...this morning i was to watch 'CREATOR' and 'WHAT WAITS BELOW' to remember that the 'cruz/almodovar' films-on-dvd were linked (i haven't watched them yet)...if only by the following:

firstly the 'visual' as in the photos of cruz, upon those two 'cruz/almodovar' film-on-dvds...to that 'creator/what waits below' film-on-dvd....

and secondly, by cruz stating that gill and i, had let "the snake into the garden of eden"...

...and thirdly that tallant was to watch both almodovar movies, after a private viewing of London boulevard...


so what was it all about?

firstly it was about a darkened auditorium - after a private showing of LONDON BOULEVARD...tallant was seated on a 'back row' - a few seats away from farrell but 'close enough' to hear what he was saying...and he was talking about me..."no money...past it....plain...no talent....only art school training...they cured me of cancer...she's not good enough for me" etc etc....to his friends...one of whom had been concerned that i might 'cry' when his character gets stabbed, in the movie...you see i was seated, quite a few rows in front...and supposedly in a child alter..."she might get upset"..."nah, she won't" he countered....and for the record, i didn't - the whole thing left me 'cold'. you see, this was during that 'very weird time' when farrell was engaged in a 'fight with gill'...whilst telling all and sundry "that's my girlfriend!", in a very young child alter...the CIA LAB had recently visited sweden...i was to have a short-lived affair with a man much younger than myself, let us say...and that had resulted in the 'knife attack'...see previous notes...

anyway, gill was on that backrow, with tallant and farrell's friends...'martine' then began to cry...farrell was concerned "what's wrong?" - gill  then passed it off as "somefing in me eye"....

the lights went up...i began to walk up the lefthand aisle...gill then walked swiftly down, to stop me...we looked into each other's eyes....we 'knew'...that is all i can say....farrell then walked down to confront us both....'martine and henri' were to answer him....i was to talk for or should i say translate for 'both of us':

"we don't want your SNAKE or your APPLE - GET LOST! leave us alone!....we cured you of cancer - what more do you want? - to drain from us...."

...and i wonder now...what had really happened to gill...in relation to working as an ill cult 'doctor' in that haddassah hospital 2006/7....

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anyway, so penelope cruz had guessed right...about who the 'snake and his apple' was....farrell, as it turned out...go figure upon what that might have meant, in relation to APPLE inc. and 'green tower' etc etc..."norwegian intelligence" replies BI ONLINE...."and the irish nazi party, richard harris"....and what about inga and her 'homo-sexuality' - in relation to lord hume?

...and what about richard harris?...in relation to the prague rothschild 'matricide/patricide' program as thought up and run by the prague rothschild team...harris was to come a cropper...at the hands of MOD man, 'john varro'....can anybody tell me why varro had thought that he was 'helping' the rebel group against the ill cult- by using farrell's double (because varro was unable to 'get the real thing', at the time) in order to murder richard harris, upon the mount of olives? for israeli intelligence to then find the body - and transport it back to one of harris' estates within the UK...where farrell was then involved...in relation to UK police detectives investigating a suspected murder...

Let me just say this...whatever or whoever had tempted harris to be a 'bigamist'...well, it only works in the middle-east...if it works at all? i.e. as sarah holliday was to find out in egypt.....the 'sultan' who allows his wives to 'run the whole system' as a matriarchy...rather than 'be false and untrue' to everybody important within his life by 'marrying illegally, more than once' in the UK for example...e.g. rather like 'mr browne' in solihull....running two families 'on the trot'....and his daughter, helen browne was to 'get him back for that one'...using 'kate wood' as her tool...whilst telling me that the reason that she had got kate to stab him to death...using 'network control' i might add...was because she had realised 'solidarity between women'...kate was her half-sister, after all...and her father had been a complete bastard to herself, her mother...and kate's family, to boot....anyway, SAS scottie had told me that the masons had allowed 'bigamy' in the UK because it was an 'affair of the heart'...if a man had fallen in love with two women and could support them both and the children, well - why not? what can i say to that one - but the reasons are above...wherever you may find them...

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'CREATOR'...well if you watch that movie, you 'get it all'...peter o' toole had asked H house about it...and after we had all viewed it....we were then asked - did we 'get' what the O' TOOLE's group of friends, had seen and encoded into that movie?

gill and i, were to apparently 'get it right' somewhat - but the rest of them did not...

let me see....i had seen the 'cosmos' in gill's eyes, and at 17 years old....every 'star date'....every 'stargate' within 'just one kiss' - and before it, i might add - just looking into each other's eyes...and i begin to wonder now, what this was really all about....i had seen the 'loving kindness' of a rabbi...of my own swiss great-grandfather and his family...but in gill's eyes....the light at the top of the spiral stairway....in neuveville, switzerland.

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...watching farrell's birth, in the 60s....watching his conception....and then wondering...why did we even bother to help him at all? why put up such a fight - for another soul's life-upon-this-earth....when he was almost incapable of 'loving' because his parents had 'never been that' to him....yes they were 'caring' in terms of "give him another morphine shot until we get him to hospital tomorrow"....or "get her in there - quarantine them both - he really likes her - she'll calm him down"....see previous notes....you see - farrell's parents just didn't 'see' the value of 'loving kindness' to an histronic/hysterical child...e.g. sitting with him, talking to him, explaining things to him, cuddling him, all which should and does, normally calm a 'child-acting-out' down...

"a shot of that should do it" his mother used to say...and she was a doctor - at a london hospital, at the time...and yes, of course it 'calmed him down' but surely a little 'time spent with the child' would have worked better, in calming him down...a 'little love'? instead of just 'drugs, drugs, drugs'?

gill and i, were far luckier...we had had parents/guardians and from an early age...who didn't 'fix it' with drugs...they 'fixed it' with calm and caring attitudes....and 'with love' attached, i might add...and we knew it...we both grew up 'in that way'...knowing what it is to be loved and therefore, we were able to understand what it is to love and how to love, as adults...no 'quick fixes' allowed.

...and if, as gill was to surmise "your family was turned against you, early on" in relation to myself - as in the whole ingabot/inga horror 'grew and grew'....as well as the whole RH nightmare, which had started earlier on....my parents never quite 'let go' of me....never quite lost sight of me...whilst tending their 'vegetable garden'....besides, as gill was to point out..."you always had HANNI GLOOR...that is where you 'got it' from..."...hanni, yes - i cannot say that i had ever wanted to emulate her...but the 'way that she was' - had stuck in my brain....to the point where i was to realise 'why' and so many years later on...that she had been the only really 'good influence' in my young life....and extremely influential, in relation to 'how i was to grow up'....so you never know, do you?

....as no doubt, farrell didn't....in relation to his aunt....see previous notes upon "oh jesus and then you attacked the priest!" cackled, the eldest taschmann....in that hospital - see previous notes.

you see when you meet somebody who really has the 'godspark' strong within them...you fight for them...their corner....etc etc....even though, his aunt....oh go see previous notes...tomlinson had 'got to her' and screwed her into the ground, basically...farrell hadn't really been fighting the priest...the priest had been a victim too - part of the 'fallout' of that particular 'shrapnel' bomb....he had been fighting 'whoever it was' who was screwing us all....shadow-punching..."in the dark" replies BI ONLINE.

...and that leads me on to my next question...why had farrell been so happy to 'side with the ill' in that auditorium? 'martine and henri' had confronted him about 'what was to come'....'the snake and the apple' was a reference to israel 2006/7....and the related question: how could you 'use the pair of us' for that?

"was farrell a complete zombie, at that point in time?" replies BI ONLINE.

well, it is difficult to tell....and why? because polish intelligence had pushed him through that 'demonic holliday catholic wedding' to alicja....and told him 'whilst under that endoscopy type-of-drug' to 'not look that vacant'....and to 'act normal'....and once they had got him 'looking normal enough' they then prodded him through the ceremony.....a ceremony that had been demonic - and to the nth degree....in short, he could 'act relatively normal' whilst being a complete zombie...

"so they've got something against farrell and his father, harris" replies BI ONLINE....well, go figure...if you don't see the 'big picture' - you will not see anything at all....

....and watching what O' TOOLE and his friends had put together in CREATOR....might help you to see the 'big picture' in relation to the 'structuring absence' of the entire movie....the fact that ill cult scientists know that the human soul exists....and that you cannot mess around with 'zygotes' in relation to 'that one'...

...but godless nazi scientists still continue their experiments...

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anybody who has seen CREATOR - will 'get it' - if they have been reading my notes....

additionally, penelope cruz was to 'get the overview first' in relation to farrell (and his father harris)...."you've let the snake into the garden of eden"....she was referencing CREATOR and that scene where the medical student walks up all of  those steps...to where the young woman lives...

well 'martine and henri' were then to decide to 'throw him out' and his technology....go figure.

"you locked the gates" replies MI6 ONLINE. well, not 'us'...emet was behind the whole project...we had to 'secure' things...that much is true....and that is all you're getting.

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and another thing....emet had better take that samurai sword off Farrell - see previous notes...yes, I have seen the cctv forwarded on..."CIA" replies MI6 ONLINE..."he was to show it to mcadams"....additionally in relation to CREATOR...the ill were hoping for this sort of scenario....the brain-death of the woman victim...to then run her as a microchipped robot...a 'stepford wife' upon the networks...

apart from the above...I can remember o' toole saying about his role in CREATOR..."I even look a bit like him"...he was referencing Richard harris, as far as I know...

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WHAT WAITS BELOW...so what did 'martine and henri' get about that movie in particular? well it was something that BI as a whole was to 'get'...so many years ago now...and it was something around MARK R programming in the 'microchipped caecum'...and yes, there is even an alice in wonderland reference in relation to 'caves and caving'...along with lots of 'head' jokes around the ill experimenting upon the skulls and brains of young children in relation to hydrocephalus and encephalitis....see previous notes...anyway, I can remember jokes around the 'underground race of lemurians' which ran as follows:

"is that the irish Nazi party?"

"we're the healthy bacteria! YACULT!"