whole situation to be reappraised....so many thoughts, going through my head....gill and i had been present from the early stages of CF's life, you see...gill had watched CF being born...
....and what about CF's tiny hand...that had held my finger....as a tiny baby in that incubator - see previous notes...as he was draining me of my life-blood...well, i exaggerate but do you understand how i now feel....about the whole thing? "better that he had never been born"..."or that he had died in infancy"....replies MI5 ONLINE...but you can never really feel that way, can you?...and so it shouldn't be up to you - to make the decisions upon what happens to that  out-of-control-crack-addict, next....should it?...something that i was to say to mcdonald in the CIA LAB so many years ago now...whilst he was trying to force me to make those decisions 'about future scripts'...until i realised that mcdonald had simply been transferring - and told him so, i might add...you see - CF had been his 'best mate' at dartington etc etc...and so obviously mcdonald didn't want to make that sort of decision, either - did he?...and so he had been trying to make me do it...go figure.
oh and whilst we are on the subject of drug addiction...why has MI6 supplied CF with his latest 'crack whore supplier'....in order to keep him addicted....because whilst still addicted...and in that state of psychosis....he is liable to murder certain targets...and that includes 'everybody that he has ever cared about'...he tried to kill his mother three times, as a 6 year old - and he was to tell me, 'at that age' that he would have to murder all of michael richardson's gang, at some point - all part of some insane 'satanic zionist religion' and its dictates - i didn't bother to ask for the 'rhyme and reason' of it - i could 'see' what was going on in his mind...and there was no 'rhyme or reason' to it, at all...just a 'destroy' number...'all that you care about' etc etc....
anyway, 'all of us' have rejected CF, at some point in time, over the decades...because his demands are like that of a 'baby'....he demands complete and utter adoration - along with obedience to his every need and whim...a child with a terminal blood disorder, at heart...desperate to live....and yes, i can see what is going on there...and how whilst MI6 keeps him addicted to crack cocaine....'users' like CIA ezra miller can move in and manipulate the situation....there is so much 'wrong' here....how can i point the finger to 'what needs addressing' first?
"he should stop taking the drugs" replies MI5 ONLINE...he's taken them since he was tiny...he's now about 50 years' old...what do you reckon upon the likelyhood of him managing to stop - and for any length of time?...his mother was the same, i might add....in the 60s...there was a 'jellybean' type of drug that was similar to 'rainbow' juice as well as that 'happiness drug' but presumably not that concentrated....anyway, both his mother and her son, were addicted to it...those 'jellybeans' sweets (gill and i wouldn't touch them - gill ate one once and then said "it makes me feel like i want to...kill the world" go figure)...CF's mother used to cure her depression/breakdowns by eating handfuls...because it used to stop her crying - and tipped her mood into 'rage'....and yes, she could eat them by the handful, - like  lisa...maybe that's why CF and his mother - used to fight so much, gill?...because they both used to eat too many of those 'sweeties', in the late 60s...i can remember you and i, standing in front of little colin and defending him with whatever we could lay our hands on - to keep her off him...she had just had a weeping fit after having found out that he had been sick on the carpet and then after she had taken a handful of those 'jellybeans' - had screamed "let me at him!" in such a rage....what do you think?
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what else? well, that satanic jooish princess dinner party is all on cctv....MI5 as well as the marines' had been watching, closely....
let me remind you that saatchi had almost never allowed nigella to feed him and simply because what she had cooked was normally too disgusting to eat...see previous notes upon 'copybot' nigella exposed by rimington, in that christmas extravaganza....along the lines of...."and then i add every ingredient sweet or sour, hot or cold that i can think of, every herb and spice that 'won't go together' - stuff them into a croissant-with-sprinkles and add a fried egg upon the top of it....MMMM...so delicious"...ha ha ha.
anyway, two MI5 operatives were to go around that 'dinner party table' after ms CRUK and CF were insensible in the bedroom...having smoked too much 'youknowwhat'....one MI5 operative was to use a teaspoon to sample a dish by nigella's place-at-the-table...he then spat it out onto the floor, whilst gagging....to make a comment about being 'a taster for the roman emperors'....and if you had fed that to one of them....they would have had you executed....oh and later on -the saudi royal house was to reply that if ms CRUK had been a chef in one of their kitchens...that she would most certainly have been shot...and yes she had presented her 'special arabic dish' at that particular dinner party - and it was disgusting...all of the food presented by those satanic princesses was disgusting...despite them all eating large quantities of it...so much so that i was to wonder if they had all become like jade laing at that point in time i.e. that their tastebuds were no longer functioning - see previous notes upon all of that....the marines were to check it out - to find out that this was indeed the case for some of them but not all....go figure.
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...back to this morning...i was to pass the 'male partner in crime' of former CRUK shop manager as i was walking past MAGNET HOUSE today...he belched 'black negative energy at me' to then swallow it up back into himself...as they normally do, nowadays....
anyway, he had inputted the 'cancer curses' onto the ill cult computer system for ms CRUK go figure.
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what else? well the main 'demon' of the piece that MI5 had wanted to 'get'...had been...a woman walking across station road from the library, as i was crossing the road, towards it...a zionist satanic princess....whom MI5 had wanted to know a  bit more about....
...check out a children's book upon the reserved shelves called BOUDICA....the paper tag has the surname of GUEST upon it....'demon jooish princess' had programmed herself in as 'boudicea'.....not that odd, when you look at satanic jooish princesses at dartington in the late 80s....their whole 'satanic joo' religion - chimed in with so much of the old pagan stories..."including cannibalism" replies MI5 ONLINE...
oh and those satanic jooish princesses had joined up with 'mary berry' and uncle bobby's gang...in relation to being the 'streetlight mob' - regarding the SHEKINAH and making ill cult 'shekels'...satanic princesses love the idea of being 'the moon who can remember everything'  and i was to walk past so many middle-aged....ugly, old 'satanic zionist joo' princesses upon the streets of clacton today...all wanting that 'magical  transformation' - remember amadeus 'at the mirror' with "ugly old swine vanderbilt" replies MI5 ONLINE....exactly that - they all want to believe that they are beautiful - because they are in fairyland and they don't care about the real world, anymore..."and the price for that trance-formation is cannibalism"...it is a bit like understanding the 'mental landscape' of those like CF..."little princesses off in fairy world"......go figure.
what else? well having entered the library....and having seen the 'scrabbleboard' to the left....MI5 had wanted to be reminded of the name PARMINTER...i wonder why?...go figure.
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what else? well somebody was to post a christmas card through my flat frontdoor today...and the santa claus upon the front...was to remind me in particular of that man-with-the-large-black-stone-ring-on-his-finger at the trolley tills with his wife...see previous notes upon st nicholas vs santa claus etc etc...anyway, having had a look at that santa illustration....it was to remind me of what i had figured might have happened to that 'ugly mug' in sainsbury's...."serious burns unit" replies BI ONLINE...exactly, scar tissue of sorts....see previous notes upon uncle bobby throwing boiling custard into his grand-child's face and neck....do you see how it goes? oh and what about that house and MI6's latest foray into the world of advertising in relation to 'christmas videos'...that blackened 'turkey'...go figure.
anyway, i tore it up...no offence to flat 12...but it seemed the right thing to do...oh and my camera was to malfunction whilst taking a pic...with 'little colin' screaming on the transistor...about how he had trusted me...don't talk to me about 'trust'...don't you dare....not after this second attempt to murder me...in the most underhand way possible...by using a 'cancer' curse upon the networks...
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oh and there's more....bobby's mob had decided to get in on the act...before that satanic princess dinner party...to whit, i had been sent along with an 'offering'....created by mary berry....the recipe was one of her own and she had cooked it with 'her own fair hands' ha ha ha....severe irony intended here...because berry is not a nice person....whoever thought that she would be? the only good thing that one can say about her - is that really she can cook...unlike nigella and friends...
...anyway, the set-up was this...i had to sit through that horrible event and take all of the flak from those sad robo-dolls...all of the bitching...about how my offering wasn't up to scratch...whilst being made to taste their terrible dishes (and believe me, i can normally eat almost anything but what was on that table was £"$%!^!!)...until the end...the punchline as it were...and believe me, i didn't enjoy a moment of it...rubbing their noses in it....telling them who had cooked it...whose recipe it was and that i would forward all of their comments on to mary berry...politely and with a smile upon my face...to then get up and walk out...
afterwards, bobby and mary were to get a grip on me..."we've helped you - now you help us"...they then attacked me...in the hope of making me NDE and remoteview for them...i then used that 'special pentagon' number...and they were both, then - to do what they had been threatening to do to me...to each other..i won't bother to go into details...go figure.
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...and it gets worse....a deb mcd lookalike had been placed in the library, the other day...at the same desk as before (see previous notes upon CIA sleeper) upon the groundfloor...her mission? well it was all about scarlett's 'cancer scare'...remember how upset i had been to hear that my former best friend from school...was almost dead from cancer etc etc?..to find out later on, that it had all been a lie...and well, what can i say but that the ill must have figured that i had not found out that it was a lie...because her mission had been to try and enforce the 'cancer' network curse...upon myself and my network....the marines...go figure. Anyway, the pentagon had already instructed me upon what to do...and it was really as simple as rejigging a few pieces upon a scrabbleboard, let us say...a 'public' scrabblegame -located by the library's main sliding doors..."in order to turn that cancer curse back upon the lot of them" ....clacton library tends to have a game or jigsaw puzzle around....for the public to 'have a go'...see previous notes upon the jigsaw puzzle in the reading room upstairs....go figure.
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what else? well...last night, i was to watch that GRIMSBY dvd...to then return it to the library, this morning....and what can i say about 'that one' apart from recount what had happened at green tower in relation to that script...i can remember scarlett having commissioned it....and the strapline to the whole event...had been "scarlett and gill get shafted by elephant dick"...can you guess who 'elephant dick' was supposed to be?
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...what else? well i was to find another dvd to borrow, in clacton library....GRIMM TALES....a prompt of sorts...to talk about 'all of the above' in relation to 'satanic joo princesses'...."and the quest for eternal life" replies MI5 ONLINE....well, not quite...it is more of a 'mirror mirror on the wall' number, isn't it?
...anyway, that is why i was to begin this post with...it is all turning into a sort of GRIMM fairytale, isn't it?...no 'happy endings' when such terrible drugs are involved...because of what those drugs to people...how they make them behave...etc etc...

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