this morning, a very nasty memory from indonesia also came back...in short, i was to warn david dabydeen about it....if he wanted to obtain a work permit/visa in indonesia...then he had to go through a very nasty experience indeed...i was to describe it as being rather like visiting the set of 'apocalypse now'....except that it was real....

this is all still on the theme of 'tiger in the jungle' and big game hunters....

anyway, what had happened in jakarta...upon arriving...the school manager had taken me in a taxi...into the jungle...where i was to be fingerprinted and then asked to sign a bit of paper (i could have signed 'mickey mouse' to be honest because the soldier didn't speak english and there was no translater present)...i suppose the whole outfit was something along the lines of MOD/FOREIGN OFFICE....except that it was a military camp in the middle of the jungle....the cia lab were then to remoteview the lot...and translate what the soldier had said to me...he had told me that i wasn't fat enough to eat - not enough meat upon me....the idea was intimidation but a bit more than that....i was shouted at....pushed around...generally abused...

and so in order to deal with the situation...i 'did what the chinese do'....nodded respectfully...kept very calm and quiet....my chinese manager was then to tell me 'once back in the taxi' within the small clearing by the roadside - that acted as a carpark..."that was quick....most people take a lot longer than that....some people never come back..." - i didn't question further than that...the cia lab was to investigate what was going on....and it went like this:

the ill had starved the men upon that camp for a day and then fed them pork....eventually they were to tell them that they had been eating human meat....it is remarkable how easy it is to turn human beings into cannibals...not long after that...the camp was to arrange a mafia deal with the local taxi drivers....what do i mean? put simply one large fat white american gentleman was to turn up 'in one of their taxis' alone....he then disappeared....'pot roast' in the jungle - behind that camp.....the soldiers were running a human meat trade of their own....they had 'got in on the act'...so my advice to dabydeen had been - rent a car...show them the paperwork and when the car has to be returned....do not go 'alone'....ensure that they know people will investigate if you 'disappear'....suffice to say it worked...even though cia surveillance was to note that the soldiers were looking rather hungry that day....

put the above together with jooish orthodox guy running the EF schools across indonesia - who tried to drug me at lunch in restaurant.....he looked rather like MATT SMITH...'that type' but east end and not public school....he told me that he got on very well with the indigenous indonesian population (such as the soldiers upon that base) but the chinese were annoying....the chinese catholics, that is....i can remember meeting them 'around and about'....they were particularly devout....anyway, i sneered at jooish orthodox guy 'really, where's your KIPPA then?'.....a satanist through and through...and quite obviously so...see previous notes upon how careful i had to be 'the whole time' in jakarta...the operation was the most dangerous and difficult 'minefield' to pick through....the british consulate was no help at all...and i visited them to ask a few questions...i was told that the country had been put into a certain FO category and you were there, at your own risk...if you got into trouble there was nothing that the british FO could do...nothing at all - you were 'on your own'.

anyway, put the above together with that 'flooded village' in the south-west...where tomlinson and rowling had holed up with their slaves - rowling was to design that XMAS 'lawson' calendar - taking inspiration from the front of that mansion....sarah holliday had been there...tomlinson had forced sonia to make 'mincemeat pies' with human meat....and told us that we all had to eat one...sarah was very matter-of-fact about it all...'just pretend that it is pig and they actually taste quite good' was her 'take' upon things...as in we cannot get out of this cult....if you disobey these insane programmers then they torture/punish you further....they are off their heads on drugs....obsessive about their insane satanic cult....you see how it goes? how easy it is to become a cannibal under such pressure?