Thursday 8 January 2015

OTHER NOTES:

I needed a few clues before i 'got' whose day it was supposed to be, in the flat today...

...and so i photographed a SLUG on ellis road...yes it is very wet, today...and thought "slugger' as in martin gill...toddy's nickname for him...the SLUG and the SLUB....'galactic slub'...that is what i had once named gill...and why had i named him 'that'? because he had taken 'slubs' of wool and photographed them upon the photocopier to then make 'more than one' NASA photoshopped image....







and this was after having bought very 'silky' black slippers in the sale at STORE21....'black and white cat' slippers, you might say...they were to remind me of 'mr tom'.....£2.99...i don't spend much - i simply spend upon 'keeping myself warm' and food, basically....all that benefits allow - until i get my money back....




oh and earlier on i had passed a farrell lookalike, sitting with his mate - in the front of a NATIONAL GRID van...on the corner of west avenue...and so i figured 'it's one of those days, again'...how many more horrific memories...attached to the GAF, to i have to remember and 'get through'...?

anyway, i was then to remember gill saying "i'll go first...i'm the biggest bastard, aren't i? i've done the worst things, to her..."

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a new ad on my3...how funny...does it give you an electric shock if you snore?

"and when you snore - the ejector panel is activated...a trapdoor opens in the ceiling as you are lifted into the loft - where heavy lagging is then dropped on top of you...leaving your partner to enjoy their sleep, undisturbed..."...why am i thinking along those lines...?

i wonder...because it is martin gill's day, in the flat...and after having decided to 'marry' jade laing to earn 'power' within the ill cult...he then went and 'did it again' let us say - with 'clara' in paris...

see previous notes upon her being a 'satanic temple guardian' and that bed, in her apartment - which used to slide through a revolving door in the wall behind (mcdonald and SC were to check the whole apparatus out)....the bed would 'go through the wall' - after clara and gill had taken knockout doses of their favourite drug, heroin....and retired for a 'tranced out' snooze....to then find themselves 'on the other side of the wall' rather than the mirror...and two new 'trainee applicants' waiting to be 'taken down the stairs'....to that 'satanic temple' underground...clara always knew what to do and gill was to pick it up quickly, enough...in his child alter that is...because his adult alter used to faint with terror....at the very thought....see previous notes upon that NY 'satanic temple of gold'....

martin as a little boy...knew that he wasn't really a little girl...despite all of that 'martine' programming....but he loved being spoilt...'all of that attention'...and he got that, being 'martine'...plus, after he had met 'the queen of norway' and been given a download of a 'system impression' of her psyche, at green tower...well he was to begin to act 'rather like my mother had once done'...see previous notes upon BI's pisstake of her 'infantilisation' on LOLCATS in relation to empathising with ingabot..."bbbb....bbbut i was a lovely honey blonde....who just wants to have bbbabies...just like helen wants to do" i.e. 'i'm just a lovely honey bunny' etc ad nauseum - a bit like roz?

Well, ingabot dropping her natural-born baby, off a window sill and onto concrete...the bump upon that baby's head...he never recovered consciousness...what can one say? except that - nobody should have ever allowed her to have a child, in the first place...SIS then gave her a 'new one....a 'substitute' baby - laughing as they did it....

...to make matters even more farcical..... 'somebody at SIS' couldn't even be bothered to supply her with a changeling - that looked the same, as in similar dark, brown eyes....ingabot was given a blue-eyed baby, instead...go figure....and so what else can i say? except - from what SIS 'orphanage nursery' had that baby come from? or was it simply stolen? who knows....

....the stuff that US intelligence had collected upon 'the queen of norway' and upon her 'longwave' tannoy system....well she was in a child alter herself, i suppose...anyway, what she used to say, was nauseating - and yes she had generally taken too many conflicting drugs, combined with alcohol but even so - she was quite obviously mad......unless it was the drugs and alcohol that were 'doing the talking'...which was indubitably the case....but 'was she that mad' underneath?

what was she really saying? "i am just a beautiful blonde barbie doll - no harm in me at all"....and i suppose that i find 'that one' ridiculously funny, nowadays....because as child and having been dubbed 'a satirical toad' by toddy - not that i knew what that meant...'satire' was 'new on the scene' in london - and in the 60s....so toddy had to try and explain the word, to me...."what's satirical?" - "you are, honey"...."what does it mean" - "well it means that you don't take anything seriously" - "yes i do - i take everything seriously - what does 'satirical' really mean?" etc etc...toddy eventually gave up on an explanation...i was too young to 'get it'...and so reverted to "i'm a satire/satyr, honey"....he then put his fingers up by his head...'two horns'....i 'got that' but not the rest of it...we had all been shown pictures/illustrations of so many mythical beasts....and 'satyr' had been part of 'narnia' programming....

anyway, according to that south american shaman - who wrote many books - caroline hughes would remember his name - she had one of his books, at dartington - carlos castenada?...apparently every drug has a 'spirit' or 'devil' attached....well, i wasn't inclined to believe that one...unless you conflate 'the effect that a type of drug/alcohol has upon you' with 'a devil influencing you'....south america is all about catholicism nowadays...possession, exorcism etc...

anyway, for the record - my mother was never blonde - as an adult, that is...and neither was the queen of norway...why this obsession with being blonde? i have always admitted to having dyed it, when i was younger...even though quite a few people used to say "you're joking - it looks natural" etc etc...black wigs suit me too....i was to fool a chinese colleague in shanghai...see previous notes upon 'the deviousness' of CIA mcdonald, in relation to showing the chinese academics 'what was possible' under mind control - and in a rapid operation - using just a wig, brown eye-contact lens and a 'change of clothes'....although i have to say that i had been 'doing' 'mo the chinese cleaner' for most of my life - under toddy, rimington and scarlett's direction - started young - and so had roz.....see previous notes on toby's family life in london, his father in 'forestry' for the government - and his brother, richard tomlinson - was still living at home...and all of them were to accept 'mo the chinese cleaner' as part of their daily life....except that she used to 'change appearance' somewhat, in terms of, let us say....height and weight, now and then - despite having the same obvious features as in 'dress', eye colour, hair colour and her 'usual' as in her mop bucket and her 'cleaning fluids' bucket etc etc....

...what am i saying here, overall? i am not sure...it is a 'martin gill day' in the flat, after all....expect the unexpected....

well, martin gill - if you turn up as 'mo the cleaner' but 'with a difference' today...i will know it...i have already seen you with 'blue eye contact lens in'....along with a blonde wig....a bit like farrell in 'alexander'....your appearance in the CIA LAB, was to have the effect of making me want to laugh myself under the table - in front of my screen - but i knew that this was 'not appropriate' and so i didn't....MCDONALD and SC on the other hand....their reactions were...how do i put it?....'extreme fear' once they had realised that 'it' was you....and yes, you had really managed to frighten them....for once. "jesus" etc etc...

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anyway, what was to happen today? not good.... i went into WHSMITHS to meet a 'deadhead' assistant...who had decided to code out my receipt as £5.01....see previous notes upon 501 as being the number of 'the soulless'....so martin gill...you were being 'named and shamed' upon the robot system as being 'without a soul'....just like the assistant 'by the selfservice till'....who was to put in an 'extra penny' after i had put in my £5 note.....just to make up my bill to £5.01....the assistant had been told that if he was successful in doing that....i would suffer the consequences and not martin gill....how stupid was he?

i am no 'sin-eater' and i am not 'soulless'...far from it....ha ha ha....if the robot crew think that they can screw me with 'that one' upon the system....well it always rebounds....they have condemned themselves by their own actions.

I can remember emet laughing about that 'young man' with the dead-head slate-grey eyes...."he thinks he knows about...." - well, he evidently didn't - did he?



you see, my bill had come to exactly £5.00 upon the self-service till....I was to 'feed in' £5....and then that 'dead-eyes' assistant was to put in another penny...my bill then came to 5.01...I queried him upon it....in relation to the fact that he had asked me if I had wanted a bag....which costs 1p.....and I had clearly answered that I had not wanted a bag...having my 'sainsburys recycling bag' with me....he had heard what I had said....and then replied that it was because of 'another customer's transaction' as if he were 'resetting' the till...which he obviously wasn't doing....

so in short, whilst I was looking down at my bag...he had tapped in 'take a bag' but I hadn't taken one....in order to make me look like a deadhead 501 slave 'without a soul'....thank you very much....

501 is the sign of 'dracula' within the ill cult....those 'bled' and without a soul.....

he had 'eyes' rather like Jeremy clayton....I was tracking the whole 'hooter' desk here....Jeremy clayton and alexis chapman - 'up to no good' again...why hasn't MI5 locked the whole lot of them up, by now....what is going on? Jeremy clayton, ingabot, weale.....they are all psychotics....and 'I don't like Mondays' people.....why are they still 'at large' and possibly about to commit another atrocity?

hmmmm...a rambling post today...which began with martin gill as 'slugger' and the 'galactic slub'....and I have talked about many things at random and in overview....what was I circling here? what is martin gill up to now? as far as I know....the pentagon was to trick him into 'washing his own brain' instead of Farrell's....gill assistants were to do it to him...as well as wiping his chip...so at least he is now free of 'all of that'...as in that horrific Norwegian influence...but he will never be the same again because so much of his life was 'on that chip'...he hadn't bothered to live a normal life, in that way...learn skills the normal way...and so I would guess that it will take him a very long time to recover...





 

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