i had a walk around clacton to notice a drain in front of a shop on PALLISTER ROAD next to DAVEY'S DINER....a drain overflowing with sewage...the pong was horrific....

i then flashbacked to ROZ at some point in time...viciously telling me that i would be blamed for not reporting it...she must have been 'off her head' at the time...but maybe not - if she had been 'mistress of the networks' at that point....so i called in at that 'alternative' shop by the diner to ask if they knew about that drain...they replied that they did and had contacted the council....

if what ROZ was saying had been true...then a phonecall to the council wouldn't do it....she would have 'closed down' slaves there....it would take SP to pull strings to do it....and so i therefore took a photo of the overflowing drain in front of the shop....which i knew would be relayed back to a MET computer monitor....

is this still a HAZEL BLEARS day, today?

MAY 1st - labour day....

'overflowing with shit' - somebody's idea of a joke?

i was in M&S with a hazel blears lookalike behind me...i paid the cashier in a 'taschmann way'....i.e. 'not a penny more - not a penny less' as the eldest taschmann used to intone - he always paid that way and intoned that phrase....i was to note that one single act of doing so, in front of a 'blears slave' in the queue....was to have a similar effect...how weird was this morning?

i had already been to SUPERDRUG to meet up with a new cashier called 'DARRYL'...who had been almost crippled by heroin abuse....but he was a 'good guy' as far as i know...he had worked long and hard...for decades against the ill cult - and against ANDREW TRIGG's mafia in particular...he had wanted to 'get out' of his addiction....but didn't know what might work....so i paid him at the till...one pound coin short....he 'knew the cue' and retorted beaming at me:

"one pound short - another and you'll be SMACK-ON"

i caught his drift and muttered 'smack-off'....

and then - heading off from the till, i reached a certain distance - along the makeup counters....i then turned to see him - with almost closed eyes and a smile on his lips, whilst serving the next customer...'in heaven'....weird - let us hope it has worked....some computer program was working hard at his 'core' to change that horrifying addiction....

HULBRUSCH had told me 'how it would work'...something around the brain and 'natural opiates'...stimulating his - via microchip....to produce his own natural opiates....it appeared to have worked...for the time being, at any rate....so he has a 'chance'....

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what else?

i passed 'the turtle' today...on his bike....healthy...a twinkle in his eyes....he is about the same age as my father or possibly quite a bit older....but so 'young'....when i see him - i am reminded of 'a 10 year old andrew street on his bike down the road, from langley juniors'....

everybody is basically 'as old as they look'....and when you are 'getting on', it is tough....i can remember roberto de niro .......the most beautiful/handsome man that has ever lived, in my book - in the film taxi-driver for example - anyway, i can remember him saying that as you got older - you looked at yourself in the mirror and simply saw an 'aging ape'.....a sad 'body and face' looking back at you....

but nobody is 'as old as you feel' in terms of their looks, when you are 'on a bad day'....as brenda was to say.....meaning 'when you are feeling a bit low - you look far worse in the mirror than you normally do'....

....and when you have that sparkle of energy, in your eyes....you look years younger....that is all i can say....you can have that 'light in your eyes' at any age....

when you are feeling healthy, with that twinkle in your eye....you give the impression - that you are as young as you feel, inside....

'the turtle' cycling up pallister road - gave me a wink - i gave him back a big grin....i have always equated 'the turtle' with EMET so i would guess that he is on emet's network....somebody who had 'found ways' around the whole ill cult mkultra circus to emerge happy and healthy....after a long struggle and various operations/hospitalisations etc etc....his wife died before him...he has grandchildren...he is happy with himself and his life, in retirement - and he rides a bike everywhere - although he has a car for longer distances....see previous notes upon him talking about driving up to harwich for that 'biker festival'.....although his main interest and 'job' for so many years - was with the clacton lifeguard/lifeboat service....

'the light in your eyes, keeps me alive' ('she sells sanctuary' - see previous notes upon that tibet performance) - so many people lack it.....i regard STRESS as the big number that takes away the 'light in people's eyes'....

and STRESS related to mainly housing, mortgages 'getting the money in'....providing for the family.....trying to keep your head above water.....

stress that is imposed by a 'taxation system' above all things......globally.....see previous notes upon the BIG PURSES of the ill.....the british royal family, for example.......the PRIVY PURSE.....

no wonder people attend french classes and move to france if they are 'skilled in what france needs'....in my day, it was plumbers.....you could buy outright - a rundown house (you could 'do up' the plumbing - that was all that was really needed) in the country - for what you would put down on a UK mortgage payment - an extended loan (which lasts you for almost, if not all of your entire working life, within the UK, paying back twice the amount of original cost of the property or more).....you see why so many like dibbens - decided to 'go' circa 1989?

"your money is your own" as he used to say......you move to france...."your money is your own" in relation to doing up your own property which you have bought outright.....and you take it from there.....

forced out of the UK....in order own your own house.....live your own life....and to stay solvent....

not many people took that route.....dibbens and his friends were exceptionally 'intelligent' about the whole housing situation within the UK.....

i am not talking about what i would call the 'fictitious' and 'fantasy' flights of fantasy - broadcast with a blurb along the skeleton lines of 'english middle-class couples who wanted to move abroad.....and then did so.....to their cost'.....

the whole TUSCANY series - i remember that.......apparently middle-class couples who could afford anything that the HOLLIDAY family could afford - who were so 'middle-class' but also 'so MKULTRA' weren't they?

.....my parents certainly couldn't afford to 'drop work' or afford anything but a 'ruin' in an area of france which wasn't 'liked' by 'trendies'.....because they weren't in the same 'MONEY CLASS' were they? they did up the place so beautifully...so much hard work over so many decades....to then be 'forced to leave'.....

my mother couldn't bear the work involved to keep the whole place up....my father did his best - but neither of them could manage the whole thing.....

i can now see that the ill were still trying to drive a WEDGE between them - but it didn't happen...

my father still thinks that it is a shame that they had to leave it all....my mother thinks that it isn't because when the WEALES and LASKINS came to stay, she felt like a servant/cleaner and she couldn't bear it....she would take to her bed and i would 'do it all' for her disgusting clientele......'service with a smile and never ask them for a tip'.....

my mother still thinks of 'all the work to do when those people came to stay'......but she doesn't understand that it was because of 'those people - who never lifted a finger - would do nothing to help her out'.....let me add to the list HELEN AND WEALE, ED AND SUE.....and sue's mother curiously enough....never ever lifted a finger......every time she was invited.....my mother and i, coupled with my father....would act as servants for the whole lot of them....

what am i getting at here?

some people in one's family - act as if others are the servant class....in helen and weale's case - they both were consciously doing so.....

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a long and rambling post here....i do not know what i am trying to 'dig up'.....

for example - when staying at the HOLLIDAY house - IPPLEPEN....all of the daughters and their mother chipped in.....everybody worked hard at doing the cooking, washing up drying, putting away - after one of their parties......

obviously that was 'not the case' in other residences of theirs.....so what was going on?

were they simply dipping into 'middle-class life' without servants?

which begs the question.....you are middle-class - you have guests for christmas....and for a week....you expect that they will do the 'minimal' but they do not....

you end up doing most of it along with your father - in the kitchen....because your mother is upstairs 'off sick' and your two siblings 'helen and ed' will not lift a finger....and nor do the families that they have married into....

you do not judge 'newbies' to your family occasion, for it....it is an awkward situation but you wonder why they do not offer to do 'anything at all'....you just want to know what is going on....you try asking your sister helen for help but everytime she is 'called away' and doesn't do anything.....you try to ask your brother ed and a similar thing happens....."i have to go"....."x, y, z needs doing upstairs in my bedroom"....

you simply think....oh, helen and ed...never did a thing at home - whilst we were young....this is normal......their marital partners think that it is also 'normal' to treat myself and my parents as people who are 'servile' and do not need 'help' creating a massive family meal 'every hour of the day' as my mother was to put it and for a week....which is why she chose to 'stay in bed' that particular xmas no doubt....with nothing wrong with her at all....

"what are you saying?" replies EMET

well i am not sure....just that i can track and trace it all back to 'that xmas 2005'.....in france.....and that i was to finally realise just how much my parents and myself - had been 'put upon' by so many people....who expect us to be the 'servants' in any given situation.....people who do not feel that they are required to 'lift a finger'......

"a class system?" EMET laughs....

well yes, it was a ' class system' of sorts....they were the elite - lounging around....catered for, everywhere.....

oh i see...what you are getting at....they had achieved.....what those langley school teachers at the senior school had 'achieved' in life.....to treat the children as 'roman slaves' and 'roman prostitutes'......

'that way madness lies'....surely you are wrong, emet?

'no i am not wrong - they simply went up a computer notch and they now feel that they can treat you as slaves'

they bought into the whole system and figure that they can treat people who are not part of the MKULTRA system as 'slaves'?

'Yes you might feel angry about it but that is the way that it is'....

so you do you deal with them?

'a few signals....such as this - (does a bird's beak) that normally 'does' for them'......

and what if it doesn't?

"blast them out with what you really feel.....i have seen people who have done that.....it as quite effective in some cases...."

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well EMET i now know what 'does' for most ill cult people and the most evil - do you know what that is?


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make your hand into a bird.....with a beak.....open the beak now and again - open it widely - it opens their 'suitcase of nightmarish memories.....

.....and then imitate 'dying bird'......that 'kills' most BYRD slaves dead....honestly - it does, metaphorically speaking - but they just go 'nutty' and that is no use at all....do ''emu trying to attack and then spiralling underground'.......and you've got it....the signal to the slave with that microchip which closes him or her down from doing what evil and sick commands they are doing to the rest of them - but they you have got 'as bad' in relation to 'mad byrds' on your hands...........

sure, i wouldn't do 'emu' as a way of escape to paramilitary russians, in cornwall......that
needs 'internet in your head' to deal with........but there is no harm in trying? is there?

i can remember the BBC 'icke's people' doing 'just that' and they were right to do it.......it 'works' on ordinary people......and it didn't cause offence to the 'guys with guns'.......they began to laugh.....


but also continued to deny entry - and that is the point - isn't it? you need the 'internet in your head' in order to 'not get shot and killed'.


yes EMU is not only about 'joke stuff' on british tv...EMU and ROD HULL are also about 'esoteric' and mainly muslim ways of MASONRY.....

ISLAM may have banned MASONRY nowadays....but tomlinson was to go 'on a trip' around the whole lot in IRAN......to see how the entire country was controlled by it......

that was many years ago now....and one hopes that MKULTRA 'blind boy - about to be possessed by the devil' has now changed.......EMU was showing the 'ways to get out of it'.....

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do you know...that it is still possible to 'get into' a government building' and any government building in the UK by the 'colour' you are wearing and the signal that you make?

ABU did it....whilst dressed 'undercover'....really.....MI7......in and out.....