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last night...a 'cluster' of memories was to come back...and yes i can remember being shown the 'nut cluster' chocolate...a holiday in a large stone house...you might call it a cottage but it was bigger than that...near to the sea...over the sand-dunes...'colin the crab'...and his friend the 'one-eyed octopus'...and the no-lan sisters...the si-wrens/sirens on the rocks...and the irish actress who had done the initial voiceovers for the first M&S television ads for their new food range...just before christmas, as far as i can remember...the siren's call...

the no-lan sisters (who were to describe themselves as an 'early warning system' on the coast - for their holidays..no 'lan'? meaning 'untraceable') were teaching colin to read and write...he must have been about 13 years old i suppose...not because he was 'backward' but because he hadn't been to school since....well all saints primary school, i suppose...and what else? "say something nice to him - he's been watching you all day"...."you have eyes like beautiful brown almonds"....oh and the 'chastity belt' that was to make them laugh and laugh...'monkeys' are so very strong, you see...strong hands....

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....and that leads me onto another memory...a far more recent one...and it involves harris' legitimate family....well as far as the public is concerned.

...MI5 was quite right, he had been a bigamist...i can remember marion saying that they had had a state marriage...and not a church wedding but then she was a very modern young woman, with strong feminist convictions - see previous notes...

...harris was involved with MI5 in the 60s and he was used to aliases...has anybody tracked and traced the registry office etc yet...who knows eh? how many women he might have married because i suspect that it might have been more than two...

anyway, MI5 toby was with colin...when he decided to 'go in' and befriend harris' children....as far as i can remember - the footage was to go like this:

colin was to be invited to meet them all...and at first, he had decided that it would be best if they 'didn't know'...he was to get on especially well with the sister...which was to provoke a negative reaction, from one of the brothers...and that is when things started to go wrong...naturally he had to declare his real interest in making their acquaintance, at some point...."because we all know what colin is like, as far as women are concerned" replies BI ONLINE.

anyway, the encounter was then brought to a halt....what happened, MI5? from the footage that i was to receive...it was really strange...an uberdesk was in operation...."must have been varro's...the MOD"...well something like that...anyway, the siblings were given a choice between a baby monkey, puppy and kitten....the elder brother declared that he was rather fond of the kitten...whilst the sister told them all that she was taking the baby monkey home...and as far as i could see, it was a real one...her antagonised brother had offered first...to be told "no you don't - you'd only torture it"....

you see...a puppy dog can melt your heart...so can a kitten...but when you've held a real live baby monkey in your arms....it is really very disarming...."they can pull your arms off when they get bigger" replies MI5 ONLINE...well that is the point, isn't it? i can remember the CIA LAB having a look at monkeys in general...mcdonald was to say that even a relatively small one...4 foot or less, standing up...was so much stronger than a human being...that it had the power to kill its owner....and therefore had to be trained carefully, beforehand...if one were to keep it as a pet...that is.

so what happened next? toby was to keep an update upon the situation...the sister took the baby monkey home...her eldest brother was to visit...to find out that it had wrecked her living room...but she didn't mind...presumably her husband did, however...because the eldest brother was to eventually take 'ownership' of that baby monkey...

...and things went well...until MI5 decided that the full grown monkey might be too dangerous to keep...despite having been domesticated and being 'as harmless as a fly'...MI5 figured that if it had "an MOD chip in it's brain" and if that chip was set to overload...well things could go dangerously wrong, for the eldest brother who had become very emotionally attached to his 'old friend' - as he was to call the full-grown monkey...

and so the chimp was sedated ("the sedative didn't work - it's still conscious - something's wrong" as they were packing into the back of a van, into a cage) to be taken away for intensive scanning...in relation to surgically removing whatever chips there might be...

so what is the above all about? it is all 'symbolic' with the ill...i would guess that the eldest brother was being 'played with' and in a terrible way...you see he couldn't have known or guessed....that colin had been conflated with the baby chimp....although he knew that something was definitely up....and he was trying to find out what it was....i would guess that it is all about what he was to do, with the chimp....e.g. if he put it down...they would do the same to colin...if he gave it to a zoo...they would give colin to a 'human zoo' etc etc...and the worst scenario? the chimp's chip set to overload, i would guess....if the chimp didn't take him out - colin would then do so...

you see...having met the siblings...but not told them 'who he was'...the ill were to immediately step in and start playing their terrible games....in relation to creating a situation where the family were given an agenda against him....to bring him down..."a divide and conquer scenario" replies MI5 ONLINE.