OTHER NOTES:

...last night i was to remember the following...royal services were to send caroline in - to see what had happened in that manningtree wharf flat...and this is what had happened... 'tia' as in swinton had just shot hytner through the head...something around 'three being a crowd'? did he survive the shooting? tennant had already left...

and what about the GAF and mcgowan? well i was to track and trace another desk...run by mckintyre and dews.....they were surveying the whole lot...they knew about that CREAM dvd...and they had been longterm fans of the group....

that CREAM song about really being 'in trouble' now...had been used upon the networks to signify zygote slavery and abortions..."add to that - ginger being the 'SUN'" replies MI5 ONLINE...a sun-king desk...along with a desire to be up above the clouds in his castle...rather like an ogre, perhaps? the origins of the taschman 'sky' program?

next up...another member of the group was to manage to 'stay in his head' during those early years, by dancing at psychedelic clubs (after having stopped the drink and drugs)...he spells it out, in interview..."a frequency war" replies MI5 ONLINE....that reminds me of "kitten, beware the vac-oom"....

what else....mckintyre and dews had worked out a way...using that cream song about 'a mother and baby'...to 'deplug the baby' as in farrell..."in nappy alter, at the time" replies BI ONLINE...it was a great shock to his system but it certainly broke the whole circuit...didn't it? i can remember gill sitting back and laughing...as - was it caroline (i was looking through somebody's eyes) - turned the radio dial to...was it B'e' level, on the board?.... in order to bust the circuit...

what else...oh i need to backtrack here...before 'all of the above' was to happen in that manningtree wharf flat...tennant was to attempt to program the 'diabolical trio' with that very CREAM dvd..."it was on video" replies MI5 ONLINE...somebody was then to pisstake tennant on that DIRECT BANKING website as the 'nodding bird'...and yes, he had looked 'just like that'...standing behind them - as they watched that CREAM documentary on the monitor, in front of them....he was nodding along, in time to the blues...i've always said that tennant looks rather like a startled bird, a lot of the time...and no doubt, mckintyre and dews had taken 'that one' into account....they were the ones, who had originally introduced me to CREAM and that 'a mother and baby' song, whilst at dartington...i had found it incredibly sinister...but they appeared to know what it was really all about...

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....what else....i was also to remember capaldi in prague...another of those 'sessions' but this time at the BRITISH COUNCIL DTO as far as i can remember...capaldi had just finished a very long and depressing monologue upon 'nihilism'...afterwards, some of us were to get up and offer to do some 'interpretative dance' around the improvised title of 'dance of futility'...we ended up doing 'black slave dancing' (remember the 'chicken dance'?)- which is a way of getting out of a very depressed state of mind...even toby got up in the end and did his 'jellyfish dance' at the front...capaldi watched thin-lipped for a while and then barked "are you finished? that's ENOUGH!"

the above somewhat parallels the 'uses and abuses' of black african slave culture...such as 'the blues' by CREAM...see previous notes....

funnily enough, colin wasn't amused at all...he was also to shout at us to stop...he appeared to have been feeding off the nihilism...all of that negativity...which was being dispersed by 'slave dancing'...additionally, i can remember gill - who had wanted to join in but was conserving his energy - because he was being 'starved into the ground' at that point in time...

anyway, now i can see where the context came for 'let me play/sing you the song of my people' gags on 'icanhascheezburger'....an event that often used to occur at templar castle events...along with 'interpretative dancing'...see previous notes upon the three monkeys at green tower and their 'dr death freestyle' number...whilst pointing out in yellow pages - the banks and banking families - responsible for funding terrorism/mkultra/SIS etc....

i also have a soft spot for that photographer's interpretative dance photos...taken at dartington...'the triage' montage of photos....

OTHER NOTES:

'we're really in trouble now'...a CREAM band member was to talk about how he had had a row with his wife and then walked out on her...did he ever go back?

this is something around 'marital counselling'...i can remember robbie and his wife going...to eventually uncover a very sad past...in relation to his wife's parents...she had loved her father so much - but thought that her mother didn't really care about him...he was such a good man, a good father and family man...that the apparent lack of feeling, from her mother - had almost broken her heart....she was then to try and make robbie be 'just like her dad'...but you cannot do that, can you? she had to let him be his 'own man' and not be forced into behaving like somebody else...anyway, he then began to rebel and so looked for a way to resolve the deteriorating relationship...they then went to counselling 'just in time' in order to dig it all up....and having dug it all up - became closer as a consequence..."lots of tears of course" replies MI5 ONLINE.

caroline was to look into 'relationship repair' between colin and i - to try and defuse that deadly 'nappy alter situation' i.e. BI knew that he might try and murder me...anyway, it was far more 'involved' and problematic....mainly because he used to fight his mother 'tooth and nail' as the eldest taschmann had pointed out...and i used to take on a 'maternal role' quite a bit of the time...my 'little monkey' you see...which he absolutely hated being called etc etc...'older sister' wasn't a role that he appreciated much, either..."you're not my sister - you're my girlfriend" etc etc...in short, colin appeared to be having a battle with the opposite sex, in his head...the whole time...re-enacting it, wherever he went....trying to take control of the steering wheel and 'hands off or else'....you can talk together as adults but you are always aware that 'the children' are behind your eyes...and they are still fighting...just like they did in the 60s, in blackheath...which we were then to go on and do at dartington, in our twenties...and i was to take on the whole lot of them at H house, in the end - in the late 1980s...and to complicate matters, further...there was always the 'third hand on the wheel' wasn't there, gill? see previous notes upon that MOD program that his father had put together in order to protect his son....

perhaps i should have mentioned this before, in relation to jesuit alters....but that somerset maugham story about the priest who goes to an 'island in the sun' to teach the natives about christianity....an old friend then comes to call - some time down the line...to find that the priest has gone completely crazy...sun, sex, alcohol and sand....and renounced all of his former vows etc etc...well, i reckon that colin had been programmed with 'that one'...along with the eldest taschmann...probably all of the taschmanns come to think of it...and of course there is that 'retreat' which caroline was to talk about, which her brother had paid for, apparently - whilst she was at dartington....'sunset beach' etc etc see previous notes....

"they flip" replies MI5 ONLINE.

oh and one last thing...that i was to remember this morning...it was from all saints blackheath primary playground...'jonathan' the original leader of michael richardson's gang was still around...and colin was being especially secretive...i asked him what he had in his pocket...he hid behind the other boys, with a frown on his face...i coaxed him a bit...eventually he showed us his 'big secret'...the boys all crowded round to have a look...it appeared to be a smallish mechanical toy in the shape of a robot..."it's a sin-counter" little colin explained...it had two buttons on either side...and a display counter - one for sins and one for good deeds...the sin counter was already quite high....i asked jonathan if he could do anything about it...he managed to lever the little robot open and then turned the 'sin counter' back to zero...little colin wasn't happy...apparently he got rewarded for being a 'bad boy'....jonathan then gave up with him...but with a final word of advice along the lines of 'i'd turn it back if i were you'....as in the sin-counter, to zero....now that little colin knew how to open it up and turn the dial back...

and so if you are still trying to deprogram him, caroline and co....ask him what's in his pockets and to dig deep...never fails...