Saturday, 28 June 2025

 .....and what else, dazzlenation?...well, remember how oscar had always called sylvia 'little fips' whilst she was in a young child alter....and yes, we're looking at 'sir mills' again and what he had got up to regarding etc etc....hmmm...the umbrella stand has an uncanny 'doll' shape to it...oh and the picture-on-the-wall....angry-bird meets angry-ape?....go figure:

https://victorianweb.org/art/illustration/barnard/mc45.html


and yes, i can remember now - john scarlett laughing about how those like sylvia were run as 'that' by the MKultra 'umbrella' main code and their one-eyed 'angry bird/ape' number, accordingly....a 'soul/body' thing....and then we have 'this'....lol.....Federal Information Processing.......go figure:



https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Federal_Information_Processing_Standards

"The Federal Information Processing Standards (FIPS) of the United States are a set of publicly announced standards that the National Institute of Standards and Technology (NIST) has developed for use in computer systems of non-military United States government agencies and contractors"

.....non-military?...."dad's army" replies BI online....hmmm....off on a tangent now...i was thinking about how the military aka  'dad's army' as rodway was to call it, so many years ago now - "a military masons' number" replies BI online....was to go so very wrong and in every dimension, let us say.....to whit, i then began to think along the lines of M*A*S*H and 'suicide is painless" but there you go...i mean to say, you can live too long - whilst being kept artificially alive....something horribly 'wrong' in the medical sector - worldwide....they can't save the young in A & E because the of lack of resources and yet, they can keep you alive, in your dotage - ad infinitum....even though no consent has been or could be given etc etc....hmmm....perhaps, another instance of the 'doll's house' at work........how terrible....which leads me on to the argument that whilst in God's world - whatever God you follow....within the natural world....in which you should have been dead a long time ago, if it hadn't been for so many inoculations since birth etc etc in relation to modern medical science....well, you know what i'm saying....'suicide' is perhaps too strong a word for deciding to end it all - before becoming a 'human vegetable' - kept alive in a hospital bed, by those who are too blinkered to see etc etc....add to that the phrase 'in the midst life we are in death' - now, only really explicable to me, as a phrase - regarding so many around me 'dead' and perhaps before their time, let us say - in 2025, looking back over the years, decades etc etc.....anyway, sylvia had once opined - about 10 years ago "how true" regarding that phrase....and yet, i couldn't - not really and she wouldn't give an explanation for it.....anyway, if that phrase were put into its more explicable context....say, you were a child of the victorian era and let us say - born to the wealthiest or the poorest - either way......the grim reaper etc etc....and perhaps you were the one, out of 9 children born, who survived...if that is so, you would have seen 'death' as in your brothers and sisters die off - over the years and from earliest childhood - not to mention so many others, regarding family and friends......"in the midst of life, we are in death".....an odd phrase, from the prayer book...hmmm......i 'get' it now....death was all around them, in those days....and there were rites and rituals to deal with it...which gives me greater understanding of 'turn of the century' short stories in literature which reference that field of 'being' within a certain time frame, within the british isles - fraught with ghost stories and other 'supernatural' phenomena etc etc....and i have to say that i think that we are poorer, spiritually - without that 'understanding' - despite how terrible it had been etc etc......go figure.

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