OTHER NOTES:

last night i was to note DAWN OF THE DEAD on the BBC iplayer...to remember that FBI office telling me "you'd better watch that (again)"...around this point in time...

having watched it again... i was to remember helen rodway-williams 'at home' at 45 francis road...circa 1998/9...farrell used to call round now and then...see previous notes upon tib's gang....he was to show her the above film and tell her that he was the 'romantic interest' and she was the pregnant woman that he was going to save...

he was then told by a remoteviewing team...that he was going to end up a zombie...and so were mike williams' whole gang...i can remember mike joking around it all...walking around their living room like a zombie..."well that's it then" he joked....

you see the whole lot of them were satanists...and there will always be at least one deadhead 'adult demonic alter' present within their psyches...

...which is what the FBI had found about about farrell and also kirwan...she had been a practising satanist since childhood..."part of a church cult"..."she had frightened her friends"....and also, some of those who had known her upon that MI5 russian course, in 1980 - as far as i can remember...she had been part of the course, which was stationed in the southwest...bristol-based....both courses were to meet up 'now and then' at various programming locations....

anyway, roll on the decades...to switzerland and the ill attempting to program me in that 'swiss cottage'...hoping to make even more money out of me...the idea being? that they would ask me to do a 'mary shelley' and come up with a 'genius' horror tale...i was to trace the anchors as in the milibands at whitehall...but who had been 'on the ground'? whilst staying in that cottage...i can remember the two programmers leaving...i watched them through a ground window whilst talking on the phone to MI6...who simply wanted to ask questions...they were not going to 'step in' and help me at all....so who had the pair of them been? i can remember saying "well the man thinks that he's god's gift to women - but he's rather ugly...horrible nose"... i was looking at farrell's profile through the window....and the woman...well, i could identify her...as "that actress...irish...you know...the one who did the M&S commercials for food...looks like her, at any rate"...etc etc....

so what had been going on? the FBI were to fill in a few more details...the pair of them - see above...were in demonic adult alters....although once back in the house that farrell had bought...by the lakeside...which MI6 were to describe as "looking rather like a shed from the outside"....well they were to play at being 'peter and heidi' - so go figure....

farrell had figured that i would remember our 'love affair' from totnes, so many years before....and that the 'russian sex technique' horror, would 'kick in' again....it didn't...i couldn't remember him at all...he was to complain to kirwan afterwards that he must be losing his grip...

'the russian sex technique'? tanya had been most interested in 'that one' to be warned by marr, to be cautious...anyway, she was to seduce farrell...to find out what was going on...to then describe it to her friends at BI as follows..."well he puts it in...wiggles it around a bit...and then he finds a spot...at the back of the womb...and then he continually hits it"....she then made her eyes roll and began to grunt...the women all fell about....sonia fisher then asked "so size is important?"...tanya quickly reflected upon 'that one' to then reply "no, but length is"....

so what is the above all about? well something that those running japanese geisha houses, knew about....they used to use those wooden sticks with enamelled wooden birds on top....in order to get one of their geishas to 'orgasmic state' before her meeting, with the next client...

anyway, once you have been forced through 'that experience' again and again...whilst drugged and starved, i might add...the woman or girl...then tends to bond with the man...she tends to 'fall in love'...or imagine that it is 'love' when it is simply brainwashing.

russian intelligence...let me see...i have already noted that their brainwashing techniques were pretty straightforward...but effective, one might say...for example, they used to send their pretty boys/adonis'/bodybuilder types in...because british intelligence was assumed to be mainly homosexual...but then changed tactic after a while...see above....

M&S had a new brochure out yesterday....one of the HEARTS was to remind me of the 'heartshaped face' of a certain 'pretty boy'...i was then to look at DAWN OF THE DEAD...and suddenly 'quite a bit fell into place'...

next up - the FBI and US intelligence in general...were concerned to know if there was any way in which they could deprogram farrell....where had his original zombie alter come from?

well i can answer that one, quite simply....blackheath in the 60s....michael richardson's gang had all been taken off for a programming session in an empty hall....somewhere in greenwich/woolwich....programmers were present...they had left some piles and dishes of 'blood and guts' around the hall....we were then instructed to walk around like 'zombies'....shown how to do it...hands up front and stumble around....and to taste each 'dish' or pile....PKW/webb and richardson were concerned "is it real?" they whispered...i was to spot the dish of sheep hearts....my mother had recently baked sheep hearts..."no - sheep's hearts" i whispered back and briefly explained how i knew....knowing of course that they had meant "are they really human organs?"

now - PKW/webb, richardson and myself were the older chidren, out of the group....and we knew how to 'pretend' in order to go undercover and not get caught out...our usual line of defence was to do everything that we were told whilst watching and waiting for our 'chance'...whereas the younger two....'little colin' and 'baby mcgowan' were more like 'cats' than 'dogs'...both of them were to refuse to say "i am a zombie" at the back of the hall...to the programmer with the electrode to their brain....and the 'seal it in' sticker...along with a picture of a circus seal on a drum - with a ball balanced upon its head....eventually i had to break cover and go and tell 'little colin' to do what he was told...his head had been electrocuted by the probe, that many times...."but my father told me not to" he yelled back at me....

anyway, eventually we were let out of the above hall...to walk into a carpark...this was all in the evening...it was dark outside....'little colin' had gone a bit hysterical...he was still pretending to be a zombie, once outside....the others hissed at him not to be so stupid...i then picked him up and carried him...he was laughing manically...he then defecated in his trousers...i got to the car, PKW/webb had already got in, to ensure himself a seat...and i gave 'little colin' to him..."you have him on your knee, this time"....richardson then got in...and i got in last - and put 'baby mcgowan' upon my knee....during the car journey i was to ask mcgowan what he was thinking "maybe we are zombies" he said...i told him not to be so stupid....

the first stop was farrell's mother's house....he got out of the car...ray fishwick was driving it...his mother asked him where his VW volkswagen was...he replied that his wife ann had wanted to use it, that evening and that he had borrowed a friend's car...little colin was standing in front of that 'borrowed car'....it was light blue and a VW beetle...colin had become fixated by the silver fixtures upon it..."it's got wings!" he kept saying...until taken inside....so if the FBI want to trigger the above memory...i reckon that the car would 'do it'...show him a picture of it...that might pull up the whole clump....

what else? after i had been dropped off home...my mother was to look at the nasty stain on my coat..."smells like poo"...i was to tell her that i had fallen in some dog's poo....she then asked me "how did you get it all off then?"....i just rolled my eyes...i knew that i couldn't tell her what had really happened....if anybody knew that i had broken the silence and secrecy code...we would all be dead....to all intents and purposes - my mother believed that we had all been taken to see a film...

OTHER NOTES:

...what else about DAWN OF THE DEAD...well i suppose that it is somewhat self-explanatory in a way...the FBI had coded it all out, in the first place - just look at the detail - including the music and sound effects....anyway, what made me laugh - was the ending....you have a surreal image of BIG BEN in a US shopping mall....you then hear a recording of BIG BEN striking the time....and then you get that 'waiver' up on screen - along the lines of 'everything is fictional in this movie...no resembance to anybody or anything....' etc etc....

this is all about the ALICE vs OZ programs clashing...see previous notes upon obama at green tower...wanting to know 'who that man in the car was'...who had triggered a zombie cannibal attack...in a subway by a freeway....ALICE vs OZ....all part of the ill cult armageddon package....'divide and conquer' etc etc....

...what else? tomlinson had used the movie to program in "if you let us abort you and eat your baby...then we will not eat you..."

...what else? "the FBI were to tell us that farrell and kirwan were linked to the irish nazi party...and that they had been behind 'belinda' upon that train..." replies BI ONLINE.

...and that's about it, really....apart from the pair of them programming in something around 'nasty love letters' and wanting to send a bouquet of 'red roses' to a funeral...either ed's wife or my mother's funeral...something like that....

apparently kirwan manages his money nowadays (a bit like warner? "she makes money for me")..."and dwindling career" replies MI5 ONLINE.

...and lastly, i was to spot an odd url 'pop up' in my browser whilst watching the movie...in contained the following words:

'the disappearance of alice creed'

...go figure.