anyway, today is a 'sarah holliday' day in the flat....as far as i can remember...she used to have 'very strange dreams' and the ill used to like to 'watch her mind' during dreaming....everything was in transition....a bit like looking at an impressionist painting but not....the images kept on changing and morphing into different things....

the only other thing that i can remember is that at a certain point - she had begun work at the foreign office...to learn of a woman within it - who had been labelled a traitor...sarah knew that she had then been beheaded....she didn't like the woman much, but even so....

it brings to mind 1980 programming at npower....how the entire course had to stand in a crocodile and perform 'london's burning....here comes the chopper to chop off your head'...and bizarrely enough ANDREW MARR knew that he would be 'caught out'....and  he was....so who knows what that was all about...