OTHER NOTES:

i went to the library this morning to return the almodovar dvds...to find out that the library computer system wasn't working properly...and the staff had yellow/black tape over the letterboxes of the lefthand bins...with a blue bin on top for your 'returned items', instead...i then choose a new dvd to rent...JOANNA LUMLEY: IN THE LAND OF THE NORTHERN LIGHTS to check it out at a self-service till...the receipt only gave me a number and not the name of the dvd...secondly there was no 'payment screen'...and so i took the dvd to the main desk, to ask if i could pay the rental charge immediately, instead of another day...to be told by 'will' - that by the end of today...everything would be up and running 'as normal'...and the library system would then acknowledge names and not just numbers etc....

...anyway, after the above i went to WILKO's to buy 3 more of those white 'rice bowls' - 3 for £6 (a reduction - the normal price was £2.50 on the display shelf)...why? because, the other day i began to think about...

....'what if i broke one? knowing my luck...by that point in time...wilko won't be selling them at £2.00 anymore (the first couple of bowls had been on special offer at £1.25 - if only i'd bought 6 at the time) ...i'll look high and low for a replacement - to then find them elsewhere but at £7.50 or something like that...'

at the till...the couple behind me...i had 'seen them somewhere before'....i then remembered mr putin saying that the woman had the 'kindest heart' in the whole of clacton...he had been 'watching' her, for some reason..."a real hardluck story" replies MI5 ONLINE...so she had probably been one of the 'communist party' at that communist club? see previous notes...i cannot remember...anyway, the couple were buying a largish purple bottle of CILLIT BANG...and asking the assistant, who appeared to know them rather well...if it worked on LIMESCALE...she replied that they might try the DETTOL spray...well, that wasn't the correct response, was it? dettoll kills germs and leaves a nasty smell...a bit like vinegar in relation to limescale....so what was going on there, then? anyway, i added my 'two cents'...along the lines of "limejuice....49p at sainsbury's....eastern cookery...they put it on their food...pure acid...it takes off limescale like nothing else"....the couple looked at their CILLIT BANG and then told the till assistant that they had changed their minds...could they put it back? she replied that they could do....i responded along the lines of "have i lost you a sale? sorry about that"...laughing...she smiled and said that i hadn't done...she might give limejuice a try, too...and then i left the shop...

so why have i gone into detail about the above? i am not sure as yet...but seeing as 'mr putin was involved' in some way...it will have been important...but upon what level, i have no idea as yet...as a metaphor..."or symbolic event" replies MI5 ONLINE...or perhaps the ill are making bombs with 'limejuice as an ingredient', nowadays...who knows? "HARRY LIME -the third man"...how to use 'harry lime' - is that it? i am still no wiser....

only that i had a look at guacomole in sainsbury's today...and remembered PETER MANDELSON and that 'gaff' at the fish and chip shop in his constituency...see previous notes.

anyway, tu-esday (as in today) was normally coded out as an 'amadeus/lips/tu-lips' day....so what are we looking at here? i have the 'cut tulips in cameron's zygote slavery vase' - see previous notes.... in my living room window...as well as nazi inga's 'cut daffodils in an earthenware jug' ha ha ha...

remember franco zecchin - painstakingly writing out 'in translation to english' circa 1993, katowice, poland.... a poem that he had memorised in english...a poem by that 'holocaust poet' paul celan...all about 'she who walks to the window and beheads the daffodils...' and nobody appears to 'win' in whatever scenario is being played out - see previous notes...well that much is true - overall, if one looks at the 'big picture' in relation to what the nazi/jooish scientists got up to...is it?

"were they talking about the chief sephardic russian villain?" replies MI5 ONLINE...your guess is as good as mine but i am 'going that way' too....and who is 'they' anyway? "paul celan and his network - franco had remembered something...."

OTHER NOTES:

So, anyway....i was to watch BROKEN PROMISES first...to realise that BI only needed a 'reminder' to watch this film again...you see it is all coded out....it is all about what had happened to RICHARD HARRIS at H house in totnes....see previous notes upon the ill really screwing him up with that foreign film, relating to a sort of THE MAGUS plot...whereby the man falls in love, obsessively - i might add.....with two women....whom he thinks are 'the same woman'...even though one has blue eyes and the other has brown eyes....a student and a maid...."french maid - that was you" replies MI5 ONLINE. really? the actress was to remind me more of carla bruni but there you go....besides it was the student - who had blue eyes, wasn't it? confusing eh? but anyway, in a certain context - you are right...ray fishwick liked to think of me as a 'french maid' and to the consternation of his wife..."let's dress her up as a french maid?" to the answer "NO, RAYMOND!" whilst i was staying at their house in shotley 'for a holiday' - just after that 1980 course. the holiday, during which i got to know sophie fishwick again...after 'years apart' since blackheath....she was to take me to a screening of RUMBLEFISH starring mickey o' rourke at the ipswich cornhill exchange....her circle of friends were so impressed by that movie...they all began to 'ID' upon the networks as 'razorfish'....i didn't and i wondered what was up?...RUMBLEFISH...RAZORFISH..."RAINBOW FISH" replies BI ONLINE...so the colours of the 'raisa fish' change now and then? "the signal changes".

...i suppose that i can somewhat put my finger upon it now....i had my 'martine - little pufferfish' to deal with...and a 'raisa - razorfish' on top of that - would have been simply too much....see previous notes upon 'looking after little boys...' - to then end up at dartington college and have to deal with both.

"some girls would have loved the challenge" replies MI5 ONLINE...well, why didn't they take it up?...see previous notes upon dartington female students fixating upon farrell and gill....

"they (michael richardson's gang') were fixated upon you, as the only girl in their gang"....at all saint's primary school.

that 'little boy gang' had chosen me by 'popular vote' to be their 'girl victim'...but luckily, jonathan ross hadn't liked me that much..."she's okay but i prefer julie (venables)..." see previous notes.

julie venables...you can see that ross had a 'type' set in his mind and from an early age....julie was a rather maternal child...very 'down-to-earth'....with dark curly hair, white face...laughed a lot....rather controlling 'as a mother might be'...and rather loud....she was also concerned about her weight...a tubby child, as far as i can remember...but that is what ross had loved about her...all julie wanted to do was to play 'mummies and daddies' in the playground...she was always the MOTHER....i can remember nick hytner from richardson's gang....joining me as 'the babies' of julie with her taller 'best friend 'debra' who was supposed to be the 'daddy'...in that all saints school concrete playground....

nick loved the 'whole thing' but i didn't....why had i bothered in the first place? - because i was bored and wanted to do something to relieve the boredom of 'the usual' in terms of competitive 'running games' etc in that playground....anyway, nick hytner had loved it - he wouldn't stop doing it - even after i had walked away from it "what are you doing nick? you're not a baby!"...

and so what was the procedure...... to do 'baby' to 'mother'?

ah, reflections.....of the british army answering a call from 'mother' upon their brick phones....."an HQ alias" replies MI5 ONLINE.

see previous notes upon zoos....'intelligent apes'....toddlers.....and the accompanying videos.....

however, 'in cat alter' you often tend to do the 'unexpected' even though as sarah holliday was to say "cats are really stupid" in relation to young child alters.....good cover, eh?

and what had julie venables wanted us to do?.....well, it used to involve us 'crouching' upon the playground tarmac - and then jumping around from a crouching position, like frogs on a hot tin roof....as julie led us 'by the hand' around the playground...."a bit like being a chimpanzee" replies MI5 ONLINE.

what else can i remember?

i can remember looking at hytner, in askance "you really enjoy this?"...julie was furious...they were all trying to get me to play along.... but 'something was wrong'....i refused and walked off....i was really angry in my head but had the sense to know that i wasn't angry with julie......nor with hytner....so who was i 'angry' with? what can i say about the whole MKULTRA horror - but that you do not necessarily blame anybody.....you just 'walk off stage' with a 'pain in your head'....and a feeling that "everything is wrong"....and then the thought, how to put it right?

and the answer according to BI ONLINE was that apparently hytner had wanted to find out what venables was up to...so had his 'military' father told him to do so?

"the mothership" replies MI5 ONLINE..."she was a walking mothership - satellite chip"....

so in conclusion...let me see...today i was picking up on "baby alters and motherships" replies MI5 ONLINE...

...i can also remember MI5 dealing with 'little raisa'...as michael richardson's gang had done - when we were kids...gill was to lead the pack..they all ended up shouting at little colin "you're a man! you're a man! you're a man!"....instead of "you're a little boy" for some reason...harris was watching them do it...presumably he had found out about 'girl child alter' programming...and wanted it reversed...see previous notes upon the HAPPY MONDAYS...anyway, it didn't work, did it? the 'raisa' alter was too strong...and i was to track and trace it back to the chief sephardic rabbi and also 'watch' his death...drowned in the bath...as far as i know - this was the end of that 'little raisa' network..."he had been the anchor" replies MI5 ONLINE.

next up i was to track and trace the 'machine' as i shall call it..."A.I. BBC" replies MI5 ONLINE...'the machine' was doing...."a comprehensive scan"...it had picked up on the colours that i was wearing on tuesday...a purple teeshirt underneath a dark blue and white striped one, black leggings...the teeshirts were hidden under my green anorak..."and that was why that couple approached you with the cillit bang bottle in the same colours" and when i got home, to turn on radio 4...the presenter began a description of a woman's clothing, the colours, purple, white, dark blue, black...i kid you not...the clothes of a ukrainian woman who is likely to become a 'martyr' in russia....the colours were the same as above...anyway, this was proof if MI5 had needed it...that this 'comprehensive scan' was taking place..."and that it had nearly got you....but 'don't touch the green' was in operation"...

...and why was the library system down?

"we had turned it off"...to what end?

"the machine was working blind"...but it could pick up colours...

"no images and no names"...

I was to note several articles on yahoonews recently...something around those like stephen hawking warning that A.I. has really gone too far, nowadays...and is likely to destroy the world if allowed to continue...you might think that this is an 'alarmist call' but in view of today being 'BBC machine' day..."a semi-intelligent computer" replies MI5 ONLINE....well, nobody wants to be pursued by that, do they?...and for whatever reason...as usual i was being held up as an 'example'..as 'bait'...although i do not know the ins and outs of it...what MI5 were up to in relation to this particular 'experiment' upon the networks...

...although i would guess that they are investigating the whole 'baby alter/mothership' thing..."because 'little raisa' had proved such a threat to our systems".

let me see...so in effect, i had told that couple...or rather their chips had registered and relayed on the information that they were not after those colours, whatever they might represent...but after the 'lime'..a 'harry lime' reference? something like that? "the third man" replies MI5 ONLINE...'little raisas/razorfish were looking for those like you and you turned them around upon the system - pointed them in another direction"...

razorfish are extremely dangerous..."a narrow escape"...gill had a razorblade/switchknife from the east end, in totnes....see previous notes...

anyway, i am now beginning to 'get' an overview of the whole thing..."the colours of a pufferfish" replies MI5 ONLINE...oh i see...so that was what i was projecting whilst wearing those colours...today had been a 'pufferfish vs razorfish' day?

...yes, gill had given me those pufferfish files but i hadn't been through the programming...remember how he had given me the 'stoat files' too - in a similar way i.e. i didn't actually have an 'alter' which was that - only the files...the data...

so in the wider scale of things...this was a..."romanov russian attack upon the japanese system" replies MI5 ONLINE...."and mr putin had known all about it".

...and of course, and he would have been 'ambivalent'...having exposed the romanov element, in the first place...and the colours of the 'pufferfish signal' are now known?

 

....and this cartoon had been on MI5 files as a 'clue' to what was to happen today, upon the timer system?

 

 

..."and the third man had been embodied by the chief Sephardic rabbi" replies MI5 ONLINE...and that is what you had wanted to know...the object of the whole exercise 'so many years ago now' in relation to 'exorcising raisa' for want of a better metaphor..."a symbolic event".